Saturday, August 06, 2005

while i wait for my flen to feeneese his nehdels i'll blog abt something tt has been repeating in my head since tues....

"..........sembilan sembilan sembilan" ok..that means 999 in malay. i was in the mrt the other day and the announcement about the suspicious items came on in malay. and i only caught the last part...so of course i know it means "dial 999". which got me thinking...in english, 9 is just one syllable..but in malay it's 3!! can u imagine in an emergency..like let's say a robbery...we can just shout..."somebody call 999!!!"...but if we were to say it in malay it's "seseorang panggil (ok this is definitely not correct..but anyway..) sembilan sembilan sembilan!"...seriously..by the time u reach "...sembi..." the robber wld have ran away already!!

....which again got me thinking...crazy..why do numbers in malay have so many syllables?!...satu, dua, tiga, empat, lima, enam, tujuh, delapan, sembilan, sepuluh! ok..have u tried counting in malay before?? let's say you wanna say one thousand four hundred fifty nine..that would be 9 syllables in english..in malay it would be seribu empat ratus lima pulu sembilan..14 syllables! crazy isn't it?! seriously...if you are very free..go challenge urself by taking malay or bahasa indonesia...u may think it's chicken feet...but wait till you reach the numbers and time lesson...major headache! and..i'm gonna take level 2 bahasa indonesia...as excited as i am about taking it...i am definitely afraid too!
i finally drove alone today...after so long!! :( ok i shan't say where i drove to..so pathetic..haha.. kunies is officially my first passenger! hmm..maybe i can get to drive to school..yea ..fat hope!

movies at elias road again! kill bill and kill bill 2 this time round with meems, kun and hobz. oh man...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. quentin tarantino shows are different, and it's good to catch a show that's out of the norm once in a while.. but...two films by him..my god..cannot take it...tooo boring already. i can't take the gore! but wouldn't mind watching reservoir dogs one day.

then off to town..and we got free passes at to land of the dead at galilee and friends! yay! in return for the free passes..i shall help to encourage more ppl to go there...for breaded mosarella cheesesticks and chicky chunks of course! haha!

joke of the day...
sis: eh i want to use the toilet leh
me: go la...no one's in there anymore
mom: got what...ur friend...boxer is still in there
me: erm...who's boxer???
mom: errrr..the one in green...oh no..what's her name ah? boxer right???
me:...........HOBDAY LA!!!!

Friday, August 05, 2005

hobz thinks my entry's boring and she's been blogging for the past hour but is not done yet..so i shall give a leetle more details about last night.haha

timothy thought hil was indian when he first heard her name..and then when he met her..he insisted she was indian, and kept saying.."for an indian she's quite succesful in dressing like a chinese". haha..wth. then in zouk...his friends said "oh tt girl is quite hot ah"..and he said.."oh she's an indian"..and all of them got a shock and they immediately went" no no no!! we are not interested already!" and they ran off! hahahaha!! erm..hil..haha...sorry no can helpch u

i asked this fella last night..so are u interested in my friend? and he replied in a smug manner..."i think you should ask ur friend if she's interested in me more like it. as for me..it's for me to know and for you to find out." this is what i have to say to him..haha..my friend says you are yucks...and omg..i have never met anyone more sucky than you..so go fly kite.

hobz and i were dancing together when her friend shaun asked..."can i be in the middle?"hahahahaha!! i laughed until i couldn't breathe! and then he tried to get his friend to dance with someone...but she kept running away from him! hahahahah!! so he started telling me how.. erm.. no Bs his friend was....ok i really didn't catch what he was saying..so..to be polite i just laughed..hur hur

and then this person who went with us to zouk..tried to get fresh with someone..yuck pervert! so we formed our protective circle..and when he couldn't get through it he went off to god knows where..and we couldn't be bothered to find out..and we left zouk without bothering too. haha. we also saw someone in zouk..holding the hands of this girl who waved to me..and i waved back coz i thought it was the guy's gf(and also because i'm friendly..duh!)..but then when we took a second look...omg! who the hell is that?! tsk..guys....

then there was another girl who started this conversation with me and stopped me from going to the bar..and after like 5 mins she asked me..."where's esther?" and i asked her.."who is esther?!" then she said.."omg! u're not with us?!" so i replied..."no!"HAHAHA...wtf...why the hell did i even talk to her?!

ok last story..i met kelvin fu at zouk (he asked abt u jin!)..and from far..he pointed to me and said "hey!!!"..then walked over and said.. "you are ...errm...ok..wait i remember...xiu hua right?!"...O_O"...XIU HUA?!?! that is even worse than my name!!

hobz..detailed enough?!

Thursday, August 04, 2005

comedy night

cjc band investiture last night..i was late as usual. haha but anyway no loss..so boring..sit there and watch them give out the badges and say their thank you speeches blah blah blah. but what amused me was how united the band is right now. we used to have cliques in the band..and we secretly cursed each other. haha..time sure flew by..4 years ago my batch was the first to have the investiture..and fortunately...i did not have to address the band when i stepped down, unlike the poor fella last night...yuck..hate to do this kind of stupid things!

what was supposed to be a boring night in zouk turned out to be one of the best times in zouk ever. it was comedy night in zouk. so many things happened that i couldn't stop laughing...and am still suffering from the laughing syndrome now.

i think phuture changed some of their bartenders..they are much nicer and friendlier now..haha..and there was one who doubled up as an entertainer and performed some monk act that made me laugh till i ended up squatting on the floor!

talked to someone whom i would normally pretend i don't know and found out that he's actually not that bad after all...met a few pri sch friends who couldn't recognise me...and made a number of new friends. and of course..hobz and i spent the entire night laughing at naughty friends..we were the only sober ones..the pics can prove that point!


due to certain reasons..i can't reveal more about last night...but..if u really want to know..go read hobz blog...hahahaha

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

yay! my tagboard is working again!

is it possible to cut ur hair long?? coz that's what i did today..the length of my hair is longer than before i cut my hair..yes...i finally did my hair today after procrastinating for 3 months. i have long hair again..for the sake of my grades for next sem...i better listen to mdm indra's advice! it took me four and a half long hours to get my hair done..thank god for the handphone..because it was what kept me occupied for those torturous hours and the nice short visit by meems and kuns! throughout the entire process i transformed from bob marley BOOM hair to cocker spaniel to sadako to alien and finally ending up as a peanut m&m with long straight hair!i would have taken some pics of the entire process and posted them here..but i think it's better i save myself from the embarrassment..so thisis the end result.

i hate my fringe..but i listened to someone and left it at the length where it touches my cheeks.."ur cheeks ah..not above your nose or below your nose...cheeks!" were the exact words of advice(plus a whole 10 mins more of instructions of course).. to which i replied..."errrm....what's the diff? aren't they the same area??"..haha..kok..so anyway yes they are there! but i'm thinking if i should go back to chop them off to till my eyes..heh

eh-nee-way..dinner at galilee and friends with meems and kuns and hobz..errr yes and being an extra at nick's bday dinner..my fav chicky chunks and omg...everybody pls go there and try the breaded mozarella cheese sticks! if you love cheese...this is the thing for u! caught crash with cootie after that. erm i would love to talk about the show..but after reading cootie's whole entry about crash..i think i shall just save my energy.


zouk tmr..it's been a long time! so sad...kun jin n meems cannot go :( but luckily there's hobz to liquor to...hahahha!!

