things to remember PL primary by..

i found something to occupy myself with on this boring sunday..list all the things i remember about pl pri..hahaha..based on the years 1991-1996..

school rules

• hair must not touch the first collar
• fringe must not touch the eyebrows
• nails must be kept short at all times
• pinafore cannot be more than 5 cm above or below the knees
• belt cannot have more than one buckle
• school shoes have to be white and only laces are allowed!
• absolutely no hair accessories
• only black watches are allowed
• only plain studs allowed for earrings..and of course only one hole on each ear
• socks cannot be more than 4 fingers above the ankle!
• top button must be buttoned at all times

basket...machiam attending school in the girls' home

uniform

• THAT WHITE BELT!

canteen food

• 20 cents soya bean
• 50 cents syrup drink
• 50 cents ribena
• 20 cents orange flavoured ice lolly in that wrapper with the lion on top that's shared between 4 people! hahaha
• lucozade at 1 buck a bottle..man..if you buy a bottle of lucozade there goes ur allowance for tt day!
• 50 cents fishball noodle... and prawn noodles from the same stall that you can only get if you are lucky!
• pack of little cupcakes from the same noodle stall!
• dan pian fan...which everyone calls da bian fan!
• chee cheong fun from that auntie with the specs..and whom fainted one day causing a big hooohaaa in the canteen -_-"
• 10 cents rou yuan
• 20 cents money bag
• animal biscuit
• seaweed and peanut snack
• sugared peanuts

canteen food was the best! so cheap! ...and in those days..if you got 2 bucks for ur daily allowance..it was a big deal man!

bookstore

• red leaf pen and pen eraser..the day you get to buy these two items...it means that woahhh you are in primary 4..and you can bully the P2s..haha
• 20cents eraser with the flags of diff countries printed on it
• all those fanciful pencils
• pot of glue that we use for art..that sticks all over your hands
• scented glue that makes me dizzy!
• the short hair auntie who always scolds people!!!

places around the school

• that stupid area next to the canteen that we have to line up in before we get dismissed from recess to go back to class
• science, maths, english, chinese corner under the stairs that's filled with cobwebs..and then the science corner became the coolest place because science club decided to put cushions in there..
• pe room..like damn cool to be pe monitress because u get the important task of taking the basket/net whatever else balls and hula hoops and bean bag and other things...also the room to go to, to weigh urself..and if you are overweight u get sent to skipping aka t.a.f. club (which is actually fat spelt backwards!)
• prefectorial board...if your face is up there..woahh big deal!
• staff room..out of bounds to all students unless persmission has been given...guarded by prefects on wednesdays during staff meeting
• eco-garden..that one legged chicken that imitates everything the girls do..catching dragonflies and damselflies..tortoises..all that plant in the pond that we take and throw at each other ..hahhaha..the murky water that many girls have fallen into while trying to show off that they can cross the pond
• trees in the field..for providing shade..and for climbing and sitting in
• science room ...rumoured that all the stuffed animals come alive at night
• art room ...rumoured that the doll comes alive at night and walks around
• toilets..toilets on the P1 level.. fcuking dirty!
• classrooms..your tables and chairs get bigger/higher/better quality as you go up the levels
• fitness station..balancing beams were used for playing scissors-paper-stonen and monkey bars were only used when the girls wanted to sit on top of them or hang upside down from them..hahaha
• school bus stands that we have to line up at until everyone's there then we can move off to the sch bus!
• dental clinic...everyone breaks out in cold sweat when someone delivers a stack of dental cards to your class..coz if you get called down confirm kena scolded by clarinda's mom

students

• buddy system..p5 girls get to take care of p1 girls..and out of all the years..the only person whom i know who had 4 buddies to take care of was jane foo! hahaha..i had two..one was damn cute..the other..i think she either hates me or is freaking scared of me..i think it's the latter..coz she recently msged me on friendster..haha quite cute ah..
• after 6 years..everyone know each other's names!
• and if you go onto sec sch..chances of ever being in the same class as any person from your batch is about 50% high

