last night was movie marathon+ drinking night at club elias road. ok lame..anyway kun, mel, jin and peach came over to my house for what was supposed to be a drinking games + drinking session but turned out to be a movie marathon + stuff your face with food + drinking session, and we stayed up till 4 plus 5. we had 3 types of beer, absolut vanilia (YUCK), coffee liquor and absolut kurant (courtesy of peach). kun kept saying she's not high enough until she had the coffee liquor..and then she began to zzzz after that! scouted around my house and i found tons of wine, bombay sapphire, bacardi, hennessy, xo and yada yada...now..i didn't know i had that much alcohol in my house. heh heh heh..eh next time u all come we can try the rest!

man..my parents dragged my out of bed at 8 today to go to the temple (ok..i'm definitely not one of those holy poeple..haha)...when i only went to sleep at 5 plus. and then after that they dragged me all around singapore..but i managed to con them into going to citylink..because i wanted to get my fcuk pullover...but but but.....argghhhh..after i dragged myself all the way to the shop..fcuk was not there anymore! they moved to i don't know where!! i was so devastated :( so only my sis got something out of that shopping trip...sigh..and then my parents decided to be fun, hip and exciting and suggested that we go check out the NLB..i begged like hell to go home..but before they could reach the lib..i already zonked out in the car...so they had no choice but to dump me in the car with my sis while they went to..omg i don't know where..and now i am finally home!

dear kun and xing...sorry that i didn't go to ecp! 3 hours of sleep just doesn't work for me anymore..hehe!

bursting..

steamboat at peach's house was fantastic..we had so much we almost burst. after the durian strudel and after yj left..we got hungry while watching house of fury..so we went into the kitchen to begin yet another round...alright enough said..

here's the food...

ok...we really look super lok..but well it was dress-down day..and the first photo is damn kok...

and here's our durian strudel...yummmzzz...sinful!

and now..time for the queen of kokness...our dear horsie...
(when we were all so damn full we started stonning and talking nonsense..)

me: hey..did you all know that the simpsons only have 4 fingers??

hil: no...is it??

peach: aiya u and ur stupid simpsons....

me: ok..fine..then did you know that mickey mouse is the only mouse with two legs???

peach:....who says?? minnie mouse also what!

hil: hmmmm.....

me: oh yar ah...ok then ...did you know that donald duck is the only duck with two legs??? *evil grin to peach*

peach: *evil grin back* *snigger*

hil: *confused*...*look of enlightenment*...no! who says?! darkwing duck also what!!!!

me: .......HAHAHAHAHA...ALL DUCKS HAVE TWO LEGS YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!

peach: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

hil: aye??...!!!! OH YAR AHH!!! AAAAAARGHHH!!! STOP LAUGHING!!!!

then and now.

i woke up and read an sms, then i thought of something, and then i was filled with anger. you see what sitting around all day doing nothing does to you? it just gives you a whole load of time to think about things and get angry, or sad, or happy or whatever.

well 2 days ago i went for a job interview, and i got it. a day ago my parents made hell a lot of noise and i lost the job. and now today, i am sitting here staring at the walls once again with nothing to do, and the great plans that i had made with the thought that i will be having some extra money has all gone down the drain.

two sems ago a friend..i think it was jin..said i looked like those kind of crazy korean fan who does nothing but sit at home and watch korean serial dramas all day long..and all i said to her was..WHAT!! I HATE KOREAN SHOWS!! i am NOT a korean serial drama addict..but...i AM a HONG KONG serial drama addict..and also a JAP serial drama addict. bad news...now i am a korean drama addict too! i just spend all my time watching all the korean movies and serial dramas on tv, in the cinemas and right now i am hooked onto da chang jing. yay..the tv addict is back. *rejoice*

i would like to continue with another 'then and now' story about what i told someone two and a half months ago..and what's happening now..but it's not a good idea. so that story has to wait till a more suitable time to be revealed.

last night we decided to that today we will go for steamboat at peach's house. and so now..i am going to bathe and get my ass out of my house.

the past two days have been booze, smoke, booze, smoke and more booze. zouk on friday with kun, jin, mel and the rest of the kc girls to watch hobz strut her stuff on the catwalk. she was good..other than the fact that she was controlling her laughter like mad. and then when she swung the stalk of i dunno what flower around i couldn't stop laughing! hobz...u are so chor lor!then we went to en lounge to be dragons again..and for cheap heineken. and my sis and her friends came to check out the place! i like it there..new place to hang out at!

m.o.s on sat..didn't really enjoy coz of some reason..but the music was good, and the organiser kept coming to us and giving us drink coupons..what a nice person. haha.

had a long talk with a friend just now, and i think i finally found the answer that i've been searching for in a long time. and honestly...i'm very glad that i found it, i just had to hear it from the right person. it's the thing that has been bugging me for the longest time ever, and i think i know where everything is heading now.

interview at balaclava tmr..ok later when i wake up..

to my friends who are down...cheer up..there are brighter days ahead! =)

alright since i am bored and i have no other photos to put up yet..let me gross everyone with my current obsessions ..introducing my current fav hk actor and singer...i only like them for their looks..hah

timmy hung! sammo hung's son...he performed an amazing umbrella catching stunt on tv just now..haha..and his brother is jimmy hung. considering the fact tt sammo hung is known to be fat and ah pekish since forever...he sure has some good looking sons...

eh..rob thomas! i think he's super hot! especially when he was dancing in the latest mtv! woohoo!quite cute with his curly hair too...










ok..i've successfully grossed myself out with my bimbotism too...

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pay day!

pay day was yesterday! finally! not tt i'm rich now..just that i have a little more cash to pay for things that i've been putting on hold for the longest time ever. well it would be cool if i got some extra money every month..but that would mean that i'd have to be working..and i don't think that idea is all that cool. ha!

so anyway after we got our pays, us cls people went to town for dinner and decided to catch sin city...which was utterly gruesome because xing and i were kinda busy yucking away at how the people just kept biting/shooting each other's ears off or causing each other to not be able to enjoy fathers' day. and i almost puked during one scene. oh i was busy sms-ing my fav :S model friend hobz at the start of the show..yes we enjoyed the movie without u..haha! aye...i'll be praying for u tonight.

dinner with the family the day before..coz lao niang is back. haha..we went to this place called blu jaz cafe which is owned by ck's auntie ..i mean kevin's *snigger*..and they serve superb chicken chop..and pretty cheap too! kevin *snigger* was very generous..he treated us to a nice bottle of red wine.

my sis' a kok..she woke up at 3am this morning just as i was about to sleep..and asked me "so who's gonna endorse the terrapin??"..and i went ..HUH?!?! then she said irritatedly.."the terrapin..who's gonna endorse it?!?"..and i went..err..huh??...errr..HAHAHA!!! ..because she was sleep-talking! n then she got quite irritated..and she went..."what's so funny???"..and i was already laughing until i was tearing when she continued "what?! the terrapin right? who's gonna endorse it??" ..and then the even more kok one..my younger sis bothered to wake up and take part in the joke by mumbling.."what's she talking about.....??"..haha! and after i laughed for damn long, my sis woke up for real and realised that she was talking rubbish and couldn't stop laughing too...idiots..hah

my dad just gave me a stack of us 100 dollar bills to count..and as i was doing it..i told myself i'm never going to work as a bank teller, because it totally sucks to have to count money that does not belong to you!

i am am a mean fat lazy pig..thank you.haha.
this morning my sis came into the room at 6am and this was the conversation we had

sis: chewy(ok some kok nick she gave me recently...) do you want to wake up and drive me to school??
me: *shake head*
sis: :( hmph..ok bye bye

haha..see..i am so lazy i can't even be bothered to open my mouth and say no! ok...so now i am feeling bad...so i have to go sleep soon to wake up and drive her to school tmr (NOT ALONE OF COURSE!)...ok i have nothing else to blog about..blah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

d-e-a-d t-i-r-e-d!
my day started at 6 this morning when a lizard jumped onto my mom's hand and she gave a loud yelp causing me to wake up in shock! and then i was kept awake after that as i watched in horror as my maid came running up the stairs to catch the lizard which was about 20 cm away from me! :S and then the boh liao me bothered to get out of bed just to drive my sis to school! hah..but of course i went back to bed the moment i got home!