Monday, August 01, 2005

Example
en lounge and m.o.s

Sunday, July 31, 2005

things to remember PL primary by..

i found something to occupy myself with on this boring sunday..list all the things i remember about pl pri..hahaha..based on the years 1991-1996..

school rules


  • hair must not touch the first collar
  • fringe must not touch the eyebrows
  • nails must be kept short at all times
  • pinafore cannot be more than 5 cm above or below the knees
  • belt cannot have more than one buckle
  • school shoes have to be white and only laces are allowed!
  • absolutely no hair accessories
  • only black watches are allowed
  • only plain studs allowed for earrings..and of course only one hole on each ear
  • socks cannot be more than 4 fingers above the ankle!
  • top button must be buttoned at all times

basket...machiam attending school in the girls' home

uniform

  • THAT WHITE BELT!

canteen food

  • 20 cents soya bean
  • 50 cents syrup drink
  • 50 cents ribena
  • 20 cents orange flavoured ice lolly in that wrapper with the lion on top that's shared between 4 people! hahaha
  • lucozade at 1 buck a bottle..man..if you buy a bottle of lucozade there goes ur allowance for tt day!
  • 50 cents fishball noodle... and prawn noodles from the same stall that you can only get if you are lucky!
  • pack of little cupcakes from the same noodle stall!
  • dan pian fan...which everyone calls da bian fan!
  • chee cheong fun from that auntie with the specs..and whom fainted one day causing a big hooohaaa in the canteen -_-"
  • 10 cents rou yuan
  • 20 cents money bag
  • animal biscuit
  • seaweed and peanut snack
  • sugared peanuts

canteen food was the best! so cheap! ...and in those days..if you got 2 bucks for ur daily allowance..it was a big deal man!

bookstore

  • red leaf pen and pen eraser..the day you get to buy these two items...it means that woahhh you are in primary 4..and you can bully the P2s..haha
  • 20cents eraser with the flags of diff countries printed on it
  • all those fanciful pencils
  • pot of glue that we use for art..that sticks all over your hands
  • scented glue that makes me dizzy!
  • the short hair auntie who always scolds people!!!

places around the school

  • that stupid area next to the canteen that we have to line up in before we get dismissed from recess to go back to class
  • science, maths, english, chinese corner under the stairs that's filled with cobwebs..and then the science corner became the coolest place because science club decided to put cushions in there..
  • pe room..like damn cool to be pe monitress because u get the important task of taking the basket/net whatever else balls and hula hoops and bean bag and other things...also the room to go to, to weigh urself..and if you are overweight u get sent to skipping aka t.a.f. club (which is actually fat spelt backwards!)
  • prefectorial board...if your face is up there..woahh big deal!
  • staff room..out of bounds to all students unless persmission has been given...guarded by prefects on wednesdays during staff meeting
  • eco-garden..that one legged chicken that imitates everything the girls do..catching dragonflies and damselflies..tortoises..all that plant in the pond that we take and throw at each other ..hahhaha..the murky water that many girls have fallen into while trying to show off that they can cross the pond
  • trees in the field..for providing shade..and for climbing and sitting in
  • science room ...rumoured that all the stuffed animals come alive at night
  • art room ...rumoured that the doll comes alive at night and walks around
  • toilets..toilets on the P1 level.. fcuking dirty!
  • classrooms..your tables and chairs get bigger/higher/better quality as you go up the levels
  • fitness station..balancing beams were used for playing scissors-paper-stonen and monkey bars were only used when the girls wanted to sit on top of them or hang upside down from them..hahaha
  • school bus stands that we have to line up at until everyone's there then we can move off to the sch bus!
  • dental clinic...everyone breaks out in cold sweat when someone delivers a stack of dental cards to your class..coz if you get called down confirm kena scolded by clarinda's mom

students

  • buddy system..p5 girls get to take care of p1 girls..and out of all the years..the only person whom i know who had 4 buddies to take care of was jane foo! hahaha..i had two..one was damn cute..the other..i think she either hates me or is freaking scared of me..i think it's the latter..coz she recently msged me on friendster..haha quite cute ah..
  • after 6 years..everyone know each other's names!
  • and if you go onto sec sch..chances of ever being in the same class as any person from your batch is about 50% high

classes

  • a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h...then in 1992 became faith, gentleness,humility,joy,kindness, love, patience and sincerity..no prizes for guessing which is the best class
  • each class had their own erm..style?you can tell what class a person's from just by looking at her..haha..not sure if this is true..but i identified people that way.
  • p1,3,5 afternoon session and p2,4,6 morning session
  • 6 kindness rawks la! hahaha

moments

  • recess time and before school were spent sitting around the canteen playing 5 stones, skipping, hop-scotch, 21 points, catching, hide and seek and every other game you can think of
  • in p1 everyone owned a toothbrush and mug with the courtesy lion printed on it..and once a week..we had to squat along the drains of the canteen to brush our teeth -_-"
  • once in a while the teachers will check for cooties in the p1 heads..someone in my class had them and all the rest of us ran far from her..haha..so mean!
  • rushing to change for pe class..and then when u reach downstairs your whole class' laughing at you..coz u either have your shorts backward front..or your shirt inside out..haha!
  • erm...some ppl forget to wear bra to school! hahahahah!!! ok but i think tt happened in sec sch more than in pri sch
  • going gaga over bsb and take that and all the famous boybands during p5 and 6
  • writing letters to each other..when actually we just sit next to each other in class
  • rocking our chairs and falling backwards...hahaha..rina's famous for this!!almost everyday in p4 it happend to her!
  • passing food and msges under the table and getting caught
  • cheating in ting xie!
  • holding up the tb and sleeping or talking behind them
  • copying homework
  • going to the toilet to sleep
  • mrs margaret soh and her son timothy...sinyee..remember all the times we disturbed him??especially at the science centre..what an idiotic kid..hahahaha

ok this one seriously got too many to mention...

teachers

  • miss tay and miss goh..if you are from PL and you don't know them..go and freaking kick your own butt!
  • mrs pulia..err i forgot how to spell
  • miss wong and her red VW
  • that chinese teacher with the mg rover sports car
  • miss chiam and miss sim..damn fierce at times too
  • miss melissa hiak or is it hyak (sounds familiar??) the ghost..only know how to drag us out of class to take pictures and listen to radio in class while she sleeps and we do our maths
  • miss violet lim..but sadly she's passed away
  • ding lao shi..handkerchief tucked into her bra
  • mr ang..his supposedly famous choc cake that no one ever tasted and leaf bookmark!
  • mrs i cannot remember what..the pastoral care teacher..everyone loves to go to her room
  • and of course...mrs lim kim chee...man..she had the most colourful heels and she sure can shout!

