do u not possess a street directory in your car? need directions while driving? fancy getting lost? if you've answered YES to all the questions above...then dial 1900-Ang-YingYing for the worst directions that you ever need on planet earth!

omg...i must say ayy is really the worst direction giver ever on planet earth! harry...if u think i am horrid...i say you are wrong! haha. on wed night after study camp, meems, hobz , ayy and i piled into meems car and made our way to west mall coz mel wanted to get some notes from her friend zaky...and we got directions from wally...but kinda forgot along the way..but..we thought that we'd manage to get there because our dear ayy said "trust me! i know the way!"...so we did....

after we passed jurong bus interchange...we were supposed to go straight ahead..but ayy started tapping on the window and shouting....go there! go there! ..now...where the hell is there ayy?! we can't interpret taps on the window from the front seat of the car while you are sitting behind!after much laughing and "you suck!"s, we figured that she was asking us to turn left...and then what happens??? we start heading down the road towards BOON LAY!

then our other passenger in the back...dear hobz..started shouting..."we are in kranji! i know! trust me! i know ok! i was just here yesterday!" then all 3 of us starts arguing with her that kranji is definitely not here..because we're following the west mrt line and not the north one!...but then she keeps insisting we are at kranji until we finally pass the sign that says LAKESIDE then she believes we are not at kranji..

these two koks...i swear......you dunno to laugh at them or strangle them! never take directions from them!

in the end..meems and i had to trade seats..and i drove while she read the street directory (no more instructions from ayy!)

so...we're nearing westmall...but we freaking can't find the macs...so we just keep going round and round the estate...and ayy starts tapping on the window and saying..."there!! the macs is there!! believe me la!! it's really there!" ..so all of us stare out the window but none of us see the macs! after much laughing once again...we finally arrive at macs!

if you've been to the science park...you'll know about that roller coaster ride slope...which i've never known about in my whole life! anyway..omg...it can freaking cause your heart to fly out of your mouth! so on our way back..we decide to head to the slope for some cheap thrill before going home...and then this time round..we put ayy in the front seat...because she insisted she knows the way back there!

hence we set out on our journey! along the way ayy keeps saying..."wahh!! it's damn exciting! i want to try it again! we must go a few times!"while hobz is sitting at the back and protesting like hell because she hates the heart-flying-out-of-your-mouth feeling! ayy gives the directions and we drive drive drive...then suddenly from the back...

me:"hey how come clementi fire station is in jurong?! so weird!"
hobz: "isn't this the way to your home elaine?!yayy!! no slope!! heng ah!"
meems:"no la it isn't....we're on the way to the slope! wait a min...isn't your home straight ahead elaine?!?!?!"
ayy: "yar...just go ahead and turn right it's my house already!"
3 of us:"...............!!!!!!!!!!OH MY GOD ELAINE ANG!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! WHY YOU DIRECT US TO YOUR HOUSE?!?!?!?"
ayy: "why? we're going back to my house what"
meems and i: "you keep saying you want to go to the slope too then why the hell you direct us to your house?!"
ayy:"hahahaha..i don't know the way to the slope! it's very complicated! we have to make a big round back there then back to my house!"
all of us:"........................!!!!!!!!!!!!"

in the end....after she got super a lot of scolding from us...we finally made it back to the slope and we went down it three times! haha! oh..and that biggest kok on earth...when we were like 5km away from the slope...she already started screaming in the car -_-"

only two words for you ayy...YOU SUCK! hahahahahah!

the things people do...

at ungodly hours of the day...people in nus...


...twirl their hair to aid concentration while immersed in statistics....


....sleep and drool away.........


...or just plain study! (p.s. new member!)

packaging is one of the essential factors that contribute to how well your product sells. i mean of course how established your brand name is plays a big part too. was at challengers with my family just now and my dad was on one of his buy-weird-IT-stuff trips once again. this time round he purchased this cd to teach himself how to use microsoft powerpoint (he does not trust my teaching skills...) and an external hard drive.

we stood at the external hard drive section for what seemed like ages choosing between the astone or seagate. seriously...i have never ever heard of these two brands before..ok maybe seagate...but never astone. astone was about 50 bucks cheaper for every disk memory capacity available...but in the end seagate won...i would think because of it's packaging!

so we bought the 120GB seagate external hard drive that came in this superbly beautiful big black (my fav!) box [picture the box that ur ipod came in and you'd get what i mean..]with the words "experience" printed across the cover...and wrapped beautifully..and it cost a bomb..259 bucks. and when we got home...i opened the huge box only to find this puny cpu looking thing sitting in the box..which got me totally pissed off..because..hey man! why give such a huge box when the thing's so damn small?! and..now i can't bear to throw the box away because it's so nice..but yet i have no use for it! sigh...

120GB Baracuda USB Hard Drive

the very nice black box
so..the conclusion of this story...i'm a sucker for packaging!

and..the computer heads!

i can't stand it anymore..i have to blog about my very funny nat hazard grp member! she's the biggest kok on earth..she doesn't intentionally talk rubbish but her kokness is just damn funny. anyway out of the all the sems of doing proj work..i think this sem i've been blessed with a very fun project group for geography. dunno if peach will agree...but i've never laughed so much at proj meetings before. ok...at least when i compare it to my other proj grp this sem..this one is much more fun!

of course we all know who this is...liang po po! hahahahaha...alright..it's actually peach.. if i were in my evil mood, i'd post the pic of her looking like E.T. haha..but nope..i'm in my nice mood today..so this one's up!











then there is fengyi...she has this slightly dazed look 24/7..haha and i realised today everytime when she open her mouth to speak..everyone else will speak at the same time...so in the end no one's listening to her! so tragic!








then..my sec 3 and 4 classmate..the blur kok iris! she's the reason why we're doing the proj together. because peach and i were late for our first tut..and everyone else had already formed their groups by the time we got there :s but luckily iris didn't have enough people yet..so we quickly chiong and choped her and gwen!






lastly..gwen..this is the kok of the group! just by the look of her photo you know what a kok she is already! her deafness is just freaking funny...this is why..

one day during tut...

me: aye! you look like my friend donna!
gwen: huh?! i look like madonna?!??!!

after that she got stuck with the nickname madonna..and the best part of it all..when she emailed us the other day...she signed off as madonna! peach and i laughed like hell!

today...

me: ok bye madonna! by the way i love your new single!
gwen: ok bye bye! huh what?! where is my bicycle?!?! what bicycle?!?!?

omg...peach and i couldn't stop laughing at her after that!

oh..we met benson outside the lib today...for once he does not look like an ah beng because he cut his hair

me: benson! aye..you cut your hair?
benson: aye! ya ya..nice or not?
me: not bad...you don't look beng anymore...
benson: (to peach) aye!...my hair nice or not?
peach: ya ya nice...you look like a butch now!
benson: !!!!!!!!!!!!!! yar now i'm becoming bisexual...
me: erm.......butch does not apply for guys.....