went to goodwood park hotel for lunch with my mom after that..and my sis and i had the worse fish and chips ever in our lives! it was hideous!and then my mom did one of the things she was best at again...change the names of things! after we had our meal..she went...do you all want some MOVIE PICK ice cream?? there's some over there..and then my sis and i laughed like mad before we said...MOVENPICK LA!...then she said..huh?! what?! oh..hahaha..ok ok..do you want the MOVING PRICK ice cream?!?!?omg...she's damn jia lat! but then she bought me a new M.E.L bag today!! yay! (eh meems..see i am a great fan of yours..my sweater had an M on it, my hostel room was room M and now i even bought a bag by the brand of MEL!)

went to catch be with you with harry after that...it was super sweet and touching! but sianz...someone didn't cry..if not i can make fun of him for the rest of his life! and i was so gentle-womanly...i walked him to the bus stop to take the bus...not the other way round..tsk tsk..HAHA!









well..thanks to kunies and craftytv..i am hooked onto OTH..and so now..i shall go watch it!

met up with the girls today...it's been a long time! anyway we did what girls normally do...shop...hil..u are an absolute bad influence la! whole day talking about shopping...now my heart pain. anyway...other than the huge amount of $ that i spent today..i am pretty satisfied with my buys.. a bob marley shirt from p.o.a(kunies..don't u dare tell ppl what i called it!), a tube top and cheap underwear..hoho. now i can finally say i took part in the GSS..hur hur..

after we were satisfied with our buys and that we had spent enough money..we slacked in billy's terrorising peach and ml once again...but they were too busy..so we didn't get to terrorise them much ..sianz :( and ended up slacking at tt new meridien supper place with yj and her bf lionel. after yj left her bf came back to join us for beer..haha eh yj..ur bf only has good things to say about you..i bet you are very happy! HAHA..anyway..he is sly..he tried to dig stuff out from us about things u said..but we are smarter than him..we pretended that we got amnesia. heh heh..but of course we managed to dig info out of him..which made our hair stand (right hil!?)...heh heh heh!

mom's bday celebration tmr...time to get fatty again!
sianz...i forgot what i wanted to say again...

Take your hand
and place it in my pocket
flick your eyes back in their sockets
put those thoughts away
sometimes they're much too loud

I'll take a breath
and cradle your sweet head
should've stayed at home in bed
put that face away
I'm melting for you

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there

I dreamt
about another girl in bed with you
you just laughed and smiled
denied the proof
we're fine till I think of a problem
I wish it made sense
like a joke that no one gets
it's a life with no regret
I want to feel that way, forever and ever

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you

wishing i was there - natalie imbruglia

i....am....BACK from bangkok!
the last time i went...was 7 years back..and it has sure changed a lot! it's more...how should i put it...advanced...the skytrain is finally up...the highway is done..there are lesser traffic jams..there are more high rise buildings...the shopping centres sell more decent things..and yada yada..

shopping...dirt cheap. and i still can't believe it. but...i didn't manage to get much for myself..because compared to the thai girls..i'm the size of an american. but...i bought stuff for almost everyone..err those that i left out..i'm really sorry..coz i kinda lost track of who i didn't get things for. but..i just want to say...all the shops in far east and the bazaars in nus..are bloody cheaters...for all the tees that u all bought for 15-25 bucks...i bought them for S$1.20! HAH..it's so cheap..u can buy some to clean the floor with! but of course u gotta go to the right places to get them...i think almost everyone know where to go...but anyway..

for the better quality but obviously more pricey stuff:
ma boon krong (dunno how to spell) shopping centre
siam square
suan lum night bazaar

for the dirt cheap things:
pratunam/bai yoke not bai yoke tower..that's sucky...just around the tower...walk in the maze of shops and just anyhow whack the whole area...you'll find something

for big time converse fanatics...the chuck taylors cost only 23 bucks and the high cut ones are 28! almost half of what u get here! GENUINE!

i'm sure there's more...but i only managed to get to these places in the time tt i had there...

alright now for the most amazing thing...i was walking along the overhead bridge to mbk when suddenly i saw these two guys...one in green and another in grey...and i was thinking to myself...no cannot be..the world CAN'T BE THAT SMALL.....then behind them came running another guy in black...and then i changed my mind....YES THIS WORLD IS THAT SMALL! johnathon, peter and johann! haha! crazy! we were like.."aye! aye! aye! omg!"..and then peter went..."sian hua! this is the second time leh!" hahaha...indeed it is! pretty cool to bump into friends overseas! after we parted..my sis said...crazy how if you are at the right place and the right time you just meet people that you don't expect to isn't it?!...and i agree..if i had taken the train instead, we wouldn't have met!

oh yes...i saw that trans who acted in iron ladies in suan lum! she's very pretty!

anyway...yayyy...london won the bid for the olympics!!i'm going there in 2012!!! ya right..haha

i'm back on the painkillers...the bloody pain is taking away my energy and putting me in the foulest mood ever. and i have the urge to pick a fight with everyone except those who always talk rubbish to me and make me laugh.

and i wish i could kill you right now.

evil

i was just thinking of how evil i am...then i realised that i am quite...so i guess i can still qualify as a firefighter...and i just remember tt..i joined the evil club *muahahah* why am i evil??
because...

• i like to block people on msn
• i like to ignore smses of people i can't be bothered talk to
• i like to not reply emails of people i can't be bothered with
• i don't pick up my phone when i do not recognise the number
• i love cursing people...especially those i hate
• i always do my invisible act and refuse to acknowledge the presence of people i can't stand..even though they are standing right infront of me, and its obvious that i can see them
• i sometimes give vicious glares...especially to a particular person by the name of T
• i like to pick fights when i am having pms, in a bad mood, feeling irritated

what else...i can't remember...am i evil beyond redemption? i think i am still pretty good when compared to other people...am i willing to change?....do i look like i can be bothered to?? i bet after this i am going to lose all my friends. HAH

the masterpiece of my boredom

rip van winkle...

i've broke my own sleeping record...i've slept a total of 47 hours in 3 days. am i the champion?! yuck...i think removing your wisdom tooth is as bad as giving birth! oh...the "op" is absolutely painless (thank god for anesthesia)...it's the days following the op that totally suck! i thought i was going to die the night after my op..my whole jaw ached, i couldn't close my mouth, my body was burning from the freaking fever, my gums were bleeding and aching like hell, my lips and tongue were all numb, and i was drifting in and out of sleep. kns...i've never been so uncomfortable in my whole life! and the only way to take your mind off the bloody pain is to sleep...so i slept from 9pm to 2pm, 3pm to 8pm and then 10pm to 10am..and when i finally got out of bed for more than 2 hours on thurs morning...i thought that perhaps i was already dead.

now that it's getting better...i've got another problem..my hunger. all i eat is porridge and soup...and i can't sleep coz i'm so hungry but i can't chew. but my mom's really nice..she said to me...i think it's good that you can't eat..it's about time you went on a diet. :( so on a diet i have been..and i've lost that 3 kg that i've put on...now...you...you know who you are..you can't pinch my stomach and say i am fat anymore!

and how much did i..i mean my dad.. pay for all this torture that i'm going through? a whooping $1k...now it sure pays to be a dentist isn't it?!


ok other than that..i caught downfall with harry before the "op"..and well..it wasn't exactly nice..it was gruesome and a little too draggy...more like a documentary.hitler's indeed insane..and the people who believed in him are idiots.there was this scene where this guy just blasted his brains out for no reason... and the fella whom i went to watch the movie with...he laughed so loudly i thought he was mad :S haha...but ok..the movie helped me to mentally prepare myself for the "op".