prefect times

  • we do the stupidest jobs
  • the interview to be a prefect's quite scary
  • the prefects' installation ceremony is a pain in the ass..you sit on stage and listen to the pastor go on and on and on..and all the time u have to turn ur head and look at him and he talks for so freaking long after that you end up with a neck-ache..then you have to stand up and say your prefect pledge..then you are officially a prefect!
  • drag people out of class for assembly..if you get a p1 class..just go in and turn off the lights and out they come all ready in two straight lines in 5 mins...if you get a p5/6 class..freaking turn off the lights shout ur ass off..you only get ur class down when the bell rings!
  • if you get to raise the flag..it's one of the coolest job other than being the head/vice head prefect..but if your flag falls you "die"
  • if you get to raise the school flag..suay..if you raise faster than the national flag..n you're really suay on that day..you get scolded..
  • on rainy days..we shelter students from the school bus to the canteen..because some joker uncles like to stop infront of the canteen instead of at the sheltered walkway area
  • during assembly we stand behind the class and maintain order..and also to help people who faint during assembly...mrs lim gives bloody long morning speeches
  • check the uniforms and all that usual stuff that prefects do
  • chase people from the field to the hall on wednesdays during the afternoon session

different class positions

  • monitress
  • ava monitress
  • duty monitress - watch people clean the class during recess..haha!
  • various subj monitress
  • milk maid - collect milk for the underweight everyweek..haha..i think after tt it became the job of the monitress

school bus

  • the bus auntie with the long hair... who shouts into the intercom to tell the girls to sit down while driving..and everyone in the bus gets a shock!
  • my bus uncle whom we nick named angel..because he was half botak..so his hair formed a halo on his head
  • the bus uncle who left the radio on during assembly, and after the head prefect shouted 'school attention'...cha cham boh came on and the p5s couldn't stop laughing..and after that we had to stay back and kena scolded!

fcuk..i hate my p1 days in the bus..always kena bullied by the p5s and these two other people..no offence to anyone else..but she still dare to preach to me..knn..i had to pretend i loved them while growing up..but till today i still hate them!...know what they say about people who were bullied when they were young?..they grow up to be bullies! hahahaha..kiiiddiiingg

major events

  • PL's 70th and 75th birthday
  • if you were p1 in 1991...you most probably wore either the red, blue, green or purple little spaghetti strapped dress that makes you itch like hell..and sang somewhere over the rainbow on the stage...or you were the cow, horse, pig or something running around the stage..hahaha! i wore green!
  • you'll most certainly know who eunice lam is..coz she was sort of the big star of that night who sang somewhere out there with..i forgot who's the other girl!
  • agape land in 1996.."welcome to agape land..welcome to agape land' and 'popcorn and peanuts..popcorn and peanuts..come buy a pack of popcorn and peanuts today...!!'
  • good morning singapore coming to school a million times..and each time they came we had to be on our best behaviour..and jean was the star of the news twice..hahaha

what else?? cannot remember already..ok i think this entry is long enough..i shall stop!

there when you left..there before you came..

today's smu's last day at the bukit timah campus..and tmr is the day tt they have tt moving procession all the way from bukit timah along orchard yada yada to the city campus..heard it's a huge thing. and tmr's also the official day that nus takes over the bukit timah campus..i think it's stated somewhere in the shih fella's circular. so anyway..unknowingly....we crashed smu's leaving party just now! (we were there on smu's last day and nus law's first day!) as brian (who is an smu student himself!)says...the ppl in smu do not walk, but instead skip, jump and hop to class..as you can see from their adverts..and that was particularly evident tonight during electrico and eic's performance because they were really a rowdy bunch of people..and they were jumping like as though they had springs in their legs for the entire night! i think it was quite obvious we weren't a part of them..because we obviously weren't as hyped up as them..the 4 of us really just stood there and swayed a little to the music..no energy man.. but anyway electrico was superb..and eic's good too..my first time listening to them perform!

so anyway...the dear smu ppl went on and on abt how they shld just thrash the place before handing it over to nus..and the emcee said they should use up all the toilet paper and not leave any for us..so lame...of course we can buy our own right! and our smu friends who tried to pull tt joke on us failed because the poor sods who are moving there's the law fac...so it doesn't affect us one bit at all! haha!

man...mel and i met someone and we had to engage in some small talk...so damn awkward! we made our escape the moment we had the chance to! hate those scenarios! leetle may may koped a whole box of pizza for us and some cans of coke..guess who ate the most? hahhahahahhaha! ok enough talking..pics!

Example
electrico...amanda ling's somewhere behind...errr for once she looked good..but couldn't take her photo at all
Example
us when we were so damn bored coz of tt mat-ish smu band tt was performing
Example
the criminal: may the pizza kope-er and her mug shot!
Example
nus law...we were there before you!

Saturday, July 30, 2005

all the weight i put on last night has successfuly been lost. all coz of puking. had so much malibu and beer accompanied with games that i concussed on the couch in pete's house for an hr..and threw up every single thing that went into my stomach before that. shucks..and idiotic hobz took a pic of me snoozing(no prizes for guessing where to find tt ugly pic!) damn..i shld have been more alert!

alright..at least i was totally sober after sleeping. i managed to walk to the toilet myself to puke. haha..and then after tt i went back and sat down to chat with janice..halfway through talking...i went to puke again..wth! we took cab back together after i was completely done with puke fest.but phew..no hangover today..thanks to peh-nah-doll. man..hate puking..but..ahhh who cares!? was fun drinking till we went mad..haven't done tt in quite a while!

Friday, July 29, 2005

at pete's house right now..man hard luck..his tvs are down...so i gotta resort to watching one tree hill on crafty once again, while the rest are playing mj. just had steamboat just now...a simple but good one!omg...we all laughed so hard at pete just now until we were all tearing and having difficulty breathing!

blading and cycling this afternoon with kun, xing, mel, yj, jin and jin's friend carol. i attempted to master blading...but omg..gave up after the first hour! fell right smack on my butt 10 mins after i started blading...and my butt is still freaking aching right now! went back to the shop and traded for a bike instead, after an hour.

eh shucks..missed parousia's last performance...but oh well..at least i attended quite a number of theirs last time! i'm definitely gonna miss exchange

Thursday, July 28, 2005

have you all met a maid who doesn't know how to cook, takes 5 hours to wash one load of laundry, cries all the time and makes up stupid excuses all the time? meet my new maid.

i thought i was useless at doing household chores...i think she just beat me hands down. this is the first day in many years that i've had to cook lunch for my mom and myself...help my mom cook dinner and wash up all the plates and yada yada. ok i sound like some spoilt brat who doesn't have to do household chores...but seriously...what's the point in hiring a maid if you have to do her work for her? maybe i should ask my dad to fire her and give me her pay instead!

meems remember tt time u helped ur mom cut garlic and onions and ur fingers just stank for the whole freaking day??? i have them now! GROSS!

booohooo hols over in one week...suddenly i feel like i have so many things to do before sch starts..what have i been doing the whole hols?!

