this has been a pretty good weekend! i feel refreshed and energized...i THINK i am ready for the week ahead.....i am sure i can make it thru the proj meeting with miss-whine-a-lot...i promise to control my hands and not strangle her halfway through the meeting...HAHA!

call me biased or wadeva la huh...but i hate girls who whine...act cute and vulnerable...or constanly ACT pathetic just so tt guys will pay attention to them(ok i accept once in a while..but not constantly)...and since i am on tt topic...i also hate guys who like those kinda girls...pathetic buncha losers...but anyway...according to the many whom i've "interviewed"....apparently they like these kinda girls because..it makes them feel macho...HAHHAHAA...PUKE!

ok...enough bitching...

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i just found out tt the friend whom i used to stand next to during assembly in pri sch...and with whom i used to have a "see who can successfully irritate each other first" contest...is getting married and she's gonna buy a flat with her fiance...

which suddenly made me wonder...WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE????

there she is...working and planning her marriage...and here i am studying in some pathetic local university...wondering if i'll ever get a job after i graduate (oh...i don't even know what's my ambition by the way...) and whether i'll have to join the nunnery?!

i think wad lawrence leong said last sem is true..."the longer u stay in an academic institution...the more immature u get...look at the hello kitty pencil cases tt some of u are still carrying!!" ok...i only agree with him on tt immature pt...not the hello kitty pt...i hate hello kitty by the way...

i suddenly hear this voice ringing in my head "WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!"...and i think i really have to...sigh...time to sit down and seriously think about my future.

my dad asked me today if i intend to work after i grad with a BASIC degree...or do i intend to further my studies...and i told him...i'll decide when tt time comes...now i'm suddenly digusted with myself for giving him that answer...i should have thought carefully about it...

but well...i think i have made up my mind for now...i'll go work and earn some money to pay for my future education...i think my dad's bank is running low...and by then i'd be a tad bit too old to be living off my parents eh??