and there were more....

another of the original member of the study camp appeared tonight...EAYY...speaking of which...PETER LEE where the hell are you?! why are you not studying with us??

eayy: "aye one day..let's study until morning then we go to brekos for breakfast la!"
me: "siao! go yourself ah!"

eayy is mad..forever talking about going for breakfast...breakfast is a meal that does not exist in my life.hah!



eee..kua teo gui!

yet another new member....
















didn't manage to take photos of the rest who were here just now..but..i'll take their pics tmr night

Study Camp Sem 1, 2005

exams are about a month and a half away...and it may sound a little crazy to be part of the study camp now because it's really the rush-essays-till-you-collapse period...but..yes i'm part of the study camp, because...one really needs company while going through this torturous and traumatic experience..haha ok i'm exaggerating la. study camp started last night...

and i would like to announce the new member of the study camp....

















wally: "you don't tell me when you are taking..so that i will look more natural..."
me: "i took already!"
wally: "huh!"
me: hahahhaa
wally: " ah ok la...looks natural enough"
hahhahahaha

and the other members who turned up last night...


















2200 - on the phone...
meems: "hiiii!! i will be coming in 45 mins time..is it ok??"
me: "ok sure! see ya later!!"
2300 - meems not here yet..ok take a short nap....zzzzz
2330 - aye?? why not here yet..ok never mind..continue sleeping
2345 ....
meems: " hiiii!! i'm reaching in 5mins!!"
me: " ok! see ya downstairs!"
2350 - there's a freaking whale waiting for me at the foyer..and meems is sitting in it! everybod please check out her whale...sorry ...i mean SPACESHIP!
and meems...u are rip van winkle la

and....

this is supposed to be me..and i wasn't chatting..i was doing my work!

ok..time to start on my feature storyyyyyyyy......

p.s. hobbit...is the end of the end for real this time round? and my beginning hasn't even started.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY XING!

splendid...just spent the entire night playing with my new gadget...

nokia 6230i

the black one of course! because..black is my fav colour! for those who don't know that...haiz...
anyway...i spent the entire night figuring out how to use the nokia pc suite and how to store mp3s, photos and what nots into the memory card of the hp..why? because i refuse be a slave of technology! i will never let them rule over me...i must always figure out how to use any tech stuff! hah! i like to be tech savvy..and not succumb to society's stereotyping of females as tech idiots...bladee blah blah blah...

i'm utterly sad that my panasonic x70 died on me :(

i waited for a whole yr to buy it...because i saw it in the business times in jan 2003 and i finally got it in dec 2005..but alas...it didn't last for 2 yrs :( (and i'm still paying for tt stupid starhub plan......bah!) and my dad can't stop calculating how the phone cost him a thousand bucks in all and it didn't even last for 2 yrs...eh not true lor...it didn't cost a thousand bucks when i bought it..he just happily add the subscription and phone bills and everything...and the even sadder part is that i'm a super big panasonic fan..because of the clam shell phones..but the sms-ing kills..and the phone has too many probs..sobz

............................

last sat was xing's 21st bday..and she held it at park lane service apartment.very nice place! but a little small for a huge party though! we the gluttons wiped out her entire buffet table..only after everyone stopped eating of course..haha..and then we hung ard until about 2 before mel, jin, hobz and i headed to mustafa. i got to drive mel's saab...woohoo..it was so nice! but driving to mustafa in the night's kinda scary man! we circled the whole place a few times before parking a street away from mustafa. we spent i dunno how long in that dusty place..and finally left with some kok purchases... then headed to geylang for tao huay...

guess who we saw there? zhang yao dong aka mj again...sianz...forever seeing him
we pretended that we didn't notice him..but the tao huay auntie spoilt it for us...

auntie to zyd(in chinese): wa! u're the actor right?! i keep thinking how come u are so familiar! now i remember that i saw u on tv!
zyd: heh heh heh
us (behind him) : *snigger*

then the auntie walks towards our table..and while i am still laughing at the kok thing she did...she taps me on the shoulder and went

auntie: ni hou mian zuo ge ming xing leh!!! (there's a star behind u!)
me: errr...orh...hur hur...
auntie: ming xing leh! ni zhi dao mah??
me: *nod nod* ah..zhi dao...

then she turns to walk away...and i turn to mel and make one of my kok faces...and then wah lau the auntie turns ard and catches me making the stupid face...sianz -_-"

anyway...on the way to my home after tt ...mel drove over i shan't say what..but it was yucky..so we headed to the car wash to get her car cleaned up...and then guess what? the name of the car wash was..."wash and run" -_-"

so we sat in the car while the people gave the car a foam wash..which was quite exciting...coz i haven't been in one for the longes time ever..hahaha...in the car

jin: aye...won't the water leak into the car??
mel and i: errr........!!!!
mel: eh then how do u think i normally wash my car??
jin: errr....oh ya ah...
us: hahahahhaha..kok!

while waiting for the man to finish cleaning the car...

mel: ah faa...shld i pee at ur house or here ah???
me (stonning): hmm..i dunno man...i think u better ask the man??
mel: ............??????
me:.......errr.......
mel:........hahahhahahahahah!!! what the hell?! i asked if i shld pee at ur house or here?!??!!
me: HAHAHAHHA...shit! i thought u asked if u shld pay here or at the counter!!
mel:............!!!!u better blog about this!!

ok...yes..so here it is! heh....ok shit...1am..i have to start on my olympics essay..booohooo

shattered

what good would hoping be if all it brings are false hopes?
what good would believing be, if all it brings are disappointments?
and what good would praying bring, if all it brings are unanswered prayers?
it should not have been this hard
it should have brought bliss
but all it brought was hardship, a broken heart and buckets full of tears.

yayyy the mid-term break's over! i didn't do much..but party-ed a lot instead...yayyyy..now i am in deep shit! :( ok never mind..i'll buck up in the following weeks..sigh losing momentum already..and almost running out of breath. i always give up during half sem! argh! now what i did from thurs onwards....

thurs was elaine's retrocious party at olive ristorante in labrador park! the place is as spooky as ever..and nope we didn't go for any adventure walks this time round. pete the kok didn't know that it was the same place as the one we went to the other time with ben and wally...and he was among the first to reach labrador park. and what did he msg me?? "omg! it's the same place that we went to the other time!" hahaha! i bet u were "not scared" pete...u were so "brave"..still want to go for a walk up that nice dark path! anyway the party was fun..coz at least most of the people bothered to dress up! and after tt we went club hopping for like 3 hours..by the time we settled down in Happy..all of us were stoned already! but the bday girl was still full of energy!..she's mad. hahahaha..kidding! and then hobz stayed over at my place.