ok i have no more rubbish to write..back to bed.

i'm not dead...yet...
i'm just in pain...hell loads of pain.......
and of course i'm hungry...extremely...
but fluids and painkillers are what i'm surviving on...
good nite again.

caught initial d with cootie just now and i think its fabulous other than tt disgustingly crappy love story that they added in..which bored me to my underpants! ok i am no big fan of jay chou even though i went for his concert, and i always thought he was urks in terms of looks..but this time round, he was pretty good looking in the show. shawn yue is the ultimate..and edison chen is..aiya his face appear too many times already. what in the world happened to jordan chan!? how could they degrade him and take away his "cool" factor by giving him that loser role??..he was the bomb in gu wad zhai! anthony wong reminded me of the giraffe in madagascar.....and..he's super duper handsome when he was young!

after the show ended we couldn't stop discussing about how cool the drifting thing was..and we kinda figured out how to brake and accelerate and all that crap to do it. i say we are pretty intelligent. maybe we can be racers too. hur hur. alright...i think i shall hop into my dad's car now and try that stunt. yea..i'm sure.

sianz...gotta remove my wisdom tooth tmr..and then i'll be stuck at home for the rest of the week.

bands..beer...smoke..and off we go..cruising into the night...

kun, xing, jin, hobz, mel and i went for parousia's second last gig last night. they are still as good as ever! jin n i were saying how we haven't gone for so long, coz we just took for granted that they would be there every last fri of the month. but sadly...next month will be their last performance...coz the band members are all going to various part of the world to do their own stuff. and we haven't bought the third album yet. exchange was as good as ever! my fav song! jin and i were laughing like mad about how she called it extreme the other time and how i exclaimed right in lloyd's face when i saw that it wasn't in the second cd!hahaha..lloyd dedicated wounded hands to jin..and we recorded the whole song...but erm...well..check out the vids yourselves...all i can say is...someone's a kok! haha!

headed down to en lounge after that for sheesha...and guess what?? emily the strange is working there! haha..she's gonna help me get a job there when i come back from bangkok (oh..yes..i'm going to bangkok...)..and i hope i can really get it! i'm how broke! we spent the rest of the night sitting in en lounge drinking our beer and being dragons...trying various ways of making the smoke come out from our nose and mouths...haha..pretty fun..and cheap!

and to end the night...mel, jin, hobz and i went cruising in mel's car with the top down! haha..we started off with the 4 of us in the car...but along the way...only mel, jin and i were left in the car..and when i turned to my left...omg!!! one of the beatles member was sitting next to me! "we all live in a yellow submarine...yellow submarine..yellow submarine!!"!!!

at the third place...

sheesha and carlsberg!!..

wot eez kunies doing????...

in mel's car on the way to the third place...kun, xing and jin were going crazy snapping themselves!...

us before we headed home...and before hobz was replaced by the beatles member!

omg..i hate the stupid new blogger photo uploader..it sucks!

checked out a salsa club with harry just now....and i found it very interesting. we went to carnaval at chijmes first..and the place was dead! there were only 5 people standing around, and it looked super boring. luckily intelligent me (hur hur) brought along the address of xen bar, so we headed down there. i must say i am the best direction giver in the world...i only give directions after we pass the street. haha! so anyway...xen bar's really interesting. people just go there to salsa and mingle around and nothing else. of course there were the pros and the beginners..and the watchers like me. had a pretty good time watching the people dance..absolutely different from clubbing. we were making fun of this man because he looked like a char kway teow seller...but..we clearly underestimated him..because he turned out to be the instructor!! char kway teow man by day...salsa dancer by night! hahahaha!oh..SDU was having their own event there..and i was wondering..would i end up at such events next time??? =( heh

went to watch a lot like love after that. thankfully it didn't disappoint me...it's super good!! freaking funny...and well..sweet and nice. but........the woman next to me in the cinema sucks! she wreaked the show for me! she sang along to every single song..and when ashton kucher was singing i'll be there for you...she sang at the top of her voice! ohhhh i so wanted to strangle her...i was waiting like mad for that part to come on..and she had to spoil it all! *growl*

i love to ride my bicycle...i love to ride my bike...

went ecp with mel, hobz and peach yest. smart peach came up with bright idea of cycling because she wanted to get a tan...but..the weather loves making a fool out of all of us. when we reached ecp it rained for eternity..we had to go entertain ourselves with the junk arcade in ecp instead..and of course feed ourselves! when the rain finally stopped..we rushed to the bike store and rented our bikes..and cycled for two hours plus..which included stopping over at bedok jetty for photos and eating at the hawker. i think we can go join the cycling competition or whatever it's called because we reduced our half an hour ride back to 15 mins by speed cycling coz of the stupid rain!and now my whole body is aching like an ah mah! sianz...



mel peach n i went to watch batman in the night..while piggy hobz went home to sleep..and we are such koks! after calling kunies 5 times..we decided to rush to century square to catch the 845 show..and we were delighted when we got our tickets. but..when we tried to enter..the ah pek said.."oh! zhe ge hai mei you leh!..zhe ge jiu dian ban!" s-h-i-t man. the stupid woman gave us tix for the 930 show instead..and she didn't even ask us or anything! peach got damn sore..and mel and i couldn't stop laughing at our kok-ness. hahaha..so anyway..it's a very good show..and everyone should go watch it!

of hairdos and pretty faces

one of the best things to do in life is to gather ur buds and sit around talking about the great times you had in your younger days and taking stupid pics. and that's exactly what i did today! we gathered as planned and had an extremely filling (tummy wise) and joyous day! laughing loudly like hyenas isn't exactly the conduct that young ladies should have..but well..like i said before..some people just don't change..and that's us. there will never be a single occassion whereby we sit down together and not laugh. well there was mrs ng's wake...our seriousness only lasted for the hour that we were in the funeral parlour...the moment we were out of there..we were laughing like crazy people once again. we can repeat the same stories a million times and still laugh over them! one day we'll have to dig out all our ugly secondary sch photos which are currently hiding between the mattresses to laugh at ourselves! seriously, i've always dreaded meeting up with my sec sch friends..i was afraid that we might have changed so much that we can never talk anymore...but not with these people..they are simply the best. and so...before we parted..we whipped out our organizers and arranged for the next gathering..and...i can't wait for the day to come once again!i don't have to launch into a big bimbotic declaration of how i feel about all of you...you all know what i want to say =)


*collage's done by mok mok!*
everyone had their hair done nicely for photos today...and i was the laziest...hence the ugly thing on my head!

pooh's heffalump movie is so cute!!! i cannot stop singing the song!
one more day to the 20th! can't wait! it's gonna be a FUN FUN FUN day!!

lumpy dumpy dee deee
lumpy dumpy dee deee
lumpy dumpy dee deee
heffalumpy like meeee....

to the one with alzheimers disease....
your appt is on...
27th June at 3pm!

aye notice it's in orange??? hohoho...so can you remember now??

firefighter!! read the second last line...how can?!

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 80%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.

How Sinful Are You?

got this quiz off jin's blog...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

like my day is not gloomy enough...2 hours after i'm out of bed...a friend messages me to tell me about the death of someone i once knew. though the impact that the person ever had in my life isn't huge...it's just sad that these things happen. life...sigh...
i'm gonna retreat into my own world for the rest of the day...

disappointed. angry. lost.
i need a new drive in my life.
i hate sitting around and thinking about things.
i hate repeating things people say to me in my head and trying to derive a meaning from the words, or finding some answer from them.
i hate comparing things different people say and trying to strike a balance or finding an answer in between.
i hate having to think.
i hate doing things and regretting after that.
what? why? how?

that's it...it's been decided..the date and time has been set....

