when hell breaks loose...all the ghouls who have been caged up in study-hell flock to the cinema....causing a major sell-out at the box office...splendid shows...junk shows...all snapped up way before the show time......and hence.....i didn't get to watch bridget jones or the incredibles....piece-ah-shite...the trouble that we all have to go through these days to watch a movie...we have to book our tickets! the wonders of internet shopping is not thatwonderful afterall...especially so when everyone's catching on with the advanced technology...grrr....

my first day out in town after god knows how long.......i spent a night in town...so many things have changed! but well...all the better...it adds a touch of excitement and interest to orchard road...now i can go explore all the nooks and crannies once again and find new stuff that will amuse me! have u all seen the dancing christmas trees? instead of looking cute...they look kinda stupid...and seriously...the way it sways...it looks like some ppl are in there doing ya know wad...HAHA!

all the beautiful clothes and shoes are tempting me once again....i wish i had more money...actually i wish i had SOME money.....i could only try them on and enjoy the feel of them on my skin...and admire myself in the mirror for tt sheer 5 mins before i had to put them back on the rack again...how utterly saddening. the pretty shoes at x:odus were going at half price...but alas they didn't have my size(as usual)...then there was tt pretty pair of heels in my current fav shop P.O.A...which i can't decide if i shld spend 33 bucks on...then tt goldish satin tank top from XI which i forgot to check out...ahh...i only spent time in heeren and ps ...i have yet to check out far east plaza....i think i shan't...i'll be even more depressed......

well in the end ...i spent like tons of money on yummy food and on stupid cds and vcds...now why the hell did i do tt?! sigh....
now for some fotos...taken with my new Cannon digital ixus 30!HAHAHAHA....



the disgusting remnants of our late dinner....

yeaps...the eggsams are over...and i'm not even delighted.....how come?!?!?! prob coz if2101 and ge2206 were such horrid papers! i hate it when i write rubbish while smoking my way thru the exam. ok.....when we smoke our way thru the exam...it already means we are just talking kok right...but sometimes it can be sensible kok...but this time round itz really plain bullshit...i'm sure of tt...sigh....

itz 12am on a sunday night/monday morning....and i'm sitting here...blogging...watching tv...eating arnott's roasted garlic and parmesan flavoured shapes and drinking a bottle of hoe garden...at home......how sad is that?! exams barely ended yest and i'm already so darn bored.......which brings me to another pt...why the hell am i drinking beer?!

wonder wad i'm gonna do for the hols...the only thing i'm certain of is tt i'll bug my parents everyday...and make them let me drive the car...haha

oh...i went for jay chou's concert last night...though i'm not a super big fan of his....i must say his concert is definitely worth the money! i was expecting him to sing out of tune during the live performance...but he was really good...he is as thick skinned as sammi i must say...haha..his canto is horrid, but he's really super good at the piano! he and this other guy from nan quan mama played "bumble bee" together...and their fingers were flying!! i was stunned! the whole performance's really good...there were 2 guest stars...nan quan mama and landy...there was tt super good piano performance...and a short performance by a dj and a drummer..but the drummer was horrid la...he was outta rhythm for a large part of the time that he was performing for.....the crowd was splendid too (much more enthu than those at sammi's concert)! when the lights went off in the stadium..the light from the lightsticks tt everyone was carrying was so nice! we spent like half the performance without lightsticks...but coz we were missing out on the fun i went out to buy two! haha..it's pretty amazing how everyone just stood up and started singing and swaying along to the music..for a moment i felt like i was part of some cult worshipping some dunno wad...haha...overall...the concert was a blast!

damn...i'm such a chatterbox..when i can't find ppl to talk to, i come and yak on my blog...hahaha...

well well...i'm a very happy girl tonight! coz bala called me just now! hahah...aren't you touched that i'm talking abt u on my blog bala? hehe...anyway...pls remember to call ninja pok and arrange a time soon so tt she can HHHHHHHAAAAIIIII YAAAAA!! some ppl...and do u still need the help of my assassins? by the way..can u pls buy something for me when u come back? how abt the white belt that i didn't buy?? hehe...and i am still very angry with u for not letting me buy the nike shirt tt time...everytime i see peter wear it then i will regret that i didn't buy it! grrrrr.....

i forgot to mention that sulin's back! WELCOME BACK SU SU!! meet up after my exams ya...and when lao niang comes back we can have our family gathering! :)

ok...back to my tv...