classes

• a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h...then in 1992 became faith, gentleness,humility,joy,kindness, love, patience and sincerity..no prizes for guessing which is the best class
• each class had their own erm..style?you can tell what class a person's from just by looking at her..haha..not sure if this is true..but i identified people that way.
• p1,3,5 afternoon session and p2,4,6 morning session
• 6 kindness rawks la! hahaha

moments

• recess time and before school were spent sitting around the canteen playing 5 stones, skipping, hop-scotch, 21 points, catching, hide and seek and every other game you can think of
• in p1 everyone owned a toothbrush and mug with the courtesy lion printed on it..and once a week..we had to squat along the drains of the canteen to brush our teeth -_-"
• once in a while the teachers will check for cooties in the p1 heads..someone in my class had them and all the rest of us ran far from her..haha..so mean!
• rushing to change for pe class..and then when u reach downstairs your whole class' laughing at you..coz u either have your shorts backward front..or your shirt inside out..haha!
• erm...some ppl forget to wear bra to school! hahahahah!!! ok but i think tt happened in sec sch more than in pri sch
• going gaga over bsb and take that and all the famous boybands during p5 and 6
• writing letters to each other..when actually we just sit next to each other in class
• rocking our chairs and falling backwards...hahaha..rina's famous for this!!almost everyday in p4 it happend to her!
• passing food and msges under the table and getting caught
• cheating in ting xie!
• holding up the tb and sleeping or talking behind them
• copying homework
• going to the toilet to sleep
• mrs margaret soh and her son timothy...sinyee..remember all the times we disturbed him??especially at the science centre..what an idiotic kid..hahahaha

ok this one seriously got too many to mention...

teachers

• miss tay and miss goh..if you are from PL and you don't know them..go and freaking kick your own butt!
• mrs pulia..err i forgot how to spell
• miss wong and her red VW
• that chinese teacher with the mg rover sports car
• miss chiam and miss sim..damn fierce at times too
• miss melissa hiak or is it hyak (sounds familiar??) the ghost..only know how to drag us out of class to take pictures and listen to radio in class while she sleeps and we do our maths
• miss violet lim..but sadly she's passed away
• ding lao shi..handkerchief tucked into her bra
• mr ang..his supposedly famous choc cake that no one ever tasted and leaf bookmark!
• mrs i cannot remember what..the pastoral care teacher..everyone loves to go to her room
• and of course...mrs lim kim chee...man..she had the most colourful heels and she sure can shout!

prefect times

• we do the stupidest jobs
• the interview to be a prefect's quite scary
• the prefects' installation ceremony is a pain in the ass..you sit on stage and listen to the pastor go on and on and on..and all the time u have to turn ur head and look at him and he talks for so freaking long after that you end up with a neck-ache..then you have to stand up and say your prefect pledge..then you are officially a prefect!
• drag people out of class for assembly..if you get a p1 class..just go in and turn off the lights and out they come all ready in two straight lines in 5 mins...if you get a p5/6 class..freaking turn off the lights shout ur ass off..you only get ur class down when the bell rings!
• if you get to raise the flag..it's one of the coolest job other than being the head/vice head prefect..but if your flag falls you "die"
• if you get to raise the school flag..suay..if you raise faster than the national flag..n you're really suay on that day..you get scolded..
• on rainy days..we shelter students from the school bus to the canteen..because some joker uncles like to stop infront of the canteen instead of at the sheltered walkway area
• during assembly we stand behind the class and maintain order..and also to help people who faint during assembly...mrs lim gives bloody long morning speeches
• check the uniforms and all that usual stuff that prefects do
• chase people from the field to the hall on wednesdays during the afternoon session

different class positions

• monitress
• ava monitress
• duty monitress - watch people clean the class during recess..haha!
• various subj monitress
• milk maid - collect milk for the underweight everyweek..haha..i think after tt it became the job of the monitress

school bus

• the bus auntie with the long hair... who shouts into the intercom to tell the girls to sit down while driving..and everyone in the bus gets a shock!
• my bus uncle whom we nick named angel..because he was half botak..so his hair formed a halo on his head
• the bus uncle who left the radio on during assembly, and after the head prefect shouted 'school attention'...cha cham boh came on and the p5s couldn't stop laughing..and after that we had to stay back and kena scolded!