after 3 hrs of sleep that night..i woke up for a proj meeting that lasted for 3 hours..omg! totally drained. and then i rushed back to the hostel to change..when i entered my room..this euradian who was sitting on my bed shouted in the most out of tune chinese to me..."oh! lao puo! ni hui lai la?!" hahahhaha!!! anyway then i met ff in town to shop! i bought a top from inc. (one of my fav shops!) which i wore later in the night. heh! then from town i rushed to ikea and cold storage to buy stuff for cootie's bday present..back to my room to put them nicely in the box...meet viv..then bathe and changed and rushed to dxo for hil's pageant preview...

dear hilly...although u didn't win the miss bikini award...in our hearts you are the hottest and the best!

then us girls went to en lounge again for sheesha..ok..everybody must try taking 10 puffs of the sheesha at one go...you'll go high immediately after that! the look on peach's face after 10 puffs was just worth a million bucks...kunies started playing an invisible flute..and meems started hitting my leg! it was absolutely hilarious! but then yj's the champ..after 25 puffs..she was still sane! haha..we worship the ground you walk on OH-GREAT-CANNOT-GET-HIGH-YJ! hahaha

and after tt i met cootie to celebrate his bday for him!

now..the weekend was spent lazing in bed for the entire sat and then dinner in town with my sisters! my sis got her first pay so she treated us to dinner at jack's place..and she's paying for my birks! woohoo! then after tt we walked ard town and she bought a skirt from fcuk..while ff bought some tops from mango and a skirt from p.o.a.(another of my fav shops!) i must say..ff has been having a time of life coz she's been shopping for the past 3 days..and she spends every other hour trying on her new clothes or admiring her loot!

concussed for the entire sunday except for the 4 hrs that i was up for lunch and to watch sch of rock and peter pan...and i'm suffering from extreme muscle ache :(

was extremely independent this weekend..i travelled home and back to the hostel on my own! what a good girl i am! the truth is...my parents had to attend wedding dinners for both nights..so i had no one to fetch me back :(

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY COOTIE!

yup..and i am 2 days late for this entry! haha...well..HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOTIE! a lot of things to say...but then..i think you know what i want to say.... haha! hope you had a great time!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ELAINE!

ok..i am like 4 days late with this entry...but who cares? HAPPY BIRTHDAY still! you will forever be the ah mah/ah soh kok friend of ours. we will always remember ur "wah! wah! wah!" hand actions and how u hold the tissue paper in ur hand..and of course how you flagged for the cab at the taxi stand! hahaha..your knack for picking up things that no one else in the world will think of doing (for example..gamelan!) is just extremely amusing and amazing. your different taste in music is cool but absolutely drives us rnb lovers nuts in the car. your pinches and whacks are absolutely not fun..but when accompanied with your famous "u suck la!" is really quite funny! teh pengs and pratas at fong seng with ah kiong were fun and are greatly missed coz we haven't really gone there much this sem...but also it's coz by the time ur classes end i'm either napping or already dead from hunger (but then again..everything's nicer at wally's fav prata place..so maybe we shld switch instead? haha!). our chats about our fav people are just the best and i do not influence u, u idiot! haha...alright...a lot more rubbish about you..but i'm lazy to list already..you know what they are...and when u finally remember..we'll have that sleepover that we've been talking about for ages! once again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

p.s. other than the big beetle that scared the hell out of us..your flora and fauna party was great! and i wish i had a pic of u in that wig!

You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive

4am chatters with gross friend hobz

saltz says:
aye do u think my shit tmr will be orange? coz i eat cheeseballs and super rings?

saltz says:
hahahaha

Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
no but u smell ur shit

Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
damn smelly

saltz says:
firstly...whose shit is not smelly?

saltz says:
secondly....who the hell smells their own shit?!?!??!!

Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
eh soemtimes shit isnt as smelly as other days what Ahahaha

saltz says:
..............only u will take note of such things!

Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
pout

Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
i observant lor

saltz says:
u are just gross lor....

ok..peach says tt we talk rubbish at 430 am...but then..who talks about serious stuff at 430 am?! alright...here's some serious stuff regarding the consumption patterns in urban environment..about how the exclusive, style-oriented and distinctive consumption pattern evolved in urban environments during the 1980s...

"Firstly, the post-war 'baby-boomer' generation was characterised by an accent on exploration of self-awareness. During the late 1960s this was achieved through the widespread adoption of a number of counter-cultural movements......failure of these movements to deliver such self-awareness and freedom led to this urge being satisfied through the pursuit of individualised patterns of consumption."

"Second, the polarisation of economic opportunity and income....created with them a number of jobs at the upper end of the spectrum that did not carry with them any inherent social status. This missing social status had to be constructed. Again consumption was the mechanism through which this was achieved."

my take on this reasoning..."eh! what rubbish la......???"haha...sorry..like very shallow...but then it's really 430am..and that was the only thing that went through my head...if not i'd have more to say to tt...people sure know how to reason out their bad consumption habits eh??



tmr...my conclusion on why there's an increasing amount of people who refuse to commit..

around singapore in 4 hours

thanks to the kok elaine ...we travelled great distances to find for her pinata. first up was great world city...dunno whoooo told her that they have really cheap pinatas there..so i travelled to clementi to meet her..and then we headed down to tiong bahru where we took a bus to great world city. on the train to tiong bahru..we called peach....

me:where are u now?
peach: national library...where are u all going?
me: to great world city...
peach: for what? oh..to buy the pin..pin..piTANA is it?
me: hahahhaa
elaine: u suck la! pinata la! not pitana la!

haha..anyway...when we got there..wah lau..the shop only had 4 pinatas. soccer ball, weird looking dragon, some flat round one and the other i don't even know what the hell is it..

so we replanned our route..and decided to go to town to do our brows first..then to holland v to get the pinata. but first we went to og..and we found a lot of kok stuff there..but then we found out from manda ong tt concourse has the pinata..so we rushed down in a cab..and found like a million there! see...elaine and her great ideas..if we had just stuck with going to concourse first..we wouldn't have wasted our time by going to great world. haha!

while at the cab stand at sommerset...we both keep going over our plan of where to go next..and then it keeps changing each time we go through it...then she says to me...

elaine: you are a scatterMIND la!!!
me:..............???
elaine: aye! i mean scatterBRAIN!
me: hahahhaha i am telling hobz later!
elaine: NO!!!

ok never mind...then when the cab comes...dunno who's the kok who puts out her hand and FLAGS for the cab AT THE TAXI STAND! and immediately withdraws it...then gives me a sheepish look...bursts out laughing and says....

