cigarette smelling fingers and hair..
tired body and mind..
hot, sticky and grumpy...
suffering from absolute fatigue

came back an hour ago from 2 bashes - sim and arts- one of the worst clubbing times ever. felt absolutely tired and sian at both bashes...i think i'm quite past that clubbing stage already. after wally's and ben's pageants were over..my body and mind went into extreme hibernation mode..and the shuttling btw gotham penthouse and club momo and the 200% humidity of the atmosphere sure added to the tiredness and grumpiness. we left at 12 plus..the earliest ever..oh..of course there was tt time at zouk when i left at 11...ha..

eww..me and my stupid ideas and thoughts..thankfully i didn't do what i had in mind. if not the night would have been utterly ruined..and then i'd come home with bad feelings and guilt..and of course not forgetting, feeling like the biggest idiot on earth.

one should always learn from past mistakes...and never commit them again...