fatty bom bom's unhappy

it's time to wallow in self-pity.
it's a saturday night...and i'm in the hostel..facing the laptop since 12..trying to get my essay going somewhere...
itz 7pm now...and i'm eating cup noodles for dinner, when normally i should be home with this huge spread shouting out at me from the dinner table
there's not a single soul left in the hostel..and i'm just damn bored...my only other remaining hostel mate's been gone for 3 nights and i have no friends...i'm a loner! :( and i'm gonna turn autistic just like what charlene said...and i'm probably suffering from depression cause i have no one to talk to and i've been in a bad mood since this morning...and when i thought i found someone to cheer me up...it didn't turn out the way i hoped it would.

but.....

my day just got better...because dear jin just called me from candy empire and asked me if i wanted anything. and i'm seriously touched...i "cried"..haha! =) thanx a lot jin! u really made my horrid day much better...just as i was close to tears and close to suffering from insanity (i'm serious..)! now i can't wait for monday to get my jellybeans and lifesavers that i've been waiting for weeks for!

and.....

dear kunies...thanks for last night too! i'm sure if i had stayed in...i'd definitely be in a worse shape now! "closer" next week babe!

i'll never stay in on a weekend ever again....