elaine: did you see that?!?!
me: HAHAHAHA of course!! i am telling!!!!!
elaine: NOOOO!!!
me: HAHAHAHA!

we spent like a whole hour buying party stuff at concourse..and hobz and meems came to join us there..then we went crazy buying super rings and cheeseballs and hello panda. we came out of the shop with like 4 big bags full of snack..1 damn ugly parrot pinata that looks just like elaine (kidding!)...some good stuff tt people have to wear tmr..and hordes of sweets to stuff into the parrot.

then we hung ard bk while waiting for meem's dad to arrive..and headed to purvis st for dinner with her dad. and during dinner....

hobz: (picking at the plate of kailan) aye..what is this?!
me: ikan bilis la!
hobz: are u sure?! it looks like a worm!
me: (stares at it)...errr....yar ah..there's no ikan bilis in the veg...errr....
meem's dad: it's ok..it's just a caterpillar
us: arghhhh!!!!!!!!!
elaine: *gag gag gag* yucks! i'm damn digusted! (opens her mouth and shows me the half chewed kailan!)
me: yuuccckkk!!!

after we complained..they gave us back a larger plate of kailan..but we bet they bluffed us that they cooked a new plate by just adding more veg to the one tt we ate halfway! and after dinner...the kok and i head back to town AGAIN..where we met mel pang to get some kok wig...that she intends to wear tmr..haha..i can't wait to see!

yayy it's 1230pm and my day is just about to start..what a pig i am indeed! i lazed on my bed for two whole hours before finally getting out of it, and then i had a very good brunch of beef and mushroom pie and a cuppa hot lipton tea. talk about enjoying life...hur hur

now..what i really want to talk about in this entry...is the beef and mushroom pie...and of course the rest of the pastry that we got last night. right now i'm wondering if ck had tears in his eyes while he ate his and whether he slapped himself to see if he was in a dream. hahaha...this pie is not any ordinary pie(ok la..i'm definitely exaggerating)..it's a pie from pregos that we got for a very good price last night..and we couldn't stop thinkin about the time when we would be able to sink our teeths into them the following morning.

anyway...had dinner with kenny and ck, at ck's aunt's place again. and this time round i had this burger called..erm...haha i forgot. anyway the beef patty was very good! and kenny had creamy grilled dory..or something like that la. and then because the old man ck forgot about our dinner appt..he had to treat the both of us to a smoothie each. heh heh. and.."taufik"works in ck's aunt's cafe...

me: aye...taufik's working here!
ck: ya! that's what i thought when i saw him...he's new
me: oh ya..never see him the last time...
.....
me:wow..taufik's really dilligent man...he's been working like super hard the whole night
ck: what to do? his records aren't selling well....
me: -_-"

then after tt..kenny drove us to pregos where we had our dessert.. the three of us shared...one tiramisu, one redbean/green tea/coffee cake, one chocolate mousse thing, and one fruit tart...wah lau..it was damn good. and then i bought one tiramisu and one of tt redbean/green tea/coffee cake for cootie..and he too agreed it's good! anyway..the tiramisu is a must try...it looks like the driest thing ever on earth..but when u bite it...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok..go try yourselves!

ok anyway that's not the highlight of the dessert session...the highlight of tt whole session..was when tears started forming in ck's eyes...HAHAHAHAH!!

me: omg...are those tears in ur eyes???
kenny: hahahaha!!!!!
ck: i really hate eating cakes! but this is really super good! i've never tasted such good cakes before! i feel like i have just had the best food in my life!! *tears forming in his eyes*
me: hahahahha..you are mad!!
ck: have you ever had that feeling when you know you just had super good food, and you know that you are satisfied then it's time to stop?!
me: errm...yes ....
ck: exactly how i'm feeling now! but i can't stop!!!
me and kenny: errrr.....hahhahaha...SIAO!

....in the lift..still going on about how good the cakes were...
ck: wahhh it's reallly super good...how do people make such good cakes???
both of us: *silence* hahahhaha!!

yes...if u want to experience what ck went through..go and try the cakes..if you don't agree with us...then you are mad..but if you think that you need to beat someone up coz you think we have wasted your time..go find ck. hahaha

!!! taufik's 'back up against the wall' is playing on the radio!!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you

-kelly clarkson-

i'm up early today! not because i really want to...but because i've got a test later at 4pm to study for. i came out of the shower just now, to find someone knocking extremely eagerly at my door and saying something...so i tried to put on my clothes as fast as possible..and who knows the person presses the transponder.. unlocks my door... and opens it! ARGH! but...heng ah! i always chain my door! heh heh! anyway it turned out to be the cleaner (female of course!). i collected my two toilet rolls and dismissed her..haha ok tt sounded so rude. alright..i told her politely that i didn't need to have my toilet cleaned..and collected the toilet rolls and said bye.

booooo...physics test yesterday was a major flop..but aiya whatever..i could barely keep my eyes open. yesterday was hell..i couldn't stay awake at all. and then i had to be chosen as a debator in geog tut! and the guy b4 me said all my points! :S so i just blabbed some rubbish and the judges said i wasn't sure what i was talking about. DUH! i wasn't even paying attention throughout the whole tut...and my points were stolen by someone else..you think i would be alert enough to think up some good points in the 1 min that i had there?

alright i better go back to my media writing.....

"writing is physically difficult because it requires the writer to maintain a stationary position and concentrate for a long time. writing is mentally difficult because of the effort it takes to know a subject well enough and to think clearly enough to put one's thoughts about the subject down on paper........."

my response to this...absolutely correct! it cannot be better said!

dear hobz...yes yakking again soon! haha yar...i will help you once i've helped myself.

to my ff sister...ehhhh...show me the money! i paid for your birks!

once again, i'm sitting in my media writing tutorial and blogging. but this time round, i'm not, not paying attention...i'm waiting for jin to finish with her interview so that we can eat. haha..our tut lasted for 10 mins only...yes...our 2 hr tut lasted for only TEN MINUTES. can u believe it? mondays are just so exciting..we just look forward to having our cooking lessons with betty crocker and admiring our fave *blink blink*, *shake shake* babe at 2pm.

anyway...life's been alright..other than the tremendous amount of work that i have..i think everything else is pretty ok...or so i hope. oh yes..i have a major problem. i can't stop sleeping. maybe's it's my room..but i really think my timing's all screwed up. next week's the long awaited mid term break...argh! half the sem's gone again! what the hell! time's passing too quickly! and there're gonna be some fun stuff next week. i'll update when they happen.

for now..i'm off to fill my very empty tummy.

is this the end, or the start of a new beginning?

i wish to one day, stand infront of all of you, and laugh a hearty laugh at what i've become, and what you've all become.to laugh at the wrong decision you made back then. to laugh at your stupidity. to how you didn't see everything. to how you were blinded. to how much more worse you were than i was. to just laugh, that hearty laugh.

and....the birthday girl!

the clown for the night...and a special appearance by "desmond" from the electrico...

willy wonka, willy wonka...the amazing chocolatier! willy wonka, willy wonka...everybody give a cheer!

weishu- the big kid..hahah...peach and her onlhy friend...us firechiefs rock!....the top hatters!

