in the midst of keeping silent and pretending to be hardworking..while containing my grumpiness during lecture today..i overheard one of us saying that there were a lot of bootlickers in our lecture. and i looked up, gave a smile, and nodded in approval.

but in the car on the way home just now...i started thinking...should these people who are opening their mouths to participate be considered as hardworking..and us who refuse to open our mouths be considered lazy? or ...should we be considered as the normal students..and they as the over enthusiastic boot-lickers?

at the finance planning talk just now..the speaker said something which i think is very true. he said that in life, there are three Ps that we have to let go of..and they are the past, pain, and the people who cause the pain. ok..i don't know how a finance planning talk led to that topic..but anyway...i agree with what he said. he said that in the day we may seem to be able to get on with life..but at night..we will start thinking of all the bad things that happened before and start feeling horrid..and that's exactly what's going on right now. i guess it's really essential to let go of the past..because then the pain would be gone..but..how easy is it to let of the people who cause the pain?