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

i was good today.

johann lim whatever your chinese name is! you bluff me again! still dare ask me if i checked!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

it's that time of the year again..time to bid. shit man..someone should really just screw this bloody system. it's so freaking stupid! i always hate sem 1s..because the modules offered are pure crap..and there's barely anything to choose. i've just spent the past one hour staring at the geog and cnm pages..and i swear i cannot find anything to take. i've taken almost everything. shucks.

i've been thinking...my uni life is really like pure shit. i've never ever disliked school so much in my life. the lessons, the environment, the life, the people. i just hate it. ok people always say that even though the lessons are boring..there's always the people to look forward to. firstly...i don't know much people in uni..so there's nothing to look forward to. secondly..i don't have to go to school to meet my bunch of great friends..we meet up in better places. thirdly..i've never met so many people i dislike in school before..major turn offs..even all those crappy sci ppl i hated in jc went to arts..wtf. other than lunch time with my friends...there's almost no element of fun.

staying in the hostel isn't all that fun..it's just one hell of a lonesome life....away from home. away from civilisation. away from my friends. away from my tv. away from the place to be at..the east.

out of all the things that i've taken..the only things i've enjoyed are tourism geog..which sadly only hvae 2 modules..and soci..which once again..is sadly not my major!

fcuk. i'm sure i made a wrong choice somewhere along the way two years back. i can't wait to get out of this place..but yet i can't bear to start working life. blah. severe case of pms.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

last night was movie marathon+ drinking night at club elias road. ok lame..anyway kun, mel, jin and peach came over to my house for what was supposed to be a drinking games + drinking session but turned out to be a movie marathon + stuff your face with food + drinking session, and we stayed up till 4 plus 5. we had 3 types of beer, absolut vanilia (YUCK), coffee liquor and absolut kurant (courtesy of peach). kun kept saying she's not high enough until she had the coffee liquor..and then she began to zzzz after that! scouted around my house and i found tons of wine, bombay sapphire, bacardi, hennessy, xo and yada yada...now..i didn't know i had that much alcohol in my house. heh heh heh..eh next time u all come we can try the rest!

man..my parents dragged my out of bed at 8 today to go to the temple (ok..i'm definitely not one of those holy poeple..haha)...when i only went to sleep at 5 plus. and then after that they dragged me all around singapore..but i managed to con them into going to citylink..because i wanted to get my fcuk pullover...but but but.....argghhhh..after i dragged myself all the way to the shop..fcuk was not there anymore! they moved to i don't know where!! i was so devastated :( so only my sis got something out of that shopping trip...sigh..and then my parents decided to be fun, hip and exciting and suggested that we go check out the NLB..i begged like hell to go home..but before they could reach the lib..i already zonked out in the car...so they had no choice but to dump me in the car with my sis while they went to..omg i don't know where..and now i am finally home!


dear kun and xing...sorry that i didn't go to ecp! 3 hours of sleep just doesn't work for me anymore..hehe!

Thursday, July 21, 2005

bursting..

steamboat at peach's house was fantastic..we had so much we almost burst. after the durian strudel and after yj left..we got hungry while watching house of fury..so we went into the kitchen to begin yet another round...alright enough said..


here's the food...

ok...we really look super lok..but well it was dress-down day..and the first photo is damn kok...


and here's our durian strudel...yummmzzz...sinful!


and now..time for the queen of kokness...our dear horsie...
(when we were all so damn full we started stonning and talking nonsense..)

me: hey..did you all know that the simpsons only have 4 fingers??

hil: no...is it??

peach: aiya u and ur stupid simpsons....

me: ok..fine..then did you know that mickey mouse is the only mouse with two legs???

peach:....who says?? minnie mouse also what!

hil: hmmmm.....

me: oh yar ah...ok then ...did you know that donald duck is the only duck with two legs??? *evil grin to peach*

peach: *evil grin back* *snigger*

hil: *confused*...*look of enlightenment*...no! who says?! darkwing duck also what!!!!

me: .......HAHAHAHAHA...ALL DUCKS HAVE TWO LEGS YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!

peach: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

hil: aye??...!!!! OH YAR AHH!!! AAAAAARGHHH!!! STOP LAUGHING!!!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

then and now.

i woke up and read an sms, then i thought of something, and then i was filled with anger. you see what sitting around all day doing nothing does to you? it just gives you a whole load of time to think about things and get angry, or sad, or happy or whatever.

well 2 days ago i went for a job interview, and i got it. a day ago my parents made hell a lot of noise and i lost the job. and now today, i am sitting here staring at the walls once again with nothing to do, and the great plans that i had made with the thought that i will be having some extra money has all gone down the drain.

two sems ago a friend..i think it was jin..said i looked like those kind of crazy korean fan who does nothing but sit at home and watch korean serial dramas all day long..and all i said to her was..WHAT!! I HATE KOREAN SHOWS!! i am NOT a korean serial drama addict..but...i AM a HONG KONG serial drama addict..and also a JAP serial drama addict. bad news...now i am a korean drama addict too! i just spend all my time watching all the korean movies and serial dramas on tv, in the cinemas and right now i am hooked onto da chang jing. yay..the tv addict is back. *rejoice*

i would like to continue with another 'then and now' story about what i told someone two and a half months ago..and what's happening now..but it's not a good idea. so that story has to wait till a more suitable time to be revealed.

last night we decided to that today we will go for steamboat at peach's house. and so now..i am going to bathe and get my ass out of my house.

Monday, July 18, 2005

the past two days have been booze, smoke, booze, smoke and more booze. zouk on friday with kun, jin, mel and the rest of the kc girls to watch hobz strut her stuff on the catwalk. she was good..other than the fact that she was controlling her laughter like mad. and then when she swung the stalk of i dunno what flower around i couldn't stop laughing! hobz...u are so chor lor!then we went to en lounge to be dragons again..and for cheap heineken. and my sis and her friends came to check out the place! i like it there..new place to hang out at!

m.o.s on sat..didn't really enjoy coz of some reason..but the music was good, and the organiser kept coming to us and giving us drink coupons..what a nice person. haha.

had a long talk with a friend just now, and i think i finally found the answer that i've been searching for in a long time. and honestly...i'm very glad that i found it, i just had to hear it from the right person. it's the thing that has been bugging me for the longest time ever, and i think i know where everything is heading now.

interview at balaclava tmr..ok later when i wake up..

to my friends who are down...cheer up..there are brighter days ahead! =)
alright since i am bored and i have no other photos to put up yet..let me gross everyone with my current obsessions ..introducing my current fav hk actor and singer...i only like them for their looks..hah

timmy hung! sammo hung's son...he performed an amazing umbrella catching stunt on tv just now..haha..and his brother is jimmy hung. considering the fact tt sammo hung is known to be fat and ah pekish since forever...he sure has some good looking sons...











eh..rob thomas! i think he's super hot! especially when he was dancing in the latest mtv! woohoo!quite cute with his curly hair too...










ok..i've successfully grossed myself out with my bimbotism too...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

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Friday, July 15, 2005

pay day!

pay day was yesterday! finally! not tt i'm rich now..just that i have a little more cash to pay for things that i've been putting on hold for the longest time ever. well it would be cool if i got some extra money every month..but that would mean that i'd have to be working..and i don't think that idea is all that cool. ha!

so anyway after we got our pays, us cls people went to town for dinner and decided to catch sin city...which was utterly gruesome because xing and i were kinda busy yucking away at how the people just kept biting/shooting each other's ears off or causing each other to not be able to enjoy fathers' day. and i almost puked during one scene. oh i was busy sms-ing my fav :S model friend hobz at the start of the show..yes we enjoyed the movie without u..haha! aye...i'll be praying for u tonight.

dinner with the family the day before..coz lao niang is back. haha..we went to this place called blu jaz cafe which is owned by ck's auntie ..i mean kevin's *snigger*..and they serve superb chicken chop..and pretty cheap too! kevin *snigger* was very generous..he treated us to a nice bottle of red wine.