beer belly...*burp*

yes! yet another down...2 more papers to go...4 days to freedom..can't wait! ge2218 wasn't that fabulous today..starting to wonder if it was a bad choice to have chosen qn6, but whatever it is...it's over...the only thing i can do now's pray that i'll do well :S

hah..after the paper we slacked like as though exams were over!...jin, hil, mel, chia, peter, this other friend of theirs whom i think's called justin, n i spent 2 hrs plus in munchie monkeys eating pasta, pizza and dessert...chatting and reading magazines..and it sure felt like exams were over..until suddenly someone mentioned that she didn't feel like studying...then we all remembered that we still had papers coming up...sigh.... oh...we even had beer! haha..after only one cup..peter, justin, hil n i were all red in the face...how embarrassing!

now that i'm thinking about it...it felt like as though we were studying overseas...with the heavy rain outside..super cold weather...slacking in a bistro with no worries about the next paper....a beer in the middle of the day....hah...tt sure is the best kinda life to lead!

anyway..i came back and had the longest nap ever in a long time...2 hours...had my yummy nasi briyani dinner...and now i'm refreshed! in fact...i still feel like slacking...heh :P

oh...some guy took a foto of us and said he'll put it on the board in munchies...i hope it gets lost somewhere...:S

sometimes when i talk to you...i'm scared..
you seem to not have any feelings...your eyes have no emotions...
they seem hard and cold....void of compassion
or do they convey negative feelings?
you don't show any care or concern...
i can't read what you're thinking...
i can't tell if your words are true...or if they hide other meanings
i'm afraid to ask these days...i'm afraid to hear the answer...
i sense reluctance all the time...
suddenly you seem so distant
i don't know you anymore..

death and old age

isn't it sad..to know that when we grow old...we either die peacefully in our sleep...or we lose our ability to do everything, and we sit around everyday waiting for our death day to come? that's what henny went through...and i guess that's what my grandma's going through too...much as i dislike her...i think it's sad to have to live the last years of your life in this way. not being able talk, walk, or eat...it's as good as being dead. all of a sudden i fear death...what happens to us after we die? how does it feel to be cremated? ....how does dying feel like?? ...have you ever made a list of the people whom you think would cry for you at your funeral?...or who would even attend your funeral?...how many lives have you touched in your living days? would you die in grace...or would you die in shame? at your funeral...would people say..."she was just such a fine person...what a pity that she's gone"...or would people say..."there..the world's rid of yet another pest"...?

before death comes old age...having to grow old is the scariest thing on earth...it's even scarier than death..than walking through a haunted house...or lizards :P... i always have this sinking feeling in me when i see old people sitting around without any other aim in their lives. as i sat in the restaurant observing a group of old men and women (all of them are at least 70 yrs old)...i smiled at the fact that though they are old,they are still able to go on a holiday...sit around eating and chatting happily with each other...but yet deep inside...there was this indescribable sadness as i looked at their wrinkled faces, white hair, thin frail frames and hunched backs. it's nice to be old and happy...but it's just sad to be old.

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i'm such a weakling...i crumble so easily...it's only been two days..and i feel it creeping back again...i'm not determined enough...

henny penny aka fei gao

weekends are disastrous...our bodies are just tuned to not do work..and that's exactly what happened over the weekend..i only did 4 readings...which means...i'm officially dead for the day

my dog's gone =( ...he had to be put to sleep. he was so old, that he couldn't walk, and he couldn't do anything...and the ants and flies started to attack him one morning. i'm sad that the last time i saw him was two weeks ago...and when i called him he couldn't even hear me (he's been deaf and pretty blind for quite a long time) =( i'm sad that i didn't dare to touch him for a year because i was afraid he would bite me...which he liked to do since i don't know when.

i suddenly miss the days...when i used to play with him (when he didn't have the habit of biting people)...when he used to throw tantrums cause he was being punished for peeing on the car or on the pillars...when i used to secretly give him part of my breakfast every morning...when he had the energy to jump and wag his tail at the sight of food...when i woke up in the morning to find the front page of the straits times shredded to pieces..when he would sit smartly infront of the gate at 5pm everyday waiting for the children from the childcare centre to walk pass and shower him with attention by going "hallooo!!","doggieeeee!!!","woof wooff!!","so cute!!"...when i used to come home everyday from school and shout "FEI GAO!!!" and he would circle around my legs (but i think after awhile he realised what fei gao meant, coz he got pretty angry with me for calling him that...)...when i used to laugh like mad when he drenched my mom with water or fart in her face whenever she bathed him!..when i used to take the floor cloth and wrap him up in it because i thought it made him look like a cute baby bundled up in a blanket...when i used to put the floor cloth over his head and he wouldn't dare to move for 5 sec..haha..ok i am quite evil...but well he had his fair share of revenge by scratching my legs with his long sharp nails and breathing his bad breath in my face...