28th June 5.30pm...

booohoooo........

went to check out eskibar just now...that place is cool man...literally! it was i don't know how many degrees..according to juice it's -5degrees..but anyway...it was freezing cold! i felt like i was in some winter country! pretty nice place to chill out at..so anyway my friend the cootie has a friend working in eskibar..and the guy said that they are hiring...so i told cootie that i am pretty interested to work there...but cootie told me that one of the criterias for working there is...you have to be attractive. he thinks he is very funny...i didn't find it very funny though..i don't care what he says..i think i am attractive..HAHA!eh hobz..am i becoming as thick skinned as you?! HAHA! so anyway...i tried to be funny too..and insulted him by laughing non stop when he said he is definitely not a J. well if u read this..i was kidding la! so anyway...my friend the cootie was very nice and sweet tonight...he treated me to a kilkenny...so..thank you very much for that!


eskibar...not a very good view of the place...

we kinda failed in our attempt to look like we were freezing...but anyway...look at the hero who managed to tahan for a whole hour in there without a coat!

other than that...i went to watch "my boyfriend is type - B", and its a freaking hilarious show...the guy is seriously a "roll eyes" kinda guy..and the girl is just super funny!

well...i am officially out of job..after working for erm..5 days..how sad is that?! xing and i got stuck in the office today..we thought we could go down and finish our work in 2 hours, so that we won't have to go back again tmr..but who knows..we ended up working for 4 hrs! sigh..they made us call a million people and we only earned 20 bucks, which i already spent on dinner and movie :( it's sad when u start measuring and comparing ur expenditure in terms of the money that u earn...back to eating bread and drinking plain water....

i just remembered that i haven't taken part in the GSS..what the hell...when does it end?? not like i have any money...but if i didn't remember wrongly...i think i had a pretty good time shopping in the last GSS...maybe i should go next week............

here comes the photos....

da paolo pizza bar..

swensens....

the star of the night with her many extras behind...

the ones who are prettier than the star of the night...hahaha...

taboo...

...and we might have been a leetle high....

i hate the way this certain person looks at me...that judgemental look..that look all the way from head to toe..and followed by the forced smile...i just hate it. if you don't want to smile..then just DON'T..at least i can hate you less..and just satisfy myself by cursing you within.it makes my blood boil...do they even know it is rude...i wish i could gouge out the person's eyes...just make the person blind..and then i have to pretend to be nice and look like i love that person...but deep within i wish that the person was dead! fcuk..maybe i should be a total bitch and do my best "i can't see you, you just do not exist..and i do not acknowlegde your pathetic presence" act...afterall..the person's just a thorn in my flesh.yuck...why do i always meet such detestable people..and like its not bad enough they have to linger around for eternity....

mm what you say
oh that you only meant well, well of course you did
mm what you say
mm that it's all for the best, of course it is
mm what you say
that IT'S JUST what we need, you decided this
mm what you say
what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling at your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit you don't care a bit

you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

each time i'm asked how?
the only reply is...still the same..
are you happy? are you sad?...seriously...i don't know
and then it sets me thinking of what i'm really aiming for or what i really want...and i also don't know...i'm just waiting for a time and a signal i guess. like what i do for all other things.

celebrated hobz bday at da paolo pizza bar last night...the pizzas were yuummmyy...we spent quite a bit..but considering the number of people who were there...i would say its pretty reasonably priced..and we had an ice cream cake at swensens which was really good too and then we headed down to taboo after much discussion...

after saying for a gazillion years that i want to go and check out taboo..i finally went last night..and indeed it was an eye opener..never knew that they moved since the last time i spotted the club on the other street..well..for the first time girls were like a rare sight in a club...and the guys were mostly good looking...if only zouk could be like that too..then it would be a feast for us girls eyes...haha!we spent a super long time playing cai quan and tricking each other..which was really fun because thanks to yoyo..the alcohol never stopped appearing! haha! i drank so much i had to go to the toilet 5 times in one night! and then after that peach and i went a bit crazy, so we started dancing tango and waltz, and shortly after i started yawning so much my tears couldn't stop..... then i started to fall asleep!HAHA...my fav activity in zouk...according to jin, kun and gen..EH NOT TRUE OK!anyhow..i think it's a pretty cool place!

photos later!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HOBZ!!!

i have a friend..who goes by the name spongehob bigpants..and she looks like that...

i didn't know she possessed big granny undies....

she loves singing spongebob songs and doing the spongebob dance..and she always asks me if i am ready-eady-eady-eady...

she's the best person to talk rubbish to...we can go on for hours talking nonsense to each other..and then after that she will start asking me if people on the streets were to hear us, would they think that the both of us are mentally retarded..and i will tell her..yes they will indeed think that way...but of course we do not talk in that manner all the time...when we are at zouk..we will resume our intelligent selves...we talk about intelligent things like politics, world affairs and whatever else intelligent!

she thinks i like big black guys..but she thought wrongly..i only made friends with big black guy because i wanted to introduce him to her..and later on i am going to wrap him up and bring him as her present to her birthday dinner..because that's what she asked for...hohoho

she loves playing with her lovely blonde locks..which recently turned black because she fell into a whole barrel of black ink and in the process got her neck blackened too..so now instead of looking like nicole richie...she looks more like ashley simpson..but our friend meems informed me that she's actually neither...she's the black beast!

despite being so full of shit..i still love this idiotic friend of mine...and she's none other than A-MAN-DUH joy hobday!..eh look...i promised you a whole entry right! check out how long it is!..anyway...HAPPY BURPDAY STINKO!! you are the loveliest man around..and i'll definitely marry you if you are the last man left on this planet..hahhaha...i'll bring you along the next time i go on my trip..but you'll have to sit in my luggage..no economy seats for you ah! anyway..haha it's been 4 years since i got to know you...i think i got to know you coz you were close to rati..and because u think you are from t3..so you keep appearing at our class gatherings..you crasher..hahhahah!!well it's a good thing i got to know you...because at least now i have a friend who is the same height as me..eh it's good being tall ya??? the air up here is always fresher..no? hahhaha..ok ok... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE MORE...study hard and stop playing with ur hair..and all the best for the year ahead!

home today..taking a break from work..see what i mean when i said i'm a bum?? i barely worked 3 days and i am already taking a break! but ok...i'm not at work only cause everyone else is not there and i don't want to be sad and lonely in the office talking to filippino maids, bangla workers and bloody rude malaysians!

zouk on wed was like one of the worse ever..well..for the the first 3/4 of the night..my stomach was churning..my legs weighed a million tons..my back was aching..i couldn't move at all! i never felt so tired before man! all the alcohol i glugged down within the first 45 mins of that night came out in the next half an hour..and i was completely sober for the rest of the night..what a bummer...well at least my energy came back during the last 1 hr of zouk and i had a bit of fun!

been coming home at 7am for the past two days...my dad's on the verge of wringing my neck..hence the reason why i am home for the whole of today..because i must be a good girl in order to stay out late tmr night! HAHA!

been spending the past two nights sitting around and talking...sometimes i find it amazing how talkative we can be...how do we manage to talk non stop from 3am to 7am and 11pm to 6am??maybe cause we haven't talked in so long...but there was never ending things to talk about..rubbish or non-rubbish..anyway as always...i'm an itchy backside...i always say things that i regret saying after that..but what to do...i already did it...not like i can take it back..so...ahh dunno lah...

watched mr and mrs smith last night..and it's a very hilarious show...how exciting it will be next time if my marriage was like that..i'll just happily take a gun and shoot at my husband the whole night long and punch him in the face and kick him in the stomach!!my marriage will just be so thrilling..haha..siao!

some people never change...

second day of work was great! $$$$ hahahha...but omg...the number of bangla workers we called...tsk tsk...poor may got it worst! haha! but super duper duper tired now!