my sis' a kok..she woke up at 3am this morning just as i was about to sleep..and asked me "so who's gonna endorse the terrapin??"..and i went ..HUH?!?! then she said irritatedly.."the terrapin..who's gonna endorse it?!?"..and i went..err..huh??...errr..HAHAHA!!! ..because she was sleep-talking! n then she got quite irritated..and she went..."what's so funny???"..and i was already laughing until i was tearing when she continued "what?! the terrapin right? who's gonna endorse it??" ..and then the even more kok one..my younger sis bothered to wake up and take part in the joke by mumbling.."what's she talking about.....??"..haha! and after i laughed for damn long, my sis woke up for real and realised that she was talking rubbish and couldn't stop laughing too...idiots..hah

my dad just gave me a stack of us 100 dollar bills to count..and as i was doing it..i told myself i'm never going to work as a bank teller, because it totally sucks to have to count money that does not belong to you!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

i am am a mean fat lazy pig..thank you.haha.
this morning my sis came into the room at 6am and this was the conversation we had

sis: chewy(ok some kok nick she gave me recently...) do you want to wake up and drive me to school??
me: *shake head*
sis: :( hmph..ok bye bye

haha..see..i am so lazy i can't even be bothered to open my mouth and say no! ok...so now i am feeling bad...so i have to go sleep soon to wake up and drive her to school tmr (NOT ALONE OF COURSE!)...ok i have nothing else to blog about..blah.

Monday, July 11, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

d-e-a-d t-i-r-e-d!
my day started at 6 this morning when a lizard jumped onto my mom's hand and she gave a loud yelp causing me to wake up in shock! and then i was kept awake after that as i watched in horror as my maid came running up the stairs to catch the lizard which was about 20 cm away from me! :S and then the boh liao me bothered to get out of bed just to drive my sis to school! hah..but of course i went back to bed the moment i got home!

went to goodwood park hotel for lunch with my mom after that..and my sis and i had the worse fish and chips ever in our lives! it was hideous!and then my mom did one of the things she was best at again...change the names of things! after we had our meal..she went...do you all want some MOVIE PICK ice cream?? there's some over there..and then my sis and i laughed like mad before we said...MOVENPICK LA!...then she said..huh?! what?! oh..hahaha..ok ok..do you want the MOVING PRICK ice cream?!?!?omg...she's damn jia lat! but then she bought me a new M.E.L bag today!! yay! (eh meems..see i am a great fan of yours..my sweater had an M on it, my hostel room was room M and now i even bought a bag by the brand of MEL!)

went to catch be with you with harry after that...it was super sweet and touching! but sianz...someone didn't cry..if not i can make fun of him for the rest of his life! and i was so gentle-womanly...i walked him to the bus stop to take the bus...not the other way round..tsk tsk..HAHA!









well..thanks to kunies and craftytv..i am hooked onto OTH..and so now..i shall go watch it!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

met up with the girls today...it's been a long time! anyway we did what girls normally do...shop...hil..u are an absolute bad influence la! whole day talking about shopping...now my heart pain. anyway...other than the huge amount of $ that i spent today..i am pretty satisfied with my buys.. a bob marley shirt from p.o.a(kunies..don't u dare tell ppl what i called it!), a tube top and cheap underwear..hoho. now i can finally say i took part in the GSS..hur hur..

after we were satisfied with our buys and that we had spent enough money..we slacked in billy's terrorising peach and ml once again...but they were too busy..so we didn't get to terrorise them much ..sianz :( and ended up slacking at tt new meridien supper place with yj and her bf lionel. after yj left her bf came back to join us for beer..haha eh yj..ur bf only has good things to say about you..i bet you are very happy! HAHA..anyway..he is sly..he tried to dig stuff out from us about things u said..but we are smarter than him..we pretended that we got amnesia. heh heh..but of course we managed to dig info out of him..which made our hair stand (right hil!?)...heh heh heh!

mom's bday celebration tmr...time to get fatty again!
sianz...i forgot what i wanted to say again...

Friday, July 08, 2005

Take your hand
and place it in my pocket
flick your eyes back in their sockets
put those thoughts away
sometimes they're much too loud

I'll take a breath
and cradle your sweet head
should've stayed at home in bed
put that face away
I'm melting for you

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there


I dreamt
about another girl in bed with you
you just laughed and smiled
denied the proof
we're fine till I think of a problem
I wish it made sense
like a joke that no one gets
it's a life with no regret
I want to feel that way, forever and ever

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you


wishing i was there - natalie imbruglia

Thursday, July 07, 2005

i....am....BACK from bangkok!
the last time i went...was 7 years back..and it has sure changed a lot! it's more...how should i put it...advanced...the skytrain is finally up...the highway is done..there are lesser traffic jams..there are more high rise buildings...the shopping centres sell more decent things..and yada yada..

shopping...dirt cheap. and i still can't believe it. but...i didn't manage to get much for myself..because compared to the thai girls..i'm the size of an american. but...i bought stuff for almost everyone..err those that i left out..i'm really sorry..coz i kinda lost track of who i didn't get things for. but..i just want to say...all the shops in far east and the bazaars in nus..are bloody cheaters...for all the tees that u all bought for 15-25 bucks...i bought them for S$1.20! HAH..it's so cheap..u can buy some to clean the floor with! but of course u gotta go to the right places to get them...i think almost everyone know where to go...but anyway..

for the better quality but obviously more pricey stuff:
ma boon krong (dunno how to spell) shopping centre
siam square
suan lum night bazaar

for the dirt cheap things:
pratunam/bai yoke not bai yoke tower..that's sucky...just around the tower...walk in the maze of shops and just anyhow whack the whole area...you'll find something

for big time converse fanatics...the chuck taylors cost only 23 bucks and the high cut ones are 28! almost half of what u get here! GENUINE!

i'm sure there's more...but i only managed to get to these places in the time tt i had there...

alright now for the most amazing thing...i was walking along the overhead bridge to mbk when suddenly i saw these two guys...one in green and another in grey...and i was thinking to myself...no cannot be..the world CAN'T BE THAT SMALL.....then behind them came running another guy in black...and then i changed my mind....YES THIS WORLD IS THAT SMALL! johnathon, peter and johann! haha! crazy! we were like.."aye! aye! aye! omg!"..and then peter went..."sian hua! this is the second time leh!" hahaha...indeed it is! pretty cool to bump into friends overseas! after we parted..my sis said...crazy how if you are at the right place and the right time you just meet people that you don't expect to isn't it?!...and i agree..if i had taken the train instead, we wouldn't have met!

oh yes...i saw that trans who acted in iron ladies in suan lum! she's very pretty!

anyway...yayyy...london won the bid for the olympics!!i'm going there in 2012!!! ya right..haha

Monday, July 04, 2005

i'm back on the painkillers...the bloody pain is taking away my energy and putting me in the foulest mood ever. and i have the urge to pick a fight with everyone except those who always talk rubbish to me and make me laugh.

and i wish i could kill you right now.

evil

i was just thinking of how evil i am...then i realised that i am quite...so i guess i can still qualify as a firefighter...and i just remember tt..i joined the evil club *muahahah* why am i evil??
because...
  • i like to block people on msn
  • i like to ignore smses of people i can't be bothered talk to
  • i like to not reply emails of people i can't be bothered with
  • i don't pick up my phone when i do not recognise the number
  • i love cursing people...especially those i hate
  • i always do my invisible act and refuse to acknowledge the presence of people i can't stand..even though they are standing right infront of me, and its obvious that i can see them
  • i sometimes give vicious glares...especially to a particular person by the name of T
  • i like to pick fights when i am having pms, in a bad mood, feeling irritated

what else...i can't remember...am i evil beyond redemption? i think i am still pretty good when compared to other people...am i willing to change?....do i look like i can be bothered to?? i bet after this i am going to lose all my friends. HAH