fcuk..i hate my p1 days in the bus..always kena bullied by the p5s and these two other people..no offence to anyone else..but she still dare to preach to me..knn..i had to pretend i loved them while growing up..but till today i still hate them!...know what they say about people who were bullied when they were young?..they grow up to be bullies! hahahaha..kiiiddiiingg

major events

• PL's 70th and 75th birthday
• if you were p1 in 1991...you most probably wore either the red, blue, green or purple little spaghetti strapped dress that makes you itch like hell..and sang somewhere over the rainbow on the stage...or you were the cow, horse, pig or something running around the stage..hahaha! i wore green!
• you'll most certainly know who eunice lam is..coz she was sort of the big star of that night who sang somewhere out there with..i forgot who's the other girl!
• agape land in 1996.."welcome to agape land..welcome to agape land' and 'popcorn and peanuts..popcorn and peanuts..come buy a pack of popcorn and peanuts today...!!'
• good morning singapore coming to school a million times..and each time they came we had to be on our best behaviour..and jean was the star of the news twice..hahaha

what else?? cannot remember already..ok i think this entry is long enough..i shall stop!

there when you left..there before you came..

today's smu's last day at the bukit timah campus..and tmr is the day tt they have tt moving procession all the way from bukit timah along orchard yada yada to the city campus..heard it's a huge thing. and tmr's also the official day that nus takes over the bukit timah campus..i think it's stated somewhere in the shih fella's circular. so anyway..unknowingly....we crashed smu's leaving party just now! (we were there on smu's last day and nus law's first day!) as brian (who is an smu student himself!)says...the ppl in smu do not walk, but instead skip, jump and hop to class..as you can see from their adverts..and that was particularly evident tonight during electrico and eic's performance because they were really a rowdy bunch of people..and they were jumping like as though they had springs in their legs for the entire night! i think it was quite obvious we weren't a part of them..because we obviously weren't as hyped up as them..the 4 of us really just stood there and swayed a little to the music..no energy man.. but anyway electrico was superb..and eic's good too..my first time listening to them perform!

so anyway...the dear smu ppl went on and on abt how they shld just thrash the place before handing it over to nus..and the emcee said they should use up all the toilet paper and not leave any for us..so lame...of course we can buy our own right! and our smu friends who tried to pull tt joke on us failed because the poor sods who are moving there's the law fac...so it doesn't affect us one bit at all! haha!

man...mel and i met someone and we had to engage in some small talk...so damn awkward! we made our escape the moment we had the chance to! hate those scenarios! leetle may may koped a whole box of pizza for us and some cans of coke..guess who ate the most? hahhahahahhaha! ok enough talking..pics!


electrico...amanda ling's somewhere behind...errr for once she looked good..but couldn't take her photo at all

us when we were so damn bored coz of tt mat-ish smu band tt was performing

the criminal: may the pizza kope-er and her mug shot!

nus law...we were there before you!

all the weight i put on last night has successfuly been lost. all coz of puking. had so much malibu and beer accompanied with games that i concussed on the couch in pete's house for an hr..and threw up every single thing that went into my stomach before that. shucks..and idiotic hobz took a pic of me snoozing(no prizes for guessing where to find tt ugly pic!) damn..i shld have been more alert!