met up with my wonderful friends...mok mok, zy and chan...we are still as mad and loud as ever...we walked like miles for i dunno what...before we finally got back to glutton bay for supper..zy and i who weren't supposed to eat just couldn't resist the temptation! had a great time catching up and laughing about the good old times...bitching about other people...and getting high on char siew bao! haha..the video clip was hilarious...but seriously..it's such a waste that the best part of it got cut off!! can't wait for the 20th! like mok mok always says...miss ya already! hahhaha!!

firstly.....WELCOME HOME YIJUN!!!!! hope you are feeling better...we all missed ya...although u disappeared and reappeared without a sound...eh...is it u learnt magic recently?? how did u manage to do that?? haha..anyway..we'll go chinatown to eat soon ok...eating is my latest hobby..coz i'm a fat pig now!

secondly...i'm working! yea..u all read it correctly..I AM WORKING! well..for all those who say i am a slacker..and a bum for not working for the past few hols..and i lead a good life coz all i do is travel... and the only other thing i do is laze ard and spend money..what have u got to say now ah???well..for a start...i made TEN bucks today..not bad for a beginner..who fumbled over all the questions and panicked and had smack kunies on the leg (sorry!) to get her help while the filippino lady waited patiently on the line..haha ..thanks kunies for getting me the job! oh..and i'm working at some convention at the expo next week...pretty good money too..but yucks i have to stand around and give out brochures..and they are hiring me coz i am more than 1.65m! haha..
shucks...this is retribution..for wondering why in the world people want to take up jobs like giving out brochures and conducting telephone surveys..now i am taking over their jobs and getting a taste of what it's like..but well..for the sake of the money...heh heh

hello stranger...

i had a very beautiful dream last night...after what seemed like an eternity of horrid dreams involving the same person.the people involved in it were people i've never dreamed of..i was running away from something..a responsibility..and someone "rescued" me..we both didn't know each other's names...but the person just"saved" me, and made my life seem all better..haha..sounds like rubbish...but well..it was a nice dream to me...sadly..it's all but a dream..

well..i'm back from KL...man..genting is total rubbish...just crap man..and i scolded some sickening malaysian family for cutting my queue while we were queuing for the cable car...the country has no law or whatsoever...the stupid guy and his family cut our queue..a whole ELEVEN of them...freaking pissed me off....my sis and i refused to let the other half of their family pass us and they kept trying to squeeze pass..my dad asked us to let them through..then he asked the guy how many of them were there..and he said ELEVEN..totally pissed me off..so i turned around and gave him a good scolding..and he just looked at me in shock..asshole! and the indian womanand her family, behind us sniggered to herself when she heard me scold them..then she gave us a "yea i know...what rude people" look..

didn't shop much...the branded stuff are tooo expensive..and i've had my fill of them in HK..and the cheap stuff are..man..not that nice..the fashion's like a decade behind here or something...seems like i won't be going back to malaysia anytime soon..ok..the only great buys..."economical" dvds..haha...ok what's great abt malaysia...everything's cheap there..food is not too bad i guess....but well..i dunno what else..sianz..

the world can't get any smaller..my hong kong relatives were staying in the same hotel as us in KL! i thought meeting my friend in aust was already crazy enough...but meeting someone else from another country in another country..that is the ultimate!

KL..KL..KL...

in KL now...was greeted with a pleasant surprise when we were brought to our rooms at the istana hotel...a suite! my sis and i went...woooowwww...we're gonna stay in the hotel and watch tv for the rest of the trip..and not bother to go out at all...since its so nice in there! and that's what we did for the whole of yesterday..haha...shit we are such suakus! but it's really pretty cool..

we were greeted by the hotel manager when we checked in, and he told my mom to beware of SNEFTS = snatch thefts!...and we had to control our laughter while he corrected himself..and now my mom is so scared she's not really keen on going out..she thinks she'll get robbed the moment she walks out of the safe grounds of the hotel...haha!now u see why i haven't been to malaysia in errr at least 6 years...

my results are like crap...don't see any point in continuing with this stupid degree...argh..CHO HI CHANG YOU SUCK! you and your bloody e-learning caused my grades to plunge to its all time low! your stupid module killed every little hope that was contributed by the grades of the rest of my mods...basket...for two sems you wrecked my results! grrrrrr...NO MORE CHC modules!!

got an sms from cootie this afternoon telling me that he got a pair of birks for me from europe!whoops!a bit sad that its black and not brown though...but i bet its much cheaper there...thank god i didn't buy it here!can't wait to put my big fat feet in them..haha..well when u get back..and if u ever read this..thank loads!

the crazy hong kong people...

during this trip...i met kuku hong kongers...one was a very rude grandmother and another was a clown of a waiter...

my mom always told me that the hong kong people are very rude and fierce, and when they scold you..they would not hesistate to release a stream of vulgarities at you. but out of the numerous times that i've been there..i've never met such a hong konger before..hence my general impression of them was that they were friendly and nice. until this trip...i met a horridly rude grandmother. we were at the market..and my mom and aunties were standing along the narrow path choosing i cannot remember what..and along came this old lady who was walking real slowly with the aid of an umbrella.now..the old lady got really irritated that they were blocking her way..so she started tsk-ing at them and when they finally made way for her...she tsked her way through...and man! you won't believe this...when she walked to where i was at...she used her umbrella to hit my leg twice!! i stared at her in shock...and wondered to myself..WAT THE HELL WAS THAT ALL ABOUT?! especially since i definitely wasn't in her way! but well...i just let it pass...i guess there really are rude hong kongers around!

on our last day in hong kong..we went to our usual cha chan teng for breakfast, and the waiter who already found out that we were from singapore on the first day we were there...decided to provide us with some free entertainment..by speaking to us in his horrendous mandarin throughout the whole time we were there. he served us our food and shouted our orders across the whole place in mandarin...

first came the fish porridge with egg..YYYEEEEE ZHOOOOUUU..which my mom returned because the egg was missing..so he shouted...AHHH WAA JIU XI SHORR XI CHORR LAA..XI YEEE ZHOUU JAA DAAANNN(translation: ahh wo jiu shi shuo shi cuo la..shi yu zhou jia dan!)..then when the right order came..LLAAAA....YEEE ZHOOUU JAA DAN...DOI BU DOI???(translation:laa..yu zhou jia dan..dui bu dui??)

then came the beef porride...NGIAO YOK YEEE PENN ZHOOUUU...(translation:niu rou yu pian zhou!)..at this point..my sis was already laughing like a mad woman!

then my mom added a dumpling to our order..and in cantonese it's ham yok zhong..so he shouted across the place...XIIIEEENNNYYYOOOKKK ZHHHIIIOOONGGG ...which is really xian rou zhong in mandarin...omg..my sis burst out laughing so loudly people, turned and looked at her!

and then when we left the restaurant...he shouted...AHHH!! BYEE BYEEE...LA GE SENG JAA PORR DA!! (translation:ahh!bye bye..na ge xing jia puo de!)
omg..utter embarrassment...the whole cha chan teng knew where we were from man...-_-"

adapting..

have you ever paid attention to how fast or slow your body adapts to different situations or change in lifestyle or conditions or whatever else? by right...there should only be two types of people in terms of adapting to changes right ...those who adapt quickly and those who adapt slowly...but i guess there's always those who fall in between...and guess what?i'm one of them! i adapt quickly to certain situations and slowly to others especially when i don't want my body to...now...what the hell am i talking about you must be wondering...let me explain...

i didn't think that going to hong kong for a week would change my lifestyle much...but no...it changed it pretty much! when i was in hong kong...i would sleep at 12 everynight (because i was drained from all the walking!), and i would wake up by 9 the next day..everyday..so now that i am back home...i can barely last past 12 every night..and i am up latest by10..which is a good thing, because with parents like mine who advocate healthy sleeping hours..i've been spared loads of nagging for the past few days...

then there is my eating habits...i ate like once every 3 hours in hong kong..resulting in my watermelon of a tummy...and now that i am trying to cut down on my food intake to get rid of that melon...i suffer from constant hunger pangs..and no matter how much i put into my stomach i can't seem to get full!...or i'll get hungry after a while of being full...