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Friday, July 01, 2005

rip van winkle...

i've broke my own sleeping record...i've slept a total of 47 hours in 3 days. am i the champion?! yuck...i think removing your wisdom tooth is as bad as giving birth! oh...the "op" is absolutely painless (thank god for anesthesia)...it's the days following the op that totally suck! i thought i was going to die the night after my op..my whole jaw ached, i couldn't close my mouth, my body was burning from the freaking fever, my gums were bleeding and aching like hell, my lips and tongue were all numb, and i was drifting in and out of sleep. kns...i've never been so uncomfortable in my whole life! and the only way to take your mind off the bloody pain is to sleep...so i slept from 9pm to 2pm, 3pm to 8pm and then 10pm to 10am..and when i finally got out of bed for more than 2 hours on thurs morning...i thought that perhaps i was already dead.

now that it's getting better...i've got another problem..my hunger. all i eat is porridge and soup...and i can't sleep coz i'm so hungry but i can't chew. but my mom's really nice..she said to me...i think it's good that you can't eat..it's about time you went on a diet. :( so on a diet i have been..and i've lost that 3 kg that i've put on...now...you...you know who you are..you can't pinch my stomach and say i am fat anymore!

and how much did i..i mean my dad.. pay for all this torture that i'm going through? a whooping $1k...now it sure pays to be a dentist isn't it?!


ok other than that..i caught downfall with harry before the "op"..and well..it wasn't exactly nice..it was gruesome and a little too draggy...more like a documentary.hitler's indeed insane..and the people who believed in him are idiots.there was this scene where this guy just blasted his brains out for no reason... and the fella whom i went to watch the movie with...he laughed so loudly i thought he was mad :S haha...but ok..the movie helped me to mentally prepare myself for the "op".




ok i have no more rubbish to write..back to bed.
i'm not dead...yet...
i'm just in pain...hell loads of pain.......
and of course i'm hungry...extremely...
but fluids and painkillers are what i'm surviving on...
good nite again.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

caught initial d with cootie just now and i think its fabulous other than tt disgustingly crappy love story that they added in..which bored me to my underpants! ok i am no big fan of jay chou even though i went for his concert, and i always thought he was urks in terms of looks..but this time round, he was pretty good looking in the show. shawn yue is the ultimate..and edison chen is..aiya his face appear too many times already. what in the world happened to jordan chan!? how could they degrade him and take away his "cool" factor by giving him that loser role??..he was the bomb in gu wad zhai! anthony wong reminded me of the giraffe in madagascar.....and..he's super duper handsome when he was young!

after the show ended we couldn't stop discussing about how cool the drifting thing was..and we kinda figured out how to brake and accelerate and all that crap to do it. i say we are pretty intelligent. maybe we can be racers too. hur hur. alright...i think i shall hop into my dad's car now and try that stunt. yea..i'm sure.

sianz...gotta remove my wisdom tooth tmr..and then i'll be stuck at home for the rest of the week.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

bands..beer...smoke..and off we go..cruising into the night...

kun, xing, jin, hobz, mel and i went for parousia's second last gig last night. they are still as good as ever! jin n i were saying how we haven't gone for so long, coz we just took for granted that they would be there every last fri of the month. but sadly...next month will be their last performance...coz the band members are all going to various part of the world to do their own stuff. and we haven't bought the third album yet. exchange was as good as ever! my fav song! jin and i were laughing like mad about how she called it extreme the other time and how i exclaimed right in lloyd's face when i saw that it wasn't in the second cd!hahaha..lloyd dedicated wounded hands to jin..and we recorded the whole song...but erm...well..check out the vids yourselves...all i can say is...someone's a kok! haha!

headed down to en lounge after that for sheesha...and guess what?? emily the strange is working there! haha..she's gonna help me get a job there when i come back from bangkok (oh..yes..i'm going to bangkok...)..and i hope i can really get it! i'm how broke! we spent the rest of the night sitting in en lounge drinking our beer and being dragons...trying various ways of making the smoke come out from our nose and mouths...haha..pretty fun..and cheap!

and to end the night...mel, jin, hobz and i went cruising in mel's car with the top down! haha..we started off with the 4 of us in the car...but along the way...only mel, jin and i were left in the car..and when i turned to my left...omg!!! one of the beatles member was sitting next to me! "we all live in a yellow submarine...yellow submarine..yellow submarine!!"!!!

at the third place...


sheesha and carlsberg!!..

wot eez kunies doing????...

in mel's car on the way to the third place...kun, xing and jin were going crazy snapping themselves!...

us before we headed home...and before hobz was replaced by the beatles member!

omg..i hate the stupid new blogger photo uploader..it sucks!

Thursday, June 23, 2005


checked out a salsa club with harry just now....and i found it very interesting. we went to carnaval at chijmes first..and the place was dead! there were only 5 people standing around, and it looked super boring. luckily intelligent me (hur hur) brought along the address of xen bar, so we headed down there. i must say i am the best direction giver in the world...i only give directions after we pass the street. haha! so anyway...xen bar's really interesting. people just go there to salsa and mingle around and nothing else. of course there were the pros and the beginners..and the watchers like me. had a pretty good time watching the people dance..absolutely different from clubbing. we were making fun of this man because he looked like a char kway teow seller...but..we clearly underestimated him..because he turned out to be the instructor!! char kway teow man by day...salsa dancer by night! hahahaha!oh..SDU was having their own event there..and i was wondering..would i end up at such events next time??? =( heh

went to watch a lot like love after that. thankfully it didn't disappoint me...it's super good!! freaking funny...and well..sweet and nice. but........the woman next to me in the cinema sucks! she wreaked the show for me! she sang along to every single song..and when ashton kucher was singing i'll be there for you...she sang at the top of her voice! ohhhh i so wanted to strangle her...i was waiting like mad for that part to come on..and she had to spoil it all! *growl*

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

i love to ride my bicycle...i love to ride my bike...

went ecp with mel, hobz and peach yest. smart peach came up with bright idea of cycling because she wanted to get a tan...but..the weather loves making a fool out of all of us. when we reached ecp it rained for eternity..we had to go entertain ourselves with the junk arcade in ecp instead..and of course feed ourselves! when the rain finally stopped..we rushed to the bike store and rented our bikes..and cycled for two hours plus..which included stopping over at bedok jetty for photos and eating at the hawker. i think we can go join the cycling competition or whatever it's called because we reduced our half an hour ride back to 15 mins by speed cycling coz of the stupid rain!and now my whole body is aching like an ah mah! sianz...