....and Manda's 21st at Bobby Rubinos...

manda's 21st...

and of course the birthday girl!

even more...1st row:1a10, all time mahjong winner(wally) and the winner wanabe(pete)!!, mahjong kakis...alright..when we started going bonkas and playing with the party packs..can u spot the non-spontaneous one who refused to wear the party hat!?

more groupings..1st row: waterside campers, the guys, study camp!..2nd row:morning car riders, nus arts, non-nus-arts(haha)...3rd row:pageant participants, sim rmit, cjc 1st 3 mths!...

errr...oops..wally got cut off...

groupings.....from left to right... 1st row: t3 without crasher hobz, t3 and spouses,everybody!..2nd row: sim n smu, nus, couples..3rd row: westerners & part westerner, easterners, northerners & northwesterners(???)....

PHOTOS TIME!!!!!..Meem's 21st at the Carnivore...

check out the retro kok in the photo on the right at the bottom...

ok..this is the passageway to my room...that's the door (right infront), the towel rack (on the right), and the cupboard(on the left). as for the clothes hanging above the door...i just handwashed my clothes then...handwashing is disgusting!! ok..but anyway...i managed to prop the cleaning stick between the walls and hung my clothes on them..am i brilliant or what?! hah!




this is what's opposite the door. my small little desk, bookshelf..my ikea lamp..that's finally at the table and not some weird place in the room...and the big window..but since the day i moved in...i've never drawn the blinds b4.









my bed! the other place that i spend most of my time at ...other than the desk. haha. i love pgp beds...they are very hard...but super comfortable!










the full length mirror..and the door to my very own toilet...yes...i have my own toilet..in my room.hohoho











my toilet! i am proud to say that i wash it myself everyweek...trust me..washing toilet sucks...i've never washed a toilet b4..i think in pri sch we used to have toilet duty..where part of a class has to go and wash the toilet..but i don't remember ever having to do it!








and the highlight of my room.......my BIG DAIKIN AIRCON!!now i can't imagine life without it... it'd be horrendous. no more sleeping on the tiled floor...no more finding for locations in the room where it's the coolest...no more changing the fan to the highest speed and still not getting any form of wind. no more squeezing in the library with other ppl for the air con. i can get cool in the comfort of my own room.




ok..thanks to my old bean who's paying the $1***.50 bill...i can finally live in peace and comfort in hall. so...i have to study very hard..since i cannot use the excuse tt..my room is so hot i can't concentrate anymore. i mean..of course i can say...my room is so comfortable ..i can't stop sleeping...therefore i don't feel like studying...but do u think i am stupid? if i say that..i'll have to go back to to sleeping on the floor.

ok enough...time to sleep...i shall TRY to wake up early tmr!

it's friday night..i'm sitting in my hostel, watching tv and eating toblerone. so far i've already consumed "mountain"-T-O-B-L-E ....so R-O-N-E-"Mountain" is what's left. and if i finish it, it just means fattiness and pimples galore!

this week has been anything but relaxing or easy or un-suay. first..i had a mountain of homework to hand up for almost every module, and i just spent the last 6 hours doing up my proj presentation for nat hazard..and i'm proud to announce..i'm officially done! (only after editting the first crappy copy that i sent to my grp members).

secondly...i've been sleeping at 4am everynight since monday night..and last night i slept at 6am. want to know what's even more sickening? the next morning i either have to wake up at 7 or 8am ...or some smarty pants has to sms me or call me..and if i don't reply...they aren't satisfied..they have to continue with what they are doing...until i pick up the bloody phone! and once..it was a wrong number! knn!

thirdly...wtf....jin and i are staffwriters for the media writing newsletter! not like it's a degrading post or what..but the rest of the people who got the positions of editors or assistant editors don't deserve it. ok...who am i to say they don't deserve it right? well..

the managing editor..
someone:"how many lecturers are there in the cnm dept for us to interview?"
managing director :"how should i know?! i'm not from cnm!"

..wtf!

another girl...
me: "hey..so what's ur post in the newsletter?"
she:"errr i dunno...some assistant director??".

alright...u all so deserve it.

ok..lastly...my laptop crashed 3 nights ago. thank you. i'm so grateful that it happened. i had to borrow cootie's laptop for 2 nights. call my parents to ask them to drive down with the recovery cds. go to 3 comp centres..2 said they don't do reformatting...1 close. ask nick to help me reformat it. try to configure it to the nus domain and ending up having to reformat it again. spend 2 whole hours in the comp centre when i had a proj due. rush like mad this afternoon to finish my proj.i can't believe my dear acer let me down :( but anyway..it's all new now..and i hope it stays in good condition..n not let ck's words come true.

ok...i tried 2 times to post photos of my hostel room..and twice the entry disappeared...so if this time round it's gone again...means...hard luck...
ok...photos in the next entry.

oh...now i officially have ONE friend in hall. the same friend i've had for the past 3 sems...cootie. he finally got his room...congrats. but this sem our blocks are farrrr apart.

...media writing tut......zzzzzzz

in tut now..and it's freaking boring. betty crocker (courtesy of hil) is making jin and i snooze big time. i thought media writing was supposed to be fun?? argh..all that AP style rubbish is making us drool on the keyboard from utter boredom. to keep myself awake...i started chatting with this dumb friend of mine hobz...and i told her that betty crocker's talking about barney right now...and look what she replied...

saltz says:
omg..my teacher's talking abt barney e dinosaur now!
Low Ebb... says:
if all the rain drops were lemon drops n gum drops oh what a rain that would be
Low Ebb... says:
repeat then chorus
Low Ebb... says:
standing the in the rain with my mouth open wide ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Low Ebb... says:
repeat verse
Low Ebb... says:
hahah done
saltz says:
hahahahhahahahhahahaha
saltz says:
what song is this?!
Low Ebb... says:
a song from barney of course
saltz says:
omg..u are more idiotic than i thought
saltz says:
hahahahha
Low Ebb... says:
ssshhhhhh


haha...i'm showing the whole world hobz! and u were just saying that nothing funny happens to us these days..this is enough to let everyone know how spastic u are..wahahha!

bumped into two acquaintances this week. one called out to me and said hi..and i had a very good impression of the person. another...looked me right in the eye from far away..and upon nearing me...looked at the floor and pretended to check the floor out. splendid. people...i say...people..how splendid they can be. if you want to pretend u didn't see someone...only do it if you haven't already established eye contact before..if not...just go ahead and say hi..to save yourself from looking like a fool.

