my sis made me get a long lecture from my dad about "caring" and "showing concern" about the people around me this morning. and i opened my eyes damn big and gave her a terrible glare and she returned the "beautiful" look i gave her with her best smile.

well... i always talk about "how we tend to take the people closest to us for granted". and i know i am guilty of that too.but it's selective.i dare say i do not take my family for granted...only some people in the family.i know i should be bothered about them.but i put too much blame on them for what's happening that it's holding me back from showing them concern.the anger in me has resulted in me not giving two hoots about them.i should be feeling guilty, but currently i am not.

so until the day i get rid of that anger in me.i'm still really not going to care much.and maybe..one day i'll wake up to realise that i too did not cherish what i had until it's too late.

there goes my goal to be a better person....