but those days are now gone....and now when i return home..i wouldn't even get to shout HENNYYY or FEEIII GAOOO anymore..coz he wouldn't be there =( ... bye bye henny...bye bye fei gao....



and yet another part of my life's gone...this time round...i didn't do anything to cause it...

argh! they are invading our planet!...they don't stop coming do they?!
these pesky little insects that only appear when it rains heavily....

armed with her newly acquired lethal weapon...B.G...also known as BAYGON [All Insect Killer...Fast Knockdown and Long Lasting Action]..she slowly creeps up to them and sprays a lethal dose on each of them! hur hur...
every now and then she'll decide to spare their lives...by catching them by their wings and releasing them out of the window or the door...
but alas...these insolent little creatures do not know how precious life is...they fly right back through the doors of the BAYGON chamber...
"so...you really are seeking death aren't ya? well...to hell with you then..."..and so...one by one...they receive their delicious dose of BAYGON!
after killing about a dozen of them...guilt and compassion starts to set in...n she decides to spare the lives of the next few that wander into the gas chamber...but...they do not know their limits! they attempt to molest GOOD-LUCK BEAR! how dare they!?
too bad for u...u idiotic things...ur lives will not be spared! didn't ur mama teach ya not to mess with good-luck bear?!.... pssssssssssttttttttt......
....and they get bolder and bolder each time...the next one enters the wonderfully scented air wick container..and gets itz retarded self caught in the beautiful aqua gel...destroying that beautiful piece of art...
...another attempts to climb up her leg...and loses all it's wings in her powerful hands(HAHA)...
...and of course the most idiotic of the lot attempts suicide by crawling under the magnificent cool ridge bottle and squashes itself to death...
brainless insects.....!!!
....wait a min...all of a sudden, the insect buster's feeling kinda woozy.....damn.....not only does BAYGON kill flying and crawling insects...it also kills humans when used in huge amounts......
...........................SHIT...........................

som's driving me nuts...but i'm finally done with my wonderful composition! i'm definite that i can be the next mozart, or beethoven, or mahler, or wagner, or whoever else...hoho...

WOOOHOOO! i am in my best mood ever for the whole of this sem! don't ask me why...coz i dunno either...i just feel damn good! hehe...itz the first day in blardee long that i've not had any kinda of horrible feeling in me...despite the fact tt i had horrid SC2214 paper this afternoon...which marks the end of blardee freaking hell politics and propaganda..the thing i dread most after econs(cheers to jin, hil and viv who bravely faced politics with me this sem!)... and an som composition to hand up tmr...yikes! but nonetheless...i'm in a damn good moood!!! feel like dancing!! by the way...vhat is fascist aesthetics?? was telling jin b4 the paper that if it ever appears in the paper...i'm definitely gonna skip tt qn...and indeed i did...even though i very much wanted to write abt leni and disgusting ndp =(

yo darling...u get wad ya give...so i'm gonna give u wad ya gave! hohohohoho!

oh i thought of the stupidest thing while doing my big business just now(not like anyone needed to know tt)...but anyway...was reading 8 days and i read this comment abt Daphne that she's "pretty but boring...like a vase"...then i was thinking of what would be the opposite of that saying...so i settled with "ugly but full of surprises...like an old couch"...n hence my nick for da night..."u are like a vase...pretty but boring...on the other hand...i am like an old couch...ugly but full of surprises!!" as for that fella who said i'm full of nasty surprises...ya watch out i tell ya! haha! nasty or not...at least i'm full of surprises...ya boring cootie...ok kidding la huh!!

and this song has been on repeat mode for the entire night...SHACKLES( PRAISE YOU) by Mary Mary...jin just told me tt they are gospel singers..never knew that...but the song's exactly how i feel right now! errr i dunno if itz God who liberated me from all tt sorrows...but wadeva...whoever it is...praise you!!

Whoo!
It sure is hot out hereYa know?
I don't mind though
Just glad to be great
Know what I'm saying, uh!