alright..at least i was totally sober after sleeping. i managed to walk to the toilet myself to puke. haha..and then after tt i went back and sat down to chat with janice..halfway through talking...i went to puke again..wth! we took cab back together after i was completely done with puke fest.but phew..no hangover today..thanks to peh-nah-doll. man..hate puking..but..ahhh who cares!? was fun drinking till we went mad..haven't done tt in quite a while!

at pete's house right now..man hard luck..his tvs are down...so i gotta resort to watching one tree hill on crafty once again, while the rest are playing mj. just had steamboat just now...a simple but good one!omg...we all laughed so hard at pete just now until we were all tearing and having difficulty breathing!

blading and cycling this afternoon with kun, xing, mel, yj, jin and jin's friend carol. i attempted to master blading...but omg..gave up after the first hour! fell right smack on my butt 10 mins after i started blading...and my butt is still freaking aching right now! went back to the shop and traded for a bike instead, after an hour.

eh shucks..missed parousia's last performance...but oh well..at least i attended quite a number of theirs last time! i'm definitely gonna miss exchange

have you all met a maid who doesn't know how to cook, takes 5 hours to wash one load of laundry, cries all the time and makes up stupid excuses all the time? meet my new maid.

i thought i was useless at doing household chores...i think she just beat me hands down. this is the first day in many years that i've had to cook lunch for my mom and myself...help my mom cook dinner and wash up all the plates and yada yada. ok i sound like some spoilt brat who doesn't have to do household chores...but seriously...what's the point in hiring a maid if you have to do her work for her? maybe i should ask my dad to fire her and give me her pay instead!

meems remember tt time u helped ur mom cut garlic and onions and ur fingers just stank for the whole freaking day??? i have them now! GROSS!

booohooo hols over in one week...suddenly i feel like i have so many things to do before sch starts..what have i been doing the whole hols?!

i was good today.

johann lim whatever your chinese name is! you bluff me again! still dare ask me if i checked!

it's that time of the year again..time to bid. shit man..someone should really just screw this bloody system. it's so freaking stupid! i always hate sem 1s..because the modules offered are pure crap..and there's barely anything to choose. i've just spent the past one hour staring at the geog and cnm pages..and i swear i cannot find anything to take. i've taken almost everything. shucks.

i've been thinking...my uni life is really like pure shit. i've never ever disliked school so much in my life. the lessons, the environment, the life, the people. i just hate it. ok people always say that even though the lessons are boring..there's always the people to look forward to. firstly...i don't know much people in uni..so there's nothing to look forward to. secondly..i don't have to go to school to meet my bunch of great friends..we meet up in better places. thirdly..i've never met so many people i dislike in school before..major turn offs..even all those crappy sci ppl i hated in jc went to arts..wtf. other than lunch time with my friends...there's almost no element of fun.

staying in the hostel isn't all that fun..it's just one hell of a lonesome life....away from home. away from civilisation. away from my friends. away from my tv. away from the place to be at..the east.

out of all the things that i've taken..the only things i've enjoyed are tourism geog..which sadly only hvae 2 modules..and soci..which once again..is sadly not my major!

fcuk. i'm sure i made a wrong choice somewhere along the way two years back. i can't wait to get out of this place..but yet i can't bear to start working life. blah. severe case of pms.

last night was movie marathon+ drinking night at club elias road. ok lame..anyway kun, mel, jin and peach came over to my house for what was supposed to be a drinking games + drinking session but turned out to be a movie marathon + stuff your face with food + drinking session, and we stayed up till 4 plus 5. we had 3 types of beer, absolut vanilia (YUCK), coffee liquor and absolut kurant (courtesy of peach). kun kept saying she's not high enough until she had the coffee liquor..and then she began to zzzz after that! scouted around my house and i found tons of wine, bombay sapphire, bacardi, hennessy, xo and yada yada...now..i didn't know i had that much alcohol in my house. heh heh heh..eh next time u all come we can try the rest!