and the worse of all of it...waking up in the middle of the night to pee!!omg! that is the most irritating habit that a person can develop!for a whole week i woke up at 3am to pee...god knows why..and now i can't seem to kick that habit! and it's really pissing me off....

by right i should be able to change back easily right...but no...my body refuses to change back...when it should adapt quickly it doesn't!what a bother!

back from hong kong!! did nothing but...shop and eat...and now i've put on so much weight...i can barely squeeze into my jeans...shopping this time round was different...not much cheap buys from jardine bazaar...but mostly cheap buys of the branded stuff..polo ralph(my fav brand when there's a sale!)..kookai...burberry..haha...because the sale was just so darn good! sogo was having a thanksgiving week and everything was going at almost half price! so my sis and i just walked till we almost dropped...and ate till we almost exploded!and my mom bought so much i think she can open her own clothes shop!almost everyones' been going on about the GSS...but i think i've had quite enough of shopping for the time being...KL in three days time..i'll prob be able to get stuff cheaper there..heh heh

before i left...i was telling my sis how we've never yum cha in HK before...and this time round..we yum cha-ed so many times until i'm scared of it!! it's definitely super yummy...but we just had way too much to eat!! so much to the extent that i'm sticking to western for the next few days coz i seriously think i had too much chinese food in HK! the weather in HK was so bad...raining everyday...we had to circle in the sky for a good 45 mins when before we could land in HK..and on the way back...we were stuck on the ground, in the plane for 2 whole hours coz of the thunderstorm!it seemed like we were never ever going to get off the plane..

now for singapore...
been going past emirada for eternity and we finally went there for dinner last night...the soup and garlic bread's super good...but the skewers were ...well..only so so...was so filled from the soup and mussels we had to force the kebabs down our throats....

went out with the band family today to "celebrate" cloven's bday...laughed until my sides ached...the funniest of all time is still brian...the rest left at 3 plus and i ended up staying in suntec with brian and ck till 6 plus talking rubbish..as always brian kept making fun of me and the high chance of me becoming a spinster...i swear we're at war not at peace man! make fun of me some more and i will deflate ur muscles the next time round or rebond ur hair!

just came back from helping mich decorate the chalet for her bday party...the bungalows are really huge..pretty nice too. i just spent like 2 hours blowing balloons...looks like the 6 years i spent playing the bari-sax in band comes in handy...i realised i can blow balloons very quickly! haha..well..if nothing works out for me..maybe i can get a job blowing balloons next time...:S

met up with sy yest for star wars...nice show! was the only idiot laughing so loudly throughout the whole movie...it's not supposed to be a comedy i know..but c3po, r2d2 and yoda are just so freaking funny i couldn't stop laughing at them! tt hayden christensen guy sucks la...his acting so kok! spent the rest of the night talking and talking and talking...and walking the whole of boat quay and clarke quay checking out all the pubs in that area...and then ending up in tcc and alley bar. there goes all my money on food again...hah

vesak day tmr....it's the day to be holly! and then to mich's party...pack my bag..and off to hong kong i go!!..i got scolded by someone today for not waiting for him to go to hong kong together...eh sorry la..i'll go with u when u come back la..i'll try my best to save money ok..but i know u don't believe me..i don't think i can do it either...HAHA!

hah..i'm really a good girl today...stayed home the whole day and i didn't go to zouk!! think i'm suffering from zouk overdose...was super lazy to drag myself out of the house and wasn't in the mood for it..but ended up drinking at home with peach, ml and meems in the end..name game again! and this time i lost damn badly! haha..shucks...i lost in everything in fact..uno stacko too! headed down to fisherman village after that for supper...and we had to eat in the dark..practically guessing what was on the seafood platter! but the food and atmosphere's pretty good if not for the horrid mosquitoes! its time to retire now...good nitey!

stuck at home today...to prevent myself from receiving further nagging!...hope i can go to zouk tonight..haha...my source of d.a.t.s left sg yest and won't be back till 3 weeks later. was watching mtv crib just now and i love and hate that show. i love it coz the houses they feature in there are really...woahhhh..way cool! and i hate it because...kns...i feel like a beggar as compared to all the people they feature. it just seems like you can be anything and strike it rich in america. you can be a baseball player and have a freaking castle for a home...you can even be a skateboarder and have like a whole resort for your home! out of all the homes they've featured so far..my 3 favs are mariah carey's (with her malt looking walls and nice comfortable couches)..missy elliot's (her stupid MISSY fountain in the center of her hall and her freaking ferarri bed complete with a plasma tv and a remote control shoe rack fitted in the hood and boot of the ferarri)...and craig david's (his freaking nice lighted hallway, kitchen and gym)...will i ever have a home like these?? =(

so...no prizes for guessing what i'm doing at home today....totally wasting my life infront of the tv and the comp (and spoiling my eyesight at the same time too..) of course...since i'm so bored i shall put down my hols plan...

this week:

• zouk tonight
• meet up with sy
• mich's bday party
• try to go cycling with kunies
• try to get find some money to buy all the presents i owe ppl
• i think its vesak day this sunday.......

next week:

• HONG KONG!!!(those who want me to help u get stuff..pls tell me earlier..and if possible err pls give me the $$ too..hehe..)

week after:

• check results and do tt grad thing for cootie
• check my own results (groan....)..speaking of which..my dear friends in nus...our results are out on 1 june at 9 am =(..cap 5 peach? i mean 4.95 and 4.99??haha!
• KL...shopping again..heh heh

and the rest of the hols:

• find a job...
• get rid of the wisdom teeth that have been stuck in my mouth of ages!

more pics from tt night...

estee lauder's concealer's the best...right hobz?? hahaha...


a clearer pic...

yummm the cheesecake's deelicious!

some pics from last night!

with the birthday boy...no..man..haha..err a bit blur though...

all the girls....

now that i am not lazy i shall blog about yest....

yesterday was a super long, fun-filled and absolutely hilarious day!

it started off at 3 when i went grocery shopping at parkway with yoyo, mel, ben n peter for the steamboat...and we sort of went a bit crazy buying the food..we bought so much we were saying we definitely had more than enough for dinner, supper and breakfast...but in the end we managed to finish all the food at one seating! and after tt pete and i went cake hunting and managed to get a yummy peach-jelly cheesecake from the cheesecake cafe for yoyo...

the rest of the people reached pete's house at 7 plus and finally at 8 plus we sat down to dinner...omg...i ate so much i almost exploded..and i was hopping between the tepanyaki and steamboat...i think the best item was the liver i fried...yummmzzz...haha....after dinner we slacked around contemplating whether to go to zouk or to the movies and in the end we decided to stay in pete's house for a drinking session accompanied with stupid games...here's when the fun and laughter started...

we played the game of concentration,, 7-up and the name game with gross vodka and malibu and beer...and the one who got the most high was...eayy!!!hahhahaha..she lost so many times i think she finished most of the drinks....

now...i must say...our dear friends starting with the letter P aka peach and peter...totally suck at the game of concentration because they super cannot keep up with the rhythm ...and its so freaking hilarious...but the funniest of all was the name game...here's some stupid names people came up with that no one could freaking remember...

1. subaru impreza wrx sti
2. e200 kompressor
3. mitsubishi lancer evolution 8 mr (seriously...how to shout this out...peter u're the king la)

and then there are people like peach who got tricked by wally into naming herself honda which everyone could remember...hahhaha...

after many mouths of vodka, malibu and beer plus extreme eagerness and excitement..tons of mistakes started surfacing....

