disappointed. angry. lost.
i need a new drive in my life.
i hate sitting around and thinking about things.
i hate repeating things people say to me in my head and trying to derive a meaning from the words, or finding some answer from them.
i hate comparing things different people say and trying to strike a balance or finding an answer in between.
i hate having to think.
i hate doing things and regretting after that.
what? why? how?