man..my parents dragged my out of bed at 8 today to go to the temple (ok..i'm definitely not one of those holy poeple..haha)...when i only went to sleep at 5 plus. and then after that they dragged me all around singapore..but i managed to con them into going to citylink..because i wanted to get my fcuk pullover...but but but.....argghhhh..after i dragged myself all the way to the shop..fcuk was not there anymore! they moved to i don't know where!! i was so devastated :( so only my sis got something out of that shopping trip...sigh..and then my parents decided to be fun, hip and exciting and suggested that we go check out the NLB..i begged like hell to go home..but before they could reach the lib..i already zonked out in the car...so they had no choice but to dump me in the car with my sis while they went to..omg i don't know where..and now i am finally home!

dear kun and xing...sorry that i didn't go to ecp! 3 hours of sleep just doesn't work for me anymore..hehe!

bursting..

steamboat at peach's house was fantastic..we had so much we almost burst. after the durian strudel and after yj left..we got hungry while watching house of fury..so we went into the kitchen to begin yet another round...alright enough said..

here's the food...

ok...we really look super lok..but well it was dress-down day..and the first photo is damn kok...

and here's our durian strudel...yummmzzz...sinful!

and now..time for the queen of kokness...our dear horsie...
(when we were all so damn full we started stonning and talking nonsense..)

me: hey..did you all know that the simpsons only have 4 fingers??

hil: no...is it??

peach: aiya u and ur stupid simpsons....

me: ok..fine..then did you know that mickey mouse is the only mouse with two legs???

peach:....who says?? minnie mouse also what!

hil: hmmmm.....

me: oh yar ah...ok then ...did you know that donald duck is the only duck with two legs??? *evil grin to peach*

peach: *evil grin back* *snigger*

hil: *confused*...*look of enlightenment*...no! who says?! darkwing duck also what!!!!

me: .......HAHAHAHAHA...ALL DUCKS HAVE TWO LEGS YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!

peach: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

hil: aye??...!!!! OH YAR AHH!!! AAAAAARGHHH!!! STOP LAUGHING!!!!

then and now.

i woke up and read an sms, then i thought of something, and then i was filled with anger. you see what sitting around all day doing nothing does to you? it just gives you a whole load of time to think about things and get angry, or sad, or happy or whatever.

well 2 days ago i went for a job interview, and i got it. a day ago my parents made hell a lot of noise and i lost the job. and now today, i am sitting here staring at the walls once again with nothing to do, and the great plans that i had made with the thought that i will be having some extra money has all gone down the drain.

two sems ago a friend..i think it was jin..said i looked like those kind of crazy korean fan who does nothing but sit at home and watch korean serial dramas all day long..and all i said to her was..WHAT!! I HATE KOREAN SHOWS!! i am NOT a korean serial drama addict..but...i AM a HONG KONG serial drama addict..and also a JAP serial drama addict. bad news...now i am a korean drama addict too! i just spend all my time watching all the korean movies and serial dramas on tv, in the cinemas and right now i am hooked onto da chang jing. yay..the tv addict is back. *rejoice*

i would like to continue with another 'then and now' story about what i told someone two and a half months ago..and what's happening now..but it's not a good idea. so that story has to wait till a more suitable time to be revealed.

last night we decided to that today we will go for steamboat at peach's house. and so now..i am going to bathe and get my ass out of my house.

the past two days have been booze, smoke, booze, smoke and more booze. zouk on friday with kun, jin, mel and the rest of the kc girls to watch hobz strut her stuff on the catwalk. she was good..other than the fact that she was controlling her laughter like mad. and then when she swung the stalk of i dunno what flower around i couldn't stop laughing! hobz...u are so chor lor!then we went to en lounge to be dragons again..and for cheap heineken. and my sis and her friends came to check out the place! i like it there..new place to hang out at!

m.o.s on sat..didn't really enjoy coz of some reason..but the music was good, and the organiser kept coming to us and giving us drink coupons..what a nice person. haha.

