i hate the way this certain person looks at me...that judgemental look..that look all the way from head to toe..and followed by the forced smile...i just hate it. if you don't want to smile..then just DON'T..at least i can hate you less..and just satisfy myself by cursing you within.it makes my blood boil...do they even know it is rude...i wish i could gouge out the person's eyes...just make the person blind..and then i have to pretend to be nice and look like i love that person...but deep within i wish that the person was dead! fcuk..maybe i should be a total bitch and do my best "i can't see you, you just do not exist..and i do not acknowlegde your pathetic presence" act...afterall..the person's just a thorn in my flesh.yuck...why do i always meet such detestable people..and like its not bad enough they have to linger around for eternity....