mel peach n i went to watch batman in the night..while piggy hobz went home to sleep..and we are such koks! after calling kunies 5 times..we decided to rush to century square to catch the 845 show..and we were delighted when we got our tickets. but..when we tried to enter..the ah pek said.."oh! zhe ge hai mei you leh!..zhe ge jiu dian ban!" s-h-i-t man. the stupid woman gave us tix for the 930 show instead..and she didn't even ask us or anything! peach got damn sore..and mel and i couldn't stop laughing at our kok-ness. hahaha..so anyway..it's a very good show..and everyone should go watch it!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

of hairdos and pretty faces

one of the best things to do in life is to gather ur buds and sit around talking about the great times you had in your younger days and taking stupid pics. and that's exactly what i did today! we gathered as planned and had an extremely filling (tummy wise) and joyous day! laughing loudly like hyenas isn't exactly the conduct that young ladies should have..but well..like i said before..some people just don't change..and that's us. there will never be a single occassion whereby we sit down together and not laugh. well there was mrs ng's wake...our seriousness only lasted for the hour that we were in the funeral parlour...the moment we were out of there..we were laughing like crazy people once again. we can repeat the same stories a million times and still laugh over them! one day we'll have to dig out all our ugly secondary sch photos which are currently hiding between the mattresses to laugh at ourselves! seriously, i've always dreaded meeting up with my sec sch friends..i was afraid that we might have changed so much that we can never talk anymore...but not with these people..they are simply the best. and so...before we parted..we whipped out our organizers and arranged for the next gathering..and...i can't wait for the day to come once again!i don't have to launch into a big bimbotic declaration of how i feel about all of you...you all know what i want to say =)


*collage's done by mok mok!*
everyone had their hair done nicely for photos today...and i was the laziest...hence the ugly thing on my head!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

pooh's heffalump movie is so cute!!! i cannot stop singing the song!
one more day to the 20th! can't wait! it's gonna be a FUN FUN FUN day!!

lumpy dumpy dee deee
lumpy dumpy dee deee
lumpy dumpy dee deee
heffalumpy like meeee....

Friday, June 17, 2005

to the one with alzheimers disease....
your appt is on...
27th June at 3pm!

aye notice it's in orange??? hohoho...so can you remember now??

Thursday, June 16, 2005

firefighter!! read the second last line...how can?!

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 80%
Envy: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Pride: 0%
Sloth: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.
How Sinful Are You?
got this quiz off jin's blog...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
like my day is not gloomy enough...2 hours after i'm out of bed...a friend messages me to tell me about the death of someone i once knew. though the impact that the person ever had in my life isn't huge...it's just sad that these things happen. life...sigh...
i'm gonna retreat into my own world for the rest of the day...
disappointed. angry. lost.
i need a new drive in my life.
i hate sitting around and thinking about things.
i hate repeating things people say to me in my head and trying to derive a meaning from the words, or finding some answer from them.
i hate comparing things different people say and trying to strike a balance or finding an answer in between.
i hate having to think.

i hate doing things and regretting after that.
what? why? how?

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

that's it...it's been decided..the date and time has been set....

28th June 5.30pm...

booohoooo........
went to check out eskibar just now...that place is cool man...literally! it was i don't know how many degrees..according to juice it's -5degrees..but anyway...it was freezing cold! i felt like i was in some winter country! pretty nice place to chill out at..so anyway my friend the cootie has a friend working in eskibar..and the guy said that they are hiring...so i told cootie that i am pretty interested to work there...but cootie told me that one of the criterias for working there is...you have to be attractive. he thinks he is very funny...i didn't find it very funny though..i don't care what he says..i think i am attractive..HAHA!eh hobz..am i becoming as thick skinned as you?! HAHA! so anyway...i tried to be funny too..and insulted him by laughing non stop when he said he is definitely not a J. well if u read this..i was kidding la! so anyway...my friend the cootie was very nice and sweet tonight...he treated me to a kilkenny...so..thank you very much for that!


eskibar...not a very good view of the place...

we kinda failed in our attempt to look like we were freezing...but anyway...look at the hero who managed to tahan for a whole hour in there without a coat!

other than that...i went to watch "my boyfriend is type - B", and its a freaking hilarious show...the guy is seriously a "roll eyes" kinda guy..and the girl is just super funny!

well...i am officially out of job..after working for erm..5 days..how sad is that?! xing and i got stuck in the office today..we thought we could go down and finish our work in 2 hours, so that we won't have to go back again tmr..but who knows..we ended up working for 4 hrs! sigh..they made us call a million people and we only earned 20 bucks, which i already spent on dinner and movie :( it's sad when u start measuring and comparing ur expenditure in terms of the money that u earn...back to eating bread and drinking plain water....


i just remembered that i haven't taken part in the GSS..what the hell...when does it end?? not like i have any money...but if i didn't remember wrongly...i think i had a pretty good time shopping in the last GSS...maybe i should go next week............

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

here comes the photos....


da paolo pizza bar..

swensens....

the star of the night with her many extras behind...

the ones who are prettier than the star of the night...hahaha...

taboo...

...and we might have been a leetle high....

Sunday, June 12, 2005

i hate the way this certain person looks at me...that judgemental look..that look all the way from head to toe..and followed by the forced smile...i just hate it. if you don't want to smile..then just DON'T..at least i can hate you less..and just satisfy myself by cursing you within.it makes my blood boil...do they even know it is rude...i wish i could gouge out the person's eyes...just make the person blind..and then i have to pretend to be nice and look like i love that person...but deep within i wish that the person was dead! fcuk..maybe i should be a total bitch and do my best "i can't see you, you just do not exist..and i do not acknowlegde your pathetic presence" act...afterall..the person's just a thorn in my flesh.yuck...why do i always meet such detestable people..and like its not bad enough they have to linger around for eternity....
mm what you say
oh that you only meant well, well of course you did
mm what you say
mm that it's all for the best, of course it is
mm what you say
that IT'S JUST what we need, you decided this
mm what you say
what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling at your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit you don't care a bit

you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
each time i'm asked how?
the only reply is...still the same..
are you happy? are you sad?...seriously...i don't know
and then it sets me thinking of what i'm really aiming for or what i really want...and i also don't know...i'm just waiting for a time and a signal i guess. like what i do for all other things.
celebrated hobz bday at da paolo pizza bar last night...the pizzas were yuummmyy...we spent quite a bit..but considering the number of people who were there...i would say its pretty reasonably priced..and we had an ice cream cake at swensens which was really good too and then we headed down to taboo after much discussion...

after saying for a gazillion years that i want to go and check out taboo..i finally went last night..and indeed it was an eye opener..never knew that they moved since the last time i spotted the club on the other street..well..for the first time girls were like a rare sight in a club...and the guys were mostly good looking...if only zouk could be like that too..then it would be a feast for us girls eyes...haha!we spent a super long time playing cai quan and tricking each other..which was really fun because thanks to yoyo..the alcohol never stopped appearing! haha! i drank so much i had to go to the toilet 5 times in one night! and then after that peach and i went a bit crazy, so we started dancing tango and waltz, and shortly after i started yawning so much my tears couldn't stop..... then i started to fall asleep!HAHA...my fav activity in zouk...according to jin, kun and gen..EH NOT TRUE OK!anyhow..i think it's a pretty cool place!

photos later!