had a long talk with a friend just now, and i think i finally found the answer that i've been searching for in a long time. and honestly...i'm very glad that i found it, i just had to hear it from the right person. it's the thing that has been bugging me for the longest time ever, and i think i know where everything is heading now.

interview at balaclava tmr..ok later when i wake up..

to my friends who are down...cheer up..there are brighter days ahead! =)

alright since i am bored and i have no other photos to put up yet..let me gross everyone with my current obsessions ..introducing my current fav hk actor and singer...i only like them for their looks..hah

timmy hung! sammo hung's son...he performed an amazing umbrella catching stunt on tv just now..haha..and his brother is jimmy hung. considering the fact tt sammo hung is known to be fat and ah pekish since forever...he sure has some good looking sons...

eh..rob thomas! i think he's super hot! especially when he was dancing in the latest mtv! woohoo!quite cute with his curly hair too...










ok..i've successfully grossed myself out with my bimbotism too...

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pay day!

pay day was yesterday! finally! not tt i'm rich now..just that i have a little more cash to pay for things that i've been putting on hold for the longest time ever. well it would be cool if i got some extra money every month..but that would mean that i'd have to be working..and i don't think that idea is all that cool. ha!

so anyway after we got our pays, us cls people went to town for dinner and decided to catch sin city...which was utterly gruesome because xing and i were kinda busy yucking away at how the people just kept biting/shooting each other's ears off or causing each other to not be able to enjoy fathers' day. and i almost puked during one scene. oh i was busy sms-ing my fav :S model friend hobz at the start of the show..yes we enjoyed the movie without u..haha! aye...i'll be praying for u tonight.

dinner with the family the day before..coz lao niang is back. haha..we went to this place called blu jaz cafe which is owned by ck's auntie ..i mean kevin's *snigger*..and they serve superb chicken chop..and pretty cheap too! kevin *snigger* was very generous..he treated us to a nice bottle of red wine.

my sis' a kok..she woke up at 3am this morning just as i was about to sleep..and asked me "so who's gonna endorse the terrapin??"..and i went ..HUH?!?! then she said irritatedly.."the terrapin..who's gonna endorse it?!?"..and i went..err..huh??...errr..HAHAHA!!! ..because she was sleep-talking! n then she got quite irritated..and she went..."what's so funny???"..and i was already laughing until i was tearing when she continued "what?! the terrapin right? who's gonna endorse it??" ..and then the even more kok one..my younger sis bothered to wake up and take part in the joke by mumbling.."what's she talking about.....??"..haha! and after i laughed for damn long, my sis woke up for real and realised that she was talking rubbish and couldn't stop laughing too...idiots..hah

my dad just gave me a stack of us 100 dollar bills to count..and as i was doing it..i told myself i'm never going to work as a bank teller, because it totally sucks to have to count money that does not belong to you!

i am am a mean fat lazy pig..thank you.haha.
this morning my sis came into the room at 6am and this was the conversation we had

sis: chewy(ok some kok nick she gave me recently...) do you want to wake up and drive me to school??
me: *shake head*
sis: :( hmph..ok bye bye

haha..see..i am so lazy i can't even be bothered to open my mouth and say no! ok...so now i am feeling bad...so i have to go sleep soon to wake up and drive her to school tmr (NOT ALONE OF COURSE!)...ok i have nothing else to blog about..blah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

d-e-a-d t-i-r-e-d!
my day started at 6 this morning when a lizard jumped onto my mom's hand and she gave a loud yelp causing me to wake up in shock! and then i was kept awake after that as i watched in horror as my maid came running up the stairs to catch the lizard which was about 20 cm away from me! :S and then the boh liao me bothered to get out of bed just to drive my sis to school! hah..but of course i went back to bed the moment i got home!