yes it's the hour when people are grumpy from a whole day of being up and a long night of having done ridiculous homework like sentence diagramming and correcting grammatical and puncuation mistakes in sentences..stuff we did for 6 years in primary school.WONDERBRA..wonderbra...yes that's all i can say about the kind of homework i'm doing these days.

my own behaviours irritating me...i'm not surprised it's irritating you...

interact night

the weekend's here once again! tonight was interact night...

first up..dinner with kenny, ck and clarence. we all piled into kenny's magic van and zoomed off for dinner..with my wonderful directing skills..we went attempted to go to pasir panjang food centre..but ended up making one big round and landing in queensway, where we had claypot rice and dan tong (soup). kenny's magic van is becoming more and more amusing..this time round he took out the floor board...had like a million gadgets in there..the same comfortable couch at the back and superb speakers, bass and subwoofers or whatever u call them. the speakers were the best..with them..phuture was in his van! the whole van just vibrated to the beats of candy shop!

cluster meeting at ten..this sem..i'm an even friendlier clustermate.haha..i put in an effort to be around for the cluster meeting ..and to get to know my neighbours. so now..i have 4 new friends..grace, joyce, peili..and the most interesting name i've ever come across...jucy! ok i wanted to crack some lame joke about her name..but it was kinda rude since it was our first meeting...so now..i have friends in hall! yay! ok..time to start work..yet another party this weekend!

ok..we met one of the most irritating guys from cj just now during our phy lect...and this was the conversation that went on between the whole group of us

pk: hey..u understand or not ah?
big firecracker (dua pao xian!): of course la..AFTERALL it's ONLY physics!
ck: wah..surely lor...
me: aye..isn't he from cjc??
pk: yar...my classmate...
b.f.c: ..yar..we were in the same F-MATHS class...you don't know me?? haven't you seen me before?? I WAS FROM THE STUDENT COUNCIL!
me: (very rudely)yar i saw you before..but don't know you or your name..(turn around and walk off..wtf..so boastful..big deal..i also can say some shit like i am from the band or whatever!)

pk: hey you want to go for tmr's lect with me or not ah??
me: ok ..i don't mind afterall i was sleeping..hah...
b.f.c.: oh don't ask me man...MY ARCHI damn busy la! i sure cannot make it!
me: *mutters*..no one asked you lor...

at the bus stop..

me: hey pk..aren't you going for dinner with us?
ck: *mutters*..don't ask tt sucker..don't ask that sucker..don't ask that sucker!!
pk: i'm very tired leh..i think i'll go home la...
me: really? ah ok..see u tmr then...
b.f.c: wah i also not going lor..i just spent a WHOLE DAY SKETCHING IN ARCHI..damn tired la....
me: aye bye pk!!! (turn around and walk off again!)

wtf man...this guy just sucks..so boastful! and so bhb! spoilt my night!! no one was talking to him and he kept going on and on! why..oh why..do such sickening people exist on this planet???!!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MEEMS!

aww crap..i'm 27 mins late..but anyway..today is the day that the lamest and most kok person on earth...MEL LIM BABA(queen of white).. turns 21! in all my years of being retarded..i never thought i would meet someone more kok than myself..and one who does all sorts of kok moves and dances in public! your imitations of the river, broadway, 'girl walking out of phuture' and i don't know what else dances..lift and staircase act..advertisment recitations is simply the best on earth and never fails to crack everyone up. your ability to be late is of the highest level that no one can attain..and your love for eating without becoming ba-ba is simply amazing. thank you for the never ending (top-down) car rides home and for listening in times of need. let's continue to have movie marathons (NO MORE KILL BILL!!!)..drinking sessions..supper..shisha..en lounge outings..talking rubbish..study camps...fong seng dining sessions..and most importantly..never let the 'AH KIONG' fan club die! hahahaha..once again...HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MEEMS!!



p.s. chicken nut bread!

the princess and her bird!

and so my weekend was spent quarreling with people..it's just that shitty mood and temper and attitude or whatever u wanna call it of mine. amazing how i managed to hold two extremely long arguments with those closest to me in a span of 12 hours..before i slept..and after i woke up. what the hell. of course there was the tears and that long face that i pulled..and then at the end of it all..i have achieved nothing but an even worser mood..and soured relationships...and all these because of the lack of sleep..wtf. so i resolved to be a better person..by taking a huge nap in the afternoon in order and getting rid of that hideous mood

well..thanks to the 'never ending flow of wine + photo taking galore' session at the carnivore...also known as MEEM'S 21st BIRTHDAY PARTY...which i just came back from..i think i've gotten rid of that gross attitude of mine already.so anyway.. after the never ending supply of meat accompanied by wine and champagne...everyone went mad taking photos and goofing around with the party pack! all the different groups that we thought up of to take photos in was just ultimately hilarious. and after the dinner..all of us headed off to taboo..and then quite a number of us were gone after that...not me of course!alright..here's presenting the bday girl! (more photos tmr...!)

yes..obviously she went a bit nuts after consuming the alcohol..and so here she is ..attempting to murder her own cake! HAPPY 2 days in advance 21st BIRTHDAY MEEMS!

in the midst of keeping silent and pretending to be hardworking..while containing my grumpiness during lecture today..i overheard one of us saying that there were a lot of bootlickers in our lecture. and i looked up, gave a smile, and nodded in approval.

but in the car on the way home just now...i started thinking...should these people who are opening their mouths to participate be considered as hardworking..and us who refuse to open our mouths be considered lazy? or ...should we be considered as the normal students..and they as the over enthusiastic boot-lickers?

at the finance planning talk just now..the speaker said something which i think is very true. he said that in life, there are three Ps that we have to let go of..and they are the past, pain, and the people who cause the pain. ok..i don't know how a finance planning talk led to that topic..but anyway...i agree with what he said. he said that in the day we may seem to be able to get on with life..but at night..we will start thinking of all the bad things that happened before and start feeling horrid..and that's exactly what's going on right now. i guess it's really essential to let go of the past..because then the pain would be gone..but..how easy is it to let of the people who cause the pain?

my temper and mood is like shit! i'm extremely grumpy and moody and i snap at anybody at any opportunity..if not i just keep quiet and refuse to answer anyone. argh! this is killing me. i'm so freaking tired :( i have no energy to do anything.

finally got my hostel..it's gonna be a busy weekend..but after this..i can finally settle down and start on my work..finding a place to settle down at, at home is driving me nuts..and having to queue for the internet...plus having all 3 printers down is like fcuk! i can't get any work done!

sigh...i shall go sleep soon..