• HL (milk)....KL! KL!
• daihatsu .....daihaKI
• boyzone....boyCHone
• bananarama...bananMAMA
• and then there was this someone...people kept shouting at her to shout the name BUGATTTI...BUGATTI...and she happily shouted...ASTON MARTIN!!
• and of course some kok wanted to make the person beside her drink during the game of 7-up..so with a big grin on her face she started with the number SEVENTY TWO!!!

hahhaha...freaking hilarious...i think there's more but right now i can't remember...we laughed like mad!had a really great day which ended at 5am! dead beat! and i'm still feeling tired now...but i'm laughing with mel and peach about last night's jokes so i can't go to sleep! hahaha..oh yea..thanks pete for loaning us ur house again!

somewhere in the middle - dishwalla

I was out the other day
and I saw you in your big black car
and I was waving as you were passing
cause I know who you are
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
did you think for second I would not realize

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
cause I'm somewhere in the middle of this

I was out the other night
and I saw you so we had a fight
it was late and I was lonely
and its such a long way home
so I asked you if you'd join me for a single last call drink
so you turned and bought us 2
and you didn't even blink
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
when you drink it makes you angry
when I drink I want you more and more and more

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
and I'm somewhere in the middle of this

well I find it hard
I always tried to find the sane life
but I don't like the way things are
and I keep falling to my knees
somewhere in the middle of this

me is irritated now! me just blogged and stupid blogger lost me post! kns. anyway..me was saying today me is being a good girl. me stayed at home and be carpenter and technician. me set up a new full-length mirror for me room, and me replugged all the stupid wires of all the stupid appliances in the room. me no go out with friends today or spend me own money. but later me is going out with family for dinner. now me be going to bathe and get ready...and later tonight me will blog about last night...coz right now..me is being super lazy!

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY JOHANN

haha..yes i still owe u a drink..and thanks for reminding me that i can treat u during 1 for 1 ...hahaha..by the way u are a kokster...i will never forget the night u called me while i was sleeping to ask me what alex's real name is!!!! anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE...and aye...are u korean?? haha

zouk

last night was fun and different. fun coz i was freaking high and dancing and laughing like a mad pig...different coz the people i clubbed with last night were mostly people whom i've never clubbed with before!...like mok mok, marissa, clarence and his friends...oh!and chan's friends..
phuture was so freaking crowded we seeked refuge in zouk...would have really loved to dance to rnb...but well when u are high anything goes!
called mar at the last min, and she came to meet me in town to go to zouk together..everyone was saying they'll never ever club with their cousin...but..haha maybe my cousin's fun?? haha...but we had a great time laughing and slurping lychee martinis!
had a fun time with mok mok and chan too...we spent like a large part of the night running away from this guy..and we can't stop laughing about it! we were turning in circles and changing places the whole night to get away from him! poor mok mok suffered the worse i think!!never mind...if we ever meet him again we step on his feet and chop off his hands!haha!
and clarence was dead drunk...haha dude...beer is nice but really...too much is bad for u man!!hahahaha

clubbing again tmr night...i'm turning into an alcoholic!!

fcuk u world...

...and all who make me sad and down. all who wrecked the happy me. all who make me cry. all who make me angry. all who make my ears ring from all the screaming. all who make my life miserable. all who treat me like crap. all who take me for granted. all whom i wish i could punch in the face but yet still have to put up with and smile at. all who have no sense to see the good from the bad. all who are unappreciative. all who only come to me when they need me and chuck me aside when i am not of any apparent use to them. all who keep telling me how i should run my life when they are just worse than me. all who are in no position who tell me how to be me. fcuk you.

home sweet home...or maybe not...

oh sianz...i am back home already...spent the whole of today moving out, checking out and unpacking my stuff..and i'm only half done...sigh...no more freedom, no more late nights out, no more cheap cab fare, no more trips to fong seng for prata and big chicken drumsticks and teh peng, no more cheap beer at breckos at holland v, no more internet of my own,no more night adventures to TH, no more hanging out in friends' rooms, no more fast downloading of oc and desperate houswives, no more place to escape to when i need to, no one to pinch the hell out of anymore(haha)...blahhh

on the other hand...now that i am home...NO MORE STUDYING (for three mths at least..),no more having to think of what to eat every meal, no more having to pay for my own meals (hoho..i can spend on other stuff now!), no more washing of my own laundry, no more cleaning of my own room, no more common toilets, no more no scv,no more fan only business, no more sweating like a big fat pig in the middle of the night from the heat...haha...well things aren't all that cool back home...but i guess we just gotta learn to put up with it...

blah..there's no one online now...i'm so bored :(

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

to my lovely mama:
thank you for all the sacrifices that you've made for us...the love...the kisses..the diamonds (HAHA!!)...and all the crap that you constantly put up with.though you used to scold us and beat the hell out of us when we were younger...we definitely still love you..and we have never thought of calling child's aid...HAHHAHAHA...KIDDING!!!there can never be enough thank yous for all that you've done for us..and i definitely cannot list all the wonderful things that you have done...so for everything, here's a big THANK YOU..and WE LOVE YOU LOADS!all my friends think you're the cutest and funniest mom..because you constantly talk rubbish to them and are always smiling and we definitely think the same of you too!hope you loved the dinner!!

went for Mom's Day dinner at the plaza hotel just now...we had buffet...and the oysters weren't all that fresh..so i think i am sort of suffering from a little bit of a diarrhea now...sigh...the hotel's real clever with its marketing gimmicks. the Mom's Day buffet dinner came with a complimentary herbal soup and a stalk of carnation for the Moms and at the end of the dinner...they give the bowl that once contained the herbal soup to the Moms as a gift!haha...what a funny present

we met huang bi ren there...she's really tall...and pretty elegant too..but not that friendly...she has an unfriendly face.i was at the buffet table taking my food when i overheard this man telling his wife...eh huang bi feng...but i heard it as huang pi feng (yellow buttcrack) and then i told my sis and the both of us cracked up ...and we couldn't stop laughing after that! i laughed till i couldn't see and i banged into all the chairs on my way back!!

sigh...i was falling asleep just now..and i don't know why the hell i woke up in shock and now i cannot fall back asleep...now i have to find stuff to keep me occupied with till i fall back asleep :(

phuture last night was as fun as always...i did a count and realised that a huge number of us turned up last night...16 people! is that insane or what? it was sort of like a t3 class outing to phuture..haha...plus other people who weren't from t3 too of course! i sort of sworn of alcohol after thurs night..but guess i couldn't resist the temptation...so once again i had a little bit too much to drink! horrid jin kept pinching my fats and i was screaming like hell on the dance floor from the pain!!!! i think i vaguely remember giving everyone a peck on the cheek..madness!!

met my sis there and she was just in time to catch jean's milkshake act...she too agreed that she's just so funny! hahaha...my sis said mel's hilarious...coz she followed me through the crowd just so tt she could take a look at her and to meet the legendary "salute waiters" and "can i pls go to the toilet" stella pok! haha...

but...something unexpected happened in phuture...i cried. i was at my wits end...i didn't know what to do anymore..and so i broke down. angry..disappointed..sad..lost....that's how i felt...i've never had to try so hard before..pls help me.

dbl o

went to dbl o last night with hil and cootie...and peter and wallace came near the end...last night was pretty funny in some ways!

spent a small part of the night trying to run from BBG in case he recognised me...and my "good" friend C kept pointing me in his direction and pushing me to places where BBG was at...and kept asking me to go talk to BBG coz he wanted to get to know BBG's girl friends...u sickening pig! but i ended up hiding behind my "good" friend instead!

then dear lousy drinker hil got wasted again and i had to rescue her from the toilet because she couldn't get out of the cubicle..and that was the most hilarious thing that ever happened...because she's such a kok!what u did last night was definitely much worse than me sleeping in the zouk hil!hahaha...but i guess the 3 girls sleeping on the floor of the toilet were much much much much worse than you! haha!

i was dancing halfway when i saw this small little puny emily-the-strange looking character smiling to me from across the dance floor and running towards me...then suddenly there was smoke all over the dance floor and the next thing i knew...emily-the-strange was standing infront of me and screaming...guess who?! trudy! hahaha..she's a kok! but well it was good seeing her and dancing together! and later i saw chalk who as usual was dai-ing his lu mao...spastic...and apparently he had a lot to drink coz it was his birthday..so he was talking nonsense and doing stupid dance moves...but trud said he's faking it...haha...

then peter and wallace came...and they treated me to drinks...thanks a lot! and sorry for telling u that it closes at 4..i think i just anyhow spouted some number to you..haha

woah ms is happening and dangerous..there was some gang fights between the mahts..and one fella was carrying a parang and chasing after a few other people..and there were cops chasing after tt maht..and he suddenly turned around and swung his parang at the cop..the poor fella got a shock...but thank god he had quick reflexes! errr...when i first got out and i saw them running after each other...i couldn't see properly coz i was little high on alcohol..so i was thinking to myself...haha..u mean these people are so high that they are playing catching on the road?!??!..haha shit...anyway..gross..think i'll try my best to stay away from that place...siao so dangerous!

oh..and i came back and puked like hell...but well...form of detoxification..now i have a cleaner body system..hahahha...:S thanks to the one who looked after me then!