went to goodwood park hotel for lunch with my mom after that..and my sis and i had the worse fish and chips ever in our lives! it was hideous!and then my mom did one of the things she was best at again...change the names of things! after we had our meal..she went...do you all want some MOVIE PICK ice cream?? there's some over there..and then my sis and i laughed like mad before we said...MOVENPICK LA!...then she said..huh?! what?! oh..hahaha..ok ok..do you want the MOVING PRICK ice cream?!?!?omg...she's damn jia lat! but then she bought me a new M.E.L bag today!! yay! (eh meems..see i am a great fan of yours..my sweater had an M on it, my hostel room was room M and now i even bought a bag by the brand of MEL!)

went to catch be with you with harry after that...it was super sweet and touching! but sianz...someone didn't cry..if not i can make fun of him for the rest of his life! and i was so gentle-womanly...i walked him to the bus stop to take the bus...not the other way round..tsk tsk..HAHA!









well..thanks to kunies and craftytv..i am hooked onto OTH..and so now..i shall go watch it!

met up with the girls today...it's been a long time! anyway we did what girls normally do...shop...hil..u are an absolute bad influence la! whole day talking about shopping...now my heart pain. anyway...other than the huge amount of $ that i spent today..i am pretty satisfied with my buys.. a bob marley shirt from p.o.a(kunies..don't u dare tell ppl what i called it!), a tube top and cheap underwear..hoho. now i can finally say i took part in the GSS..hur hur..

after we were satisfied with our buys and that we had spent enough money..we slacked in billy's terrorising peach and ml once again...but they were too busy..so we didn't get to terrorise them much ..sianz :( and ended up slacking at tt new meridien supper place with yj and her bf lionel. after yj left her bf came back to join us for beer..haha eh yj..ur bf only has good things to say about you..i bet you are very happy! HAHA..anyway..he is sly..he tried to dig stuff out from us about things u said..but we are smarter than him..we pretended that we got amnesia. heh heh..but of course we managed to dig info out of him..which made our hair stand (right hil!?)...heh heh heh!

mom's bday celebration tmr...time to get fatty again!
sianz...i forgot what i wanted to say again...

Take your hand
and place it in my pocket
flick your eyes back in their sockets
put those thoughts away
sometimes they're much too loud

I'll take a breath
and cradle your sweet head
should've stayed at home in bed
put that face away
I'm melting for you

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there

I dreamt
about another girl in bed with you
you just laughed and smiled
denied the proof
we're fine till I think of a problem
I wish it made sense
like a joke that no one gets
it's a life with no regret
I want to feel that way, forever and ever

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you

wishing i was there - natalie imbruglia

i....am....BACK from bangkok!
the last time i went...was 7 years back..and it has sure changed a lot! it's more...how should i put it...advanced...the skytrain is finally up...the highway is done..there are lesser traffic jams..there are more high rise buildings...the shopping centres sell more decent things..and yada yada..

shopping...dirt cheap. and i still can't believe it. but...i didn't manage to get much for myself..because compared to the thai girls..i'm the size of an american. but...i bought stuff for almost everyone..err those that i left out..i'm really sorry..coz i kinda lost track of who i didn't get things for. but..i just want to say...all the shops in far east and the bazaars in nus..are bloody cheaters...for all the tees that u all bought for 15-25 bucks...i bought them for S$1.20! HAH..it's so cheap..u can buy some to clean the floor with! but of course u gotta go to the right places to get them...i think almost everyone know where to go...but anyway..

for the better quality but obviously more pricey stuff:
ma boon krong (dunno how to spell) shopping centre
siam square
suan lum night bazaar

for the dirt cheap things:
pratunam/bai yoke not bai yoke tower..that's sucky...just around the tower...walk in the maze of shops and just anyhow whack the whole area...you'll find something

for big time converse fanatics...the chuck taylors cost only 23 bucks and the high cut ones are 28! almost half of what u get here! GENUINE!

i'm sure there's more...but i only managed to get to these places in the time tt i had there...