cigarette smelling fingers and hair..
tired body and mind..
hot, sticky and grumpy...
suffering from absolute fatigue

came back an hour ago from 2 bashes - sim and arts- one of the worst clubbing times ever. felt absolutely tired and sian at both bashes...i think i'm quite past that clubbing stage already. after wally's and ben's pageants were over..my body and mind went into extreme hibernation mode..and the shuttling btw gotham penthouse and club momo and the 200% humidity of the atmosphere sure added to the tiredness and grumpiness. we left at 12 plus..the earliest ever..oh..of course there was tt time at zouk when i left at 11...ha..

eww..me and my stupid ideas and thoughts..thankfully i didn't do what i had in mind. if not the night would have been utterly ruined..and then i'd come home with bad feelings and guilt..and of course not forgetting, feeling like the biggest idiot on earth.

one should always learn from past mistakes...and never commit them again...

and just like that, the first week of school has gone past. soon the sem will be over again. haha..kidding. first week of school was spent stonning in the forum, making a huge attempt to pay attention in lectures ( i did for 3/4 of all lectures!), squeezing in the damn co-op to get my books (i only managed to get one..), printing notes and readings into the wee-hours of the night..lunch and movies in town..and....TRAVELLING. damn..i can't take this travelling anymore man. it's killing me. 3 hours to and fro for a 40 mins lecture..what the hell?! i say..what the hell?! totally unjustified! i need my hostel room NOW! yes..i've been checking my application status at least 3 times a day..for the past week.

"...there should be a feature about the haze in Malaysia on ChannelNewsAsia just before 8 am on Monday morning." a msg from our geog lecturer...yes..i'm sure i will wake up before 8am to catch that feature. i'd really rather read about it in the papers, or just read it from the CNA website...shit..signs of laziness already!

caught charlie and the chocolate factory with charlie himself...ok kidding..with cootie..the movie's good..but not fantastic..yes it's magical and all that jazz..but the very pretty johnny depp's acting was a little disappointing..he lacked that extra wackiness to match the eccentric character of willy wonka..jim carey would have been a better choice for this role.

wedding crashers with meems, manda, kun and jin...only two rows in the cinema were filled, and most of the time, the only sound i heard was meems' laughter...she was laughing like mad woman...and very loudly too! haha..meems u are a kok..but the show was even more kok than u!





nothing else that was extremely happening, happened this week. jam and hop and air lounge on fri with the girls, and some charity concert with kunies at src later...hope it'll end in time for us to catch the fireworks display at marina!


ok...i just found this in my laptop...and i have to post it...this is a pic of the hello kitty phone in peach's room..that i couldn't stop laughing at the first time i saw it. if you know peach...haha...yes you would laugh too. because hello kitty is definitely not her thing! haha..yes yes i know.."IT'S MY SISTER'S LA!"..but..i'm not believing what you say. haha! each time i step into her room..i HAVE to use the phone..because it just amuses me!


9 hours and it'll be the start of an entire new week at school..and yet another week of travelling..boy..am i looking forward to it.

basking in your momentary love...

it's scary when people say some things to me, and i find truth in what they are saying. i'm sad that what they say is true. i don't want it to happen, but i guess there's no stopping it.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide


collide - howie day

people change unknowingly with their surrounding environment....

time will tell....

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

travelling's insane. hot like hell. many new faces. lecture was ok. i'm year 3 now. SHOCK..SHOCK..HORROR..HORROR!

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again

the first cut is the deepest - sheryl crow

sandpaper-ish throat.leaky nose.blocked ears.head in a cloud.i've successfully contracted the cold from xing and sy. yay :( for the whole of yesterday evening and night.. i couldn't hear half of what people were saying to me, i didn't exactly know what was going on, and i can't really remember the people who were introduced to me.i was in a daze! but of course as usual..i'd smile and nod like as though i knew what was going on just to be polite...hahaha! thankfully watsons was still open at 9 plus and i managed to get the flu tablets..if not..the rest of my night would have gone down the drain.

i had a romantic dinner of beef noodles, some veg dish and a nice glass of barley at crystal jade, by the fountain of wealth whilst watching fireworks last night...awwww...how sweet...until i looked at my dinner date..and opposite me was peach..then i spat out all my food! HAHAHAHA!!! kidding la. so anyway..yes we had a very good seat outside crystal jade albeit next to the cleaning area -_-" where we managed to catch the entire 10-15 mins worth of fireworks display which was happening at marina bay.

last night was peach's first saturday off in donkey kong years...so meems, hobz and i being the nice friends we were..hung out with her..and gave her a taste of what a wonderful saturday night of chilling out with friends was like..haha crap.

we wanted to try the sheesha at arab street..but when we got there..the woman was a total bitch, and they didn't tell us that we had to wait 40 mins for it.after our 2 bucks teh peng (so bloody expensive!)arrived..we swallowed it down, cancelled our sheesha order, and headed off to our fav en lounge instead! 15 bucks for air con, nice red couches, plasma tv with mtv to watch and good service is much better than 8 bucks of crap! we also ordered two en-specials : cookies and cream and double choc..which were extremely yummy! then after tt bak kut teh at ms! and that was how my wonderful sat night went!

oh! we pulled a mercedes a class ad stunt on hobz! we were waiting at esplanade for chan, when hobz got out of the car to take photos of the durains...and when she tried to get into the car..meems drove off..haha..peach, meems and i laughed until we almost died in the car n hobz laughed like an idiot to herself on the street. and when she finally caught up with us..and tried to reach for the door...we meems drove off again!! hahahaha!!

argh!! sch tmr!! boohooo...

all my modules for the coming sem's up

GE2204 - cities in transition
GE3231 - natural hazards
NM2220 - media writing
LAB 2210 - bahasa indonesia level 2
PC1323 - great ideas in comtemporary physics

i just checked the ivle...lecture notes, reading lists, media files, emails about project outlines and tons of other work are already up. omg! i feel the stress setting in already. only 4 words can describe this sem...work hard or die! one and a half days to the start of school...freedom and slacking..goodbye.

dear peach..i bet you are elated that tim bunell's the co-lecturer for cities..stop stalking him!

while i wait for my flen to feeneese his nehdels i'll blog abt something tt has been repeating in my head since tues....

"..........sembilan sembilan sembilan" ok..that means 999 in malay. i was in the mrt the other day and the announcement about the suspicious items came on in malay. and i only caught the last part...so of course i know it means "dial 999". which got me thinking...in english, 9 is just one syllable..but in malay it's 3!! can u imagine in an emergency..like let's say a robbery...we can just shout..."somebody call 999!!!"...but if we were to say it in malay it's "seseorang panggil (ok this is definitely not correct..but anyway..) sembilan sembilan sembilan!"...seriously..by the time u reach "...sembi..." the robber wld have ran away already!!

