hah i dun believe myself..i downloaded a ton of mandy moore songs the other day n they have been on repeat mode on my laptop. used to dislike her and her cheesy songs...but they suddenly sound so nice..haha

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so much has happened over the past few weeks...school work and other stuff...and they have really made me super tired...the only thing i long to do is to sleep all the time...but no amt of sleep is enough to re-charge my batteries. i just spent a total of 14 hours sleeping...and i am still damn tired!

in fact...i didn't do much this week except sleep and stone...i skipped every single lecture except one coz i had a test during the lect...and i just spent the rest of my time in the library trying to study...or sleep...

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things happen to change ur opinion of ppl. everyday u learn new things about the people around you. no matter how well u think you know them...in reality they are still strangers to you. they do the oddest things at times u least expect them to...and then u get a big shock.

i hate it when people say they know and understand me...or they know what i am thinking...because how u can you know, when i myself do not know??don't try to pretend that you know me well...you never will.

jealousy can kill

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i just started talking and hanging out with a friend whom i thought i had nothing else to talk about to anymore, and i am quite surprised that i am doing it...i thought it will never happen. and on the other hand i have closed my doors to other people. life is full of surprises.

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charles and i were walking along orchard and we saw a yellow zonda pagani parked outside the mandarin hotel...i was just wowing at it until charles shouted! this is a freaking 2 million dollars car! then it became WOW!!! everyone was crowding around it to take pics with whatever form of camera they had in their hands...and of course he had to take part in the excitement too.

after which we started discussing whether or not we will spend that amount of money (if we had it) on a car...i don't think i will...i'd rather spend it on other stuff...besides the car doesn't look very comfortable..haha

he asked me would i rather be super rich and bitchy and hated by the whole world..or would i rather be poor and be a friend of the world...

i thought about it for super long and i decided that i'd rather be super rich and bitchy and hated by the world. the reason for tt decision...is a very long story...

i think he chose to be poor and a friend of the world...but i said to him...even when u are poor, people will still be jealous about you and do shit behind ur back...then he said what's there to be jealous about when i have no money...well...humans are amazing, they can be jealous about every single shit in the world...

what would you all rather be?

far east plaza is evil......there are so many shops selling nice clothes all of a sudden!! sigh...i suddenly wish i had a thousand bucks...i will spend it all in INC and SHOWCASE...the clothes are so nice!bought a top for 43 bucks...which means tt once again i am near being broke... :(
well...i have been spending money on useless stuff...i bought a mini doodle pro(which was once called magna doodle!!) today...and i am going to carry it ard sch everyday!hahaha...so tt i can play tic-tac-toe during boring lects! ok...childish...deprived childhood...who cares..and...my mom bought me a finding nemo blow up lantern!! hahahhaa...i am going to hang it in my room!

weekends are evil too....everytime i come home i eat so much....like as though i have not eaten for 10 years! the amount i eat every weekend is almost equivalent to one week's worth of food! goodness me.....

am currently hooked onto track 2,3,6 and 9 of the new jay chou album!...so sweet the lyrics! and...if u want a good laugh...pls go watch garfield...tt fat cat is so freaking funny! especially when he danced to HEY MAMA...i really laughed till i couldn't open my eyes!!

藉口

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我

就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後

就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請妳記得我
如果難過　請妳忘了我

my life is so dull and monotonous..i have nothing to blog abt...ok got...but those stuff aren't meant for everyone to read...so i shall be irritating and blog abt wad i do everyday..

i wake up...take a bath..get ready...go to the bus stop to take the bus...run to class coz i am forever late..and then i stay in sch for lects and tutorials...and my day ends at six...at certain times of the day...i will go to the lib...n bluff myself tt i am studying...but actually i am there for the air con (cjc culture)...then after a few hrs...i will leave the library and go back into the heat!...then i try to find some ppl for dinner...and then i come back n plonk myself infront of the laptop...chat and do my work...and blast my hi-fi...irritating all my neighbours (who the hell cares??)..n when itz 2am...i go to sleep...and wake up the next day to do the same thing yet again...

i went to jog last night...after i duno how many mths of not jogging...n i successfully instilled muscle aches on myself...woooohooo...but anyway...i shall go swim tmr...i am sure it will be betta than jogging...

ok enuff of tt rubbish...i have to start on my geog journal now..1500 words...4 hrs to complete.....i think i can do it.............

oh yea ...dear T3 girls...netball next week???? itz been a looong time since we played netball!

i got a heart full of pain / head full of stress
handful of anger / held in my chest
and everything left is a waste of time
i hate my rhymes
[but hate everyone else's more]
i'm riding on the back of this pressure
guessing that it's better that i can't keep myself together
because all of this stress

some ppl...tsk...i dun understand them or wad they are trying to get at...totally give up hope

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i read too slowly

i'm being buried under my pile of readings

projects are killing me

the weeks are passing by so quickly

i feel confused and lost in my work