alright now for the most amazing thing...i was walking along the overhead bridge to mbk when suddenly i saw these two guys...one in green and another in grey...and i was thinking to myself...no cannot be..the world CAN'T BE THAT SMALL.....then behind them came running another guy in black...and then i changed my mind....YES THIS WORLD IS THAT SMALL! johnathon, peter and johann! haha! crazy! we were like.."aye! aye! aye! omg!"..and then peter went..."sian hua! this is the second time leh!" hahaha...indeed it is! pretty cool to bump into friends overseas! after we parted..my sis said...crazy how if you are at the right place and the right time you just meet people that you don't expect to isn't it?!...and i agree..if i had taken the train instead, we wouldn't have met!

oh yes...i saw that trans who acted in iron ladies in suan lum! she's very pretty!

anyway...yayyy...london won the bid for the olympics!!i'm going there in 2012!!! ya right..haha

i'm back on the painkillers...the bloody pain is taking away my energy and putting me in the foulest mood ever. and i have the urge to pick a fight with everyone except those who always talk rubbish to me and make me laugh.

and i wish i could kill you right now.

evil

i was just thinking of how evil i am...then i realised that i am quite...so i guess i can still qualify as a firefighter...and i just remember tt..i joined the evil club *muahahah* why am i evil??
because...

• i like to block people on msn
• i like to ignore smses of people i can't be bothered talk to
• i like to not reply emails of people i can't be bothered with
• i don't pick up my phone when i do not recognise the number
• i love cursing people...especially those i hate
• i always do my invisible act and refuse to acknowledge the presence of people i can't stand..even though they are standing right infront of me, and its obvious that i can see them
• i sometimes give vicious glares...especially to a particular person by the name of T
• i like to pick fights when i am having pms, in a bad mood, feeling irritated

what else...i can't remember...am i evil beyond redemption? i think i am still pretty good when compared to other people...am i willing to change?....do i look like i can be bothered to?? i bet after this i am going to lose all my friends. HAH

the masterpiece of my boredom

rip van winkle...

i've broke my own sleeping record...i've slept a total of 47 hours in 3 days. am i the champion?! yuck...i think removing your wisdom tooth is as bad as giving birth! oh...the "op" is absolutely painless (thank god for anesthesia)...it's the days following the op that totally suck! i thought i was going to die the night after my op..my whole jaw ached, i couldn't close my mouth, my body was burning from the freaking fever, my gums were bleeding and aching like hell, my lips and tongue were all numb, and i was drifting in and out of sleep. kns...i've never been so uncomfortable in my whole life! and the only way to take your mind off the bloody pain is to sleep...so i slept from 9pm to 2pm, 3pm to 8pm and then 10pm to 10am..and when i finally got out of bed for more than 2 hours on thurs morning...i thought that perhaps i was already dead.

now that it's getting better...i've got another problem..my hunger. all i eat is porridge and soup...and i can't sleep coz i'm so hungry but i can't chew. but my mom's really nice..she said to me...i think it's good that you can't eat..it's about time you went on a diet. :( so on a diet i have been..and i've lost that 3 kg that i've put on...now...you...you know who you are..you can't pinch my stomach and say i am fat anymore!

and how much did i..i mean my dad.. pay for all this torture that i'm going through? a whooping $1k...now it sure pays to be a dentist isn't it?!


ok other than that..i caught downfall with harry before the "op"..and well..it wasn't exactly nice..it was gruesome and a little too draggy...more like a documentary.hitler's indeed insane..and the people who believed in him are idiots.there was this scene where this guy just blasted his brains out for no reason... and the fella whom i went to watch the movie with...he laughed so loudly i thought he was mad :S haha...but ok..the movie helped me to mentally prepare myself for the "op".




ok i have no more rubbish to write..back to bed.

i'm not dead...yet...
i'm just in pain...hell loads of pain.......
and of course i'm hungry...extremely...
but fluids and painkillers are what i'm surviving on...
good nite again.