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
(What'cha wanna do?)
I just wanna praise you
(Yeah, yeah)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
(Uh feel me?)
And I'm gonna praise you
(What'cha gon do?)
I'm gonna praise you

In the corners of my mind
I just can't seem to find a reason to believe
That I can break free
Cause you see I have been down for so long
Feel like the hope is gone
But as I lift my hands, I understand
That I should praise you through my circumstance

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise youI just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

Everything that could go wrong
All went wrong at one time
So much pressure fell on me
I thought I was gon lose my mind
But I know you wanna see
If I will hold on through these trials
But I need you to lift this load
Cause I can't take it anymore

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

Been through the fire and the rain
Bound in every kind of way
But God has broken every chain
So let me go right now

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

Take them off
What'cha gonna do, yeah
Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

B-E-A-UUUUUUTIFUL!!

捨不得你 　
　 　
回頭再看我的最初
尋尋覓覓活在迷惘
多得您引領我
天天您亦為我
令我找到片段亮光

完全怪我要一試高飛
完全是為著令人生更美
珍惜您愛過您
感激您念掛您
無奈到最後要分離

過去的絲絲記憶繞困我的心
我卻要掙扎離去

我捨不得您
無奈我要創造未來共您
普普通通的去愛
未夠我獨個精彩

我捨不得您
無奈我有我的未來願您
找到心中最深刻的愛
永不更改全心我祝福您

再見了
遠去了
尋求未了願
愛過了放棄了
全是自己挑選

過去了
我去了
揚翔是我願
別日日或夜夜
亦在為我心酸

my favourite song by sammi...so sad...
*i'm amused at how i can post chinese words!!!*

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!
i'm dead tired...but when i lie down..i can't get to sleep
i got a million things to do...but i can't focus
i'm hungry...but i feel sick when i eat...
when i'm alone...i feel the need for company
when i'm with people...i feel irritated
one min i am laughing...next min i am frustrated
i'm starting my long walks again....but they aren't helping this time round
i feel stressed...yet i can't get myself to work...i don't know where to start...or what to do....
i'm LOST
aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhh...........somebody save me!

i snapped. was right when i said that it would be soon...
when i'm angry i do 4 things...i either cry out of anger, scold someone damn badly, take a walk or lie down and close my eyes till i calm down...this time round i snapped at someone and took a 30 min walk after that......

is it good to tolerate? is it fair to the person...if we just tolerate until the point when we can no longer take it, then we snap at them? i dunno. in a fit of anger...i said it's fair...but after thinking it through...i guess it's not. peach may be right when she said it's not fair that we do not give people any warning that we are not happy with things and then all of a sudden we just explode at them.

i guess everything just accumulated inside till the point where there was no more space..and so i exploded. i hate the way i handle things. i hate the way i let things get to me...and i hate the way they keep revolving around in my head.
to the person whom i snapped at...i'm sorry that it had to be you.

there are certain points in your life..when something or someone enters...and you are so caught up working on things that you just neglect every other thing and everyone else who once played a large part in your life. you concentrate so much on that thing or person...and everything else seems to be shadowed from your eyes...or shelved somewhere at the back of your head.then one day...something happens and whatever you were caught up with goes wrong and...for a period of time after that..you'll feel lost and down in the dumps...and have absolutely no idea which direction to head towards. then one fine day..you suddenly start thinking of all the things you used to do which you haven't been doing...all the people whom you have neglected...and then you feel guilty for being so selfish and regret what you did...all that precious time lost. you start missing all of them and all the good times you used to have. you go back to doing what you once did...you call up the people whom you've neglected..and realise that they are still there..were always there(inevitably some may be lost)..and you realise how blessed you are. when all these happen...you know that you've surfaced from the abyss...everything bad's gonna be left behind..and maybe this time you're gonna move on with life for real. :)

songwriters these days are fantastic...they really write about anything and everything under the sun. i managed to find a song for every single thing that i was going through...or that reflected all my thoughts and feelings.i'm amused!i've never ever payed attention to the lyrics of a song...but recently every song that i hear seems to be extremely meaningful...ok except for some hip-hop n rnb songs...err those are only nice to dance along with..like "boo", "mother *beep*", "nigga" can mean anything to me.oh then there are chinese songs...really meaningful too..although sometimes i really catch no ball..but wadeva it is...pls pay attention to the lyrics of songs these days...coz some of them are really meaningful...if i posted my playlist...i wouldn't even have to open my mouth to speak...the songs will do the job for me!