GOLD!!!

"GOLD!GOLD!GOLD! CJ GOT GOLD LEH!"

the exact words that han bao messaged me yesterday...haha..he's so funny! yup...and so it is ...cjc band finally got GOLD!!!whoops!!!
after missing it for two years...we finally got a gold!! all the hard work finally paid off! for a fairly new band...i have to say we are pretty good...especially since the band is so freaking small!
i bet arumugam is damn happy...but well good for him...now he can finally leave cjc band in peace...after saying that he will for the past errr...3 -4 years? haha..
so anyway...CONGRATULATIONS!

our great escapade...more like escape...

i am pretty sure that all of us listen to rnb, hip-hop and rap...or what we usually term nigga music..and we sure are big fans of "yo..yo...yo..." and "wassup dude?!"..so one way or another, we have some form of black incorporated in us right? which means if we were to come in contact with a black person...we'll erm...be able to get along pretty well with them...no?

well..i've always read about how intimidating blacks are in books...and i always thought that was kinda racist and that it was pretty mean of society to stereotype them with such traits...but right now....i kinda agree...why do i say so? read on dudes....

meems and i were in the reading room of my block...she studying and i doing rubbish on the laptop...when this big black guy pops into the room with his skinny friend...and BBG draws up a chair next to meems and plants himself there...while SF decides to settle down...on the table...

now... let me introduce these two shady characters to you...
BBG: i bumped into him two weeks back when he attempted to block my path while i was walking out of our residence...and to get past him i had to give him a hi5 and say yo! -_-"
SF: constantly walking around pgp and arts with his ipod planted in his ears 24/7..bobbing along to the music and just...doing weird stuff

so anyway...BBG starts chatting with meems and i...and asks if we are from singapore...and though we were quite afraid...we started a conversation with him. well he goes on to inform us about how its easy to identify singaporeans by the way we speak and by the brands that we wear ..which also means we are damn brand concious...and also coz we were much friendlier than the other people. then he continues with this little chat that he had started and asked us to guess where they were from(America and Mauritius)...and some exam talk. he then proceeds to ask what our names were...so meems comes up with kok names like sandy and marissa...which are actually names from The OC but BBG and SF didn't realise that...especially since i made a remark about my name being sandy and meem's name cohan...which they didn't get...phew...

and then BBG did the thing that just freaked us out...he drew up another chair and squeezes next to me...and plonks himself there...and decides to stay there for the next half an hour or so.....and this was what followed...he started checking out the music on my laptop...surfing the net...and adding himself to my msn list :S... then launched into some talk about how cool that we were also into american music and then starts to sing and rap along with every single kayne west, usher, snoop dogg and chingy song that comes on!..ok at this pt meems and i were pretty impressed...

but then BBG starts to get a bit freaky coz he was sitting a little too close for comfort so i made a great escape to the laundry room but then decided to head back rather quickly because i realised i left meems alone in the room with two quite scary people!and when i got back..SF who was pretty silent for most of the time was summoned by another friend and so he left...which means now we were only stuck with BBG..which is really very bad news..because SF served as some form of distraction for us. i tried to get rid of BBG by saying..."hey! don't you wanna go out? i think you're missing out on some big secret.."..to which he replied.."oh its ok...i don't care!it doesnt concern me..."..damn! so now we had to talk to BBG only...and while rapping along the songs he starts talking about some gross stuff..which made us cringe!

he sang this line that went something like..."make it come right out of your belly"...and asked if we knew what it was...and when we said no...he went on to explain that it meant that when a girl is skinny and she's having sex with a guy...his penis will come out from her belly button...GROSS!

and we were talking some rubbish about being black...and he asked...so do you want some black in you?! and meems and i almost puked...and we immediately replied.....err...seriously...no...its ok......

just as we were wondering how the hell to get out of this terrible situation...peach messages me and meems took the chance to ask if it was cootie who was looking for us in hope of dropping some guy's name to get us out of that place...but it didn't work!so then meems resorted to smsing me and asking if we could get out of there...then we started to put on some act about being damn tired and sleepy and about how we had to go. so BBG said...oh ok..i shan't hold you guys up...but let's just listen to one more song before we go..and god...one more song ended up as four more songs :S

we were talking about some other stuff and we somehow started talking about zouk and phuture...and i don't know what exactly happened but BBG drew his phone from his pocket..and asked for my number so that he could contact us...and i noticed a huge crack on his phone...so i made a remark...omg how did tt happen?! and he made another crude comment...oh i dunno man..it was in my pocket one day and when i took it out...this huge crack just appeared...i probably had some huge errection that caused it to crack!..so anyway are u guys alright with the word errection or the act itself?!..you guys are taking this pretty well eh hahahahaha...and the only thing meems and i could do was roll our eyes..cringe and say err heh heh....

back to the number...i wanted to give some fake number...but this black guy is not stupid i tell you...before we could disappear...he dials my number to check if my phone rings!dammit!..and before we left the room..he attempted to squeeze into my jacket...which he almost tore..and made some remark about how it was an amazing feat that i can wear it...and meems reminded him that its not really that amazing especially since he too would be able to if he bought it in his size...hahahahhaha

after we managed to escape from the room...i remembered that i still hadn't put my clothes in the dryer..so we creeped down to B1 and prayed that we would not meet BBG along the way...while we were walking past the tv room...we heard BBG and SF right above us...so we darted into the tv room and hid there for a good 5 mins...and when we were sure that the coast was clear...we scooted to the laundry room and back to my room damn quickly!!

omg...we were really ultimately traumatised...we came to the conclusion that ...its good if these foreign students are friendly...but its horrifying if they are too friendly...or friendly to the extent that they start cracking sexual jokes when we are still almost strangers...which "we're-not-as-open-minded-as -you" us find hard to swallow.....*gulp*...what a morning....and now...meems and i have to go and collect my laundry...god bless us please...

FREEDOM!!!!!!
the freaking exams are finally over!!!wooohooo!! it's time to party!! every single paper this sem was super duper difficult...crap...they changed all the formats, and they were much more difficult than the past year papers that were uploaded on the ivle...or as viv will say...vile..evil..you get the point.
so anyway...only peach and i are done with the exams..so tmr we'll be the only sad souls who will be heading down to town to shop and i dunno what else.everyone else's still busy mugging...jin finishes tmr..and the rest on thurs...so we're all gonna go zouk on fri! wooohooo!!!can't wait! haha...
went to holland v for a yummy dinner at crystal jade...ngao lam min and honey dew sago....how cool...haha..and of course...teh peng from fong seng again just now...shit man..talk about putting on weight...i couldn't wear most of the freaking shirts at FOS just now. *gulp*
sigh gonna bust my allowance in two weeks i think...i've been in jail for way too long...so many things i wanna do!
keep thinking about HK...can't wait to get out of miserable singapore-apore!