....which again got me thinking...crazy..why do numbers in malay have so many syllables?!...satu, dua, tiga, empat, lima, enam, tujuh, delapan, sembilan, sepuluh! ok..have u tried counting in malay before?? let's say you wanna say one thousand four hundred fifty nine..that would be 9 syllables in english..in malay it would be seribu empat ratus lima pulu sembilan..14 syllables! crazy isn't it?! seriously...if you are very free..go challenge urself by taking malay or bahasa indonesia...u may think it's chicken feet...but wait till you reach the numbers and time lesson...major headache! and..i'm gonna take level 2 bahasa indonesia...as excited as i am about taking it...i am definitely afraid too!

i finally drove alone today...after so long!! :( ok i shan't say where i drove to..so pathetic..haha.. kunies is officially my first passenger! hmm..maybe i can get to drive to school..yea ..fat hope!

movies at elias road again! kill bill and kill bill 2 this time round with meems, kun and hobz. oh man...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. quentin tarantino shows are different, and it's good to catch a show that's out of the norm once in a while.. but...two films by him..my god..cannot take it...tooo boring already. i can't take the gore! but wouldn't mind watching reservoir dogs one day.

then off to town..and we got free passes at to land of the dead at galilee and friends! yay! in return for the free passes..i shall help to encourage more ppl to go there...for breaded mosarella cheesesticks and chicky chunks of course! haha!

joke of the day...
sis: eh i want to use the toilet leh
me: go la...no one's in there anymore
mom: got what...ur friend...boxer is still in there
me: erm...who's boxer???
mom: errrr..the one in green...oh no..what's her name ah? boxer right???
me:...........HOBDAY LA!!!!

hobz thinks my entry's boring and she's been blogging for the past hour but is not done yet..so i shall give a leetle more details about last night.haha

timothy thought hil was indian when he first heard her name..and then when he met her..he insisted she was indian, and kept saying.."for an indian she's quite succesful in dressing like a chinese". haha..wth. then in zouk...his friends said "oh tt girl is quite hot ah"..and he said.."oh she's an indian"..and all of them got a shock and they immediately went" no no no!! we are not interested already!" and they ran off! hahahaha!! erm..hil..haha...sorry no can helpch u

i asked this fella last night..so are u interested in my friend? and he replied in a smug manner..."i think you should ask ur friend if she's interested in me more like it. as for me..it's for me to know and for you to find out." this is what i have to say to him..haha..my friend says you are yucks...and omg..i have never met anyone more sucky than you..so go fly kite.

hobz and i were dancing together when her friend shaun asked..."can i be in the middle?"hahahahaha!! i laughed until i couldn't breathe! and then he tried to get his friend to dance with someone...but she kept running away from him! hahahahah!! so he started telling me how.. erm.. no Bs his friend was....ok i really didn't catch what he was saying..so..to be polite i just laughed..hur hur

and then this person who went with us to zouk..tried to get fresh with someone..yuck pervert! so we formed our protective circle..and when he couldn't get through it he went off to god knows where..and we couldn't be bothered to find out..and we left zouk without bothering too. haha. we also saw someone in zouk..holding the hands of this girl who waved to me..and i waved back coz i thought it was the guy's gf(and also because i'm friendly..duh!)..but then when we took a second look...omg! who the hell is that?! tsk..guys....

then there was another girl who started this conversation with me and stopped me from going to the bar..and after like 5 mins she asked me..."where's esther?" and i asked her.."who is esther?!" then she said.."omg! u're not with us?!" so i replied..."no!"HAHAHA...wtf...why the hell did i even talk to her?!

ok last story..i met kelvin fu at zouk (he asked abt u jin!)..and from far..he pointed to me and said "hey!!!"..then walked over and said.. "you are ...errm...ok..wait i remember...xiu hua right?!"...O_O"...XIU HUA?!?! that is even worse than my name!!

hobz..detailed enough?!

comedy night

cjc band investiture last night..i was late as usual. haha but anyway no loss..so boring..sit there and watch them give out the badges and say their thank you speeches blah blah blah. but what amused me was how united the band is right now. we used to have cliques in the band..and we secretly cursed each other. haha..time sure flew by..4 years ago my batch was the first to have the investiture..and fortunately...i did not have to address the band when i stepped down, unlike the poor fella last night...yuck..hate to do this kind of stupid things!

what was supposed to be a boring night in zouk turned out to be one of the best times in zouk ever. it was comedy night in zouk. so many things happened that i couldn't stop laughing...and am still suffering from the laughing syndrome now.

i think phuture changed some of their bartenders..they are much nicer and friendlier now..haha..and there was one who doubled up as an entertainer and performed some monk act that made me laugh till i ended up squatting on the floor!

talked to someone whom i would normally pretend i don't know and found out that he's actually not that bad after all...met a few pri sch friends who couldn't recognise me...and made a number of new friends. and of course..hobz and i spent the entire night laughing at naughty friends..we were the only sober ones..the pics can prove that point!

due to certain reasons..i can't reveal more about last night...but..if u really want to know..go read hobz blog...hahahaha

yay! my tagboard is working again!

is it possible to cut ur hair long?? coz that's what i did today..the length of my hair is longer than before i cut my hair..yes...i finally did my hair today after procrastinating for 3 months. i have long hair again..for the sake of my grades for next sem...i better listen to mdm indra's advice! it took me four and a half long hours to get my hair done..thank god for the handphone..because it was what kept me occupied for those torturous hours and the nice short visit by meems and kuns! throughout the entire process i transformed from bob marley BOOM hair to cocker spaniel to sadako to alien and finally ending up as a peanut m&m with long straight hair!i would have taken some pics of the entire process and posted them here..but i think it's better i save myself from the embarrassment..so thisis the end result.

i hate my fringe..but i listened to someone and left it at the length where it touches my cheeks.."ur cheeks ah..not above your nose or below your nose...cheeks!" were the exact words of advice(plus a whole 10 mins more of instructions of course).. to which i replied..."errrm....what's the diff? aren't they the same area??"..haha..kok..so anyway yes they are there! but i'm thinking if i should go back to chop them off to till my eyes..heh

eh-nee-way..dinner at galilee and friends with meems and kuns and hobz..errr yes and being an extra at nick's bday dinner..my fav chicky chunks and omg...everybody pls go there and try the breaded mozarella cheese sticks! if you love cheese...this is the thing for u! caught crash with cootie after that. erm i would love to talk about the show..but after reading cootie's whole entry about crash..i think i shall just save my energy.

zouk tmr..it's been a long time! so sad...kun jin n meems cannot go :( but luckily there's hobz to liquor to...hahahha!!

en lounge and m.o.s