so many things are easier said than done...the ideal can hardly be achieved most of the time
how the human mind works and how we let our feelings control ourselves seem to be the most puzzling thing by far
we go through every single day of our lives as though we are acting in a play...constantly putting on different masks - hiding behind them and never being able to express our true feelings
the words we speak don't always hold the truth
we speak in circles, dropping subtle hints every now and then hoping that the other party catches them
how can we smile even though it's not a genuine one?
why is it that when we are hurt...we always speak to everyone but the one that caused it?
how easy is it to forget things and move on with life?
is it fair to make use of others as a substitute just to forget ur own problems?
why are we always blind to what's standing right infront of our eyes waiting to be appreciated...instead we desire the things we can never lay our hands on?
when can we find the answers to all these questions??...

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guess the time has really arrived...faster than expected

that little hope that still existed has totally disappeared this time round

maybe things will get better from now onwards

it's time to walk away..good bye. good luck. for real

VANCOUVER!!!!

just felt like saying tt...hahahahaha
now..i'll try to study...sigh..

anger, violence and i

man...my butt's flat and wide...sat at munchie monkeys for 10 hrs today...studying...napping...eating...stonning...i'm poofed!

so much to do n yet so little time.

i'm a very angry person.keep experiencing waves of anger throughout the day.i wish i could punch someone...any of those people who are currently on my punch list...i bet i'll feel good. i had a very violent dream tt night..i dreamt tt i thrashed someone's room and slapped two people...kinda funny eh...but the scary thing was i felt very good when i woke up...haha..
there's gotta be a way to vent all these pent up anger...talking doesn't work anymore..running does...but it's not satisfying enough...

my temper now as compared to the past is extremely good i must say...but all tt controlling is taking it's toll on me! one of these days i'll just snap...and i think itz gonna be soon...

just got back from a run tt took 3 hrs ...and a nice long bath =) i feel good! haha...i always reflect on the entire day's happenings when i take my nightly baths...and then i'll think of stuff to write abt in my blog...so yes..here i am blogging...since i am in the mood!

all my tests are over...and i'm done with som! phew...now i can get down to studying for REAL!
as for the two tests today...i'll be happy if i pass...crap

was yakking with viv n hil when their fren came along and sat down to yak with us...and something he said really made me laugh...it's the funniest thing anyone has ever said in a long time....he was talking abt how this yr's 19 year old girls suck...and how irritating they are(finally...a guy with eyes that function..and brains that think..ha chan..now u can't say this guy thinks with ya know wad)...hahhaha...i can't help but agree with him (betta say this just in case...not referring to anyone in particular)....
what's with the pink and green hair, big plastic earrings and hordes of mismatched accessories??yes...we know tt teen vogue promotes such fashion(e accessories and not the hair of course..)..but being daring and outstanding is one thing ...looking terrible is also another...acting cute(e.g. whining) and behaving like u are damn cool or have some kinda attitude should be confined to your secondary sch days...as much as we love declaring that we were once from girls schools...some stuff that we used to do, should really be contained within those 10 years....
ok...not all of them behave this way...but MOST of them do....all in all...GROW UP...ur freaking gonna hit TWO ZERO next year!

ok...end of bitch fest...time to reward myself with the last epi of OC...

DUDE

i suddenly thought of what's his name this morning...and "yo dude".."hey dude".. keeps repeating in my head for the rest of the day.....
he says it in the funniest way....yo DOOD...hey DOOD..haha..and so now i too am addicted
and yes..there's also du-de..which is his chinese name... i'll never forget tt! haha!
now...seriously...what's his name?!

all the memories of tt relaxing 2 weeks in melb are coming back...i wish i was there now...far away from everything...those there seriously dunno how fortunate they are....
i've decided...i'll apply for sep....i'm getting out of here...from everything and everyone

and yes...we can all tell how bored i am these days from the no. of times i blog...not like my huge BORED AND GOING CRAZY doesn't say it all...but seriously...i'm really going mad
som and icm test tmr..itz 3am...and i'm nowhere near finishing...and i've been at it for the whole week...i'm screwed.

ahah! i remember now..perry's the name!

hey man...stop lying to urself dude..
it makes my stomach churn everytime...and right now..i feel like puking
but what will come out? nothing...
honey grahams suddenly taste gross...i've lost my appetite for the rest of the day
urgh i hate this feeling...bllllleeeeaaaaaahhhhhhh....cough...choke...gurgle...nope still nothing..
maybe i shld go stick my finger down my throat...
get a hold of yourself!!