Saturday, June 11, 2005

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HOBZ!!!

i have a friend..who goes by the name spongehob bigpants..and she looks like that...

i didn't know she possessed big granny undies....


she loves singing spongebob songs and doing the spongebob dance..and she always asks me if i am ready-eady-eady-eady...

she's the best person to talk rubbish to...we can go on for hours talking nonsense to each other..and then after that she will start asking me if people on the streets were to hear us, would they think that the both of us are mentally retarded..and i will tell her..yes they will indeed think that way...but of course we do not talk in that manner all the time...when we are at zouk..we will resume our intelligent selves...we talk about intelligent things like politics, world affairs and whatever else intelligent!

she thinks i like big black guys..but she thought wrongly..i only made friends with big black guy because i wanted to introduce him to her..and later on i am going to wrap him up and bring him as her present to her birthday dinner..because that's what she asked for...hohoho

she loves playing with her lovely blonde locks..which recently turned black because she fell into a whole barrel of black ink and in the process got her neck blackened too..so now instead of looking like nicole richie...she looks more like ashley simpson..but our friend meems informed me that she's actually neither...she's the black beast!

despite being so full of shit..i still love this idiotic friend of mine...and she's none other than A-MAN-DUH joy hobday!..eh look...i promised you a whole entry right! check out how long it is!..anyway...HAPPY BURPDAY STINKO!! you are the loveliest man around..and i'll definitely marry you if you are the last man left on this planet..hahhaha...i'll bring you along the next time i go on my trip..but you'll have to sit in my luggage..no economy seats for you ah! anyway..haha it's been 4 years since i got to know you...i think i got to know you coz you were close to rati..and because u think you are from t3..so you keep appearing at our class gatherings..you crasher..hahhahah!!well it's a good thing i got to know you...because at least now i have a friend who is the same height as me..eh it's good being tall ya??? the air up here is always fresher..no? hahhaha..ok ok... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE MORE...study hard and stop playing with ur hair..and all the best for the year ahead!

Friday, June 10, 2005

home today..taking a break from work..see what i mean when i said i'm a bum?? i barely worked 3 days and i am already taking a break! but ok...i'm not at work only cause everyone else is not there and i don't want to be sad and lonely in the office talking to filippino maids, bangla workers and bloody rude malaysians!

zouk on wed was like one of the worse ever..well..for the the first 3/4 of the night..my stomach was churning..my legs weighed a million tons..my back was aching..i couldn't move at all! i never felt so tired before man! all the alcohol i glugged down within the first 45 mins of that night came out in the next half an hour..and i was completely sober for the rest of the night..what a bummer...well at least my energy came back during the last 1 hr of zouk and i had a bit of fun!

been coming home at 7am for the past two days...my dad's on the verge of wringing my neck..hence the reason why i am home for the whole of today..because i must be a good girl in order to stay out late tmr night! HAHA!

been spending the past two nights sitting around and talking...sometimes i find it amazing how talkative we can be...how do we manage to talk non stop from 3am to 7am and 11pm to 6am??maybe cause we haven't talked in so long...but there was never ending things to talk about..rubbish or non-rubbish..anyway as always...i'm an itchy backside...i always say things that i regret saying after that..but what to do...i already did it...not like i can take it back..so...ahh dunno lah...

watched mr and mrs smith last night..and it's a very hilarious show...how exciting it will be next time if my marriage was like that..i'll just happily take a gun and shoot at my husband the whole night long and punch him in the face and kick him in the stomach!!my marriage will just be so thrilling..haha..siao!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

some people never change...

second day of work was great! $$$$ hahahha...but omg...the number of bangla workers we called...tsk tsk...poor may got it worst! haha! but super duper duper tired now!

met up with my wonderful friends...mok mok, zy and chan...we are still as mad and loud as ever...we walked like miles for i dunno what...before we finally got back to glutton bay for supper..zy and i who weren't supposed to eat just couldn't resist the temptation! had a great time catching up and laughing about the good old times...bitching about other people...and getting high on char siew bao! haha..the video clip was hilarious...but seriously..it's such a waste that the best part of it got cut off!! can't wait for the 20th! like mok mok always says...miss ya already! hahhaha!!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

firstly.....WELCOME HOME YIJUN!!!!! hope you are feeling better...we all missed ya...although u disappeared and reappeared without a sound...eh...is it u learnt magic recently?? how did u manage to do that?? haha..anyway..we'll go chinatown to eat soon ok...eating is my latest hobby..coz i'm a fat pig now!

secondly...i'm working! yea..u all read it correctly..I AM WORKING! well..for all those who say i am a slacker..and a bum for not working for the past few hols..and i lead a good life coz all i do is travel... and the only other thing i do is laze ard and spend money..what have u got to say now ah???well..for a start...i made TEN bucks today..not bad for a beginner..who fumbled over all the questions and panicked and had smack kunies on the leg (sorry!) to get her help while the filippino lady waited patiently on the line..haha ..thanks kunies for getting me the job! oh..and i'm working at some convention at the expo next week...pretty good money too..but yucks i have to stand around and give out brochures..and they are hiring me coz i am more than 1.65m! haha..
shucks...this is retribution..for wondering why in the world people want to take up jobs like giving out brochures and conducting telephone surveys..now i am taking over their jobs and getting a taste of what it's like..but well..for the sake of the money...heh heh

Sunday, June 05, 2005

hello stranger...

i had a very beautiful dream last night...after what seemed like an eternity of horrid dreams involving the same person.the people involved in it were people i've never dreamed of..i was running away from something..a responsibility..and someone "rescued" me..we both didn't know each other's names...but the person just"saved" me, and made my life seem all better..haha..sounds like rubbish...but well..it was a nice dream to me...sadly..it's all but a dream..

well..i'm back from KL...man..genting is total rubbish...just crap man..and i scolded some sickening malaysian family for cutting my queue while we were queuing for the cable car...the country has no law or whatsoever...the stupid guy and his family cut our queue..a whole ELEVEN of them...freaking pissed me off....my sis and i refused to let the other half of their family pass us and they kept trying to squeeze pass..my dad asked us to let them through..then he asked the guy how many of them were there..and he said ELEVEN..totally pissed me off..so i turned around and gave him a good scolding..and he just looked at me in shock..asshole! and the indian womanand her family, behind us sniggered to herself when she heard me scold them..then she gave us a "yea i know...what rude people" look..

didn't shop much...the branded stuff are tooo expensive..and i've had my fill of them in HK..and the cheap stuff are..man..not that nice..the fashion's like a decade behind here or something...seems like i won't be going back to malaysia anytime soon..ok..the only great buys..."economical" dvds..haha...ok what's great abt malaysia...everything's cheap there..food is not too bad i guess....but well..i dunno what else..sianz..

the world can't get any smaller..my hong kong relatives were staying in the same hotel as us in KL! i thought meeting my friend in aust was already crazy enough...but meeting someone else from another country in another country..that is the ultimate!

Thursday, June 02, 2005

KL..KL..KL...

in KL now...was greeted with a pleasant surprise when we were brought to our rooms at the istana hotel...a suite! my sis and i went...woooowwww...we're gonna stay in the hotel and watch tv for the rest of the trip..and not bother to go out at all...since its so nice in there! and that's what we did for the whole of yesterday..haha...shit we are such suakus! but it's really pretty cool..

we were greeted by the hotel manager when we checked in, and he told my mom to beware of SNEFTS = snatch thefts!...and we had to control our laughter while he corrected himself..and now my mom is so scared she's not really keen on going out..she thinks she'll get robbed the moment she walks out of the safe grounds of the hotel...haha!now u see why i haven't been to malaysia in errr at least 6 years...

my results are like crap...don't see any point in continuing with this stupid degree...argh..CHO HI CHANG YOU SUCK! you and your bloody e-learning caused my grades to plunge to its all time low! your stupid module killed every little hope that was contributed by the grades of the rest of my mods...basket...for two sems you wrecked my results! grrrrrr...NO MORE CHC modules!!