BORED

and

GOING CRAZY!!!!!

Afrodisiac - Brandy

Ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

Whatever you want, I got it, Papi
Don't hesitate, holla at me!
What I'm lookin' for
Is simple, you see
Love and support and sexuality
When I'm with you,
I don't wanna leave
I need you just like air that I breathe

But when I'm not with you,
I'm missing my peace
I got a lot inside I need to release
You fulfill my every desire
When I'm with you, you take me higher (Wooo woo whoo)

[CHORUS:]
You're my afrodisiac
You're the only one I'm needin'
When I go, I'll come back
'Cause there is no way I'm leavin'

You're my afrodisiac
You're the only one I'm needin'
When I go, I'll come back
'Cause there is no way I'm leavin'

There is no way you are gettin' away
I need your love every day
Medicine can't cure the way that I feel
What I need is my inner fill
Being without you, its makin me ill
Stressin me out i need to chill
Something this strong, gotta be real
Nothing or noone, show my skills
You fulfill my every desire
When I'm with you, you take me higher (Wooo woo whoo)

[CHORUS]

I admit that I'm a prisoner of your sex appeal(sex appeal)
I can't seem to find a way to escape how i feel(how i feel)
I can't wait no longer, please come give a dose to me(dose to me)
Breathin's gettin stronger need you now, close to me

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

itz raining again...the breeze is so nice...ok i change my mind...it just blew my fotos off my notice board!!...typhoon more like it....

*burp*rocky road and kopitiam bread ...yummm..
i'm studying....for real this time...not stonning but studying!except for now...itz break time!

lunch at the club n grocery shopping tmr! yay! poor fridge and cupboard are empty =(
let's see...there's a whole container of mcvites, 3 muesli bars, 3 packs of instant noodles, 1 bottle of pipa gao, a little bit of milk, 3 eggs, 2 crab sticks, 1 mini fruit and nuts bar......and...errr....5 cans of beer...haha
oh...and a container of rice..

yes! maggie the irritating/sarcastic/unfunny bitch is finally off...now i can finally have some good music on p98!

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yikes! they are everywhere! they're invading our world!!where do all the bugs come from??we can open a bug museum in pgp...the wide variety of bugs we get here.....

spider...beetle...ladybird...cockroach...moth...and the list goes on...

there it hangs...on a thin thread...right outside my window...it looks so weak and vulnerable..but yet it can withstand the power of the rubberband i shot at it! tt hive out there better not produce anything tt will come into my room to sting me...coz i am being kind by not taking a 2nd attempt at knocking it down....those parent bugs better be grateful tt i'm sparing the lives of their offsprings!

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i'm in a very good mood today...try to spoil it and i swear u won't see daylight again!

and so itz e end...

nice....

• family
• girlfriends
• diamond
• ipod
• adam brody
• samaire armstrong
• black pepper chicken chop
• grilled fish
• ice cream
• coke

they must have been lying when they said you were nice.coz i've never seen it all before.maybe once upon a time..but not anymore.but who am i to judge?for i am no better..or am i?

i had a dream........

i dreamt tt sylvester got kicked out of singapore idols!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
if it comes true.......TOO BAD FF!!

i have the attention span of a 5 yrs old kid! sigh...i only read 4 pages of icm..and here i am back at the laptop! grrrrrrrr

i think i am a pretty good cook! haha...
cooked pasta and clam chowder with viv, yj, shiau hui and hil last night as a bday celebration dinner for hil!
and tonight...i attempted to cook claypot lap chiong rice with egg...but errm...of course i did not have a clay pot...so i had to settle with the metal pot!...and itz not bad...it even has those burnt rice at the bottom of the pot...how authentic?! hahhahahah...ok ok..it was edible..and there's some leftover..any takers??

sigh...17 more days to exams..and i am happily taking my own sweet time to do my revision!...congratulations to myself =(

bad news...the OC hater aka me...is now addicted to OC too!haha..yes slow...but itz damn nice i must say...seth is a blardee joker and a very hot one too...ryan looks like an ah pek but cute in a stupid way...summer is as irritating as i dunno wad...anna's absolutely pretty and marissa...i still hate her...poor ppl look! hahahhahahah...i wish had parents like sandy and kirsten (not tt i'm not happy with mine =p)...and i'm glad i don't have parents who are like julie and jimmy cooper

ok ok..back to work......

oh a leetle late but...HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HILLIE THE HORSIE aka HORSE ON WHEELS!