PHOTOS TIME!!!!!..Meem's 21st at the Carnivore...

check out the retro kok in the photo on the right at the bottom...

ok..this is the passageway to my room...that's the door (right infront), the towel rack (on the right), and the cupboard(on the left). as for the clothes hanging above the door...i just handwashed my clothes then...handwashing is disgusting!! ok..but anyway...i managed to prop the cleaning stick between the walls and hung my clothes on them..am i brilliant or what?! hah!




this is what's opposite the door. my small little desk, bookshelf..my ikea lamp..that's finally at the table and not some weird place in the room...and the big window..but since the day i moved in...i've never drawn the blinds b4.









my bed! the other place that i spend most of my time at ...other than the desk. haha. i love pgp beds...they are very hard...but super comfortable!










the full length mirror..and the door to my very own toilet...yes...i have my own toilet..in my room.hohoho











my toilet! i am proud to say that i wash it myself everyweek...trust me..washing toilet sucks...i've never washed a toilet b4..i think in pri sch we used to have toilet duty..where part of a class has to go and wash the toilet..but i don't remember ever having to do it!








and the highlight of my room.......my BIG DAIKIN AIRCON!!now i can't imagine life without it... it'd be horrendous. no more sleeping on the tiled floor...no more finding for locations in the room where it's the coolest...no more changing the fan to the highest speed and still not getting any form of wind. no more squeezing in the library with other ppl for the air con. i can get cool in the comfort of my own room.




ok..thanks to my old bean who's paying the $1***.50 bill...i can finally live in peace and comfort in hall. so...i have to study very hard..since i cannot use the excuse tt..my room is so hot i can't concentrate anymore. i mean..of course i can say...my room is so comfortable ..i can't stop sleeping...therefore i don't feel like studying...but do u think i am stupid? if i say that..i'll have to go back to to sleeping on the floor.

ok enough...time to sleep...i shall TRY to wake up early tmr!

it's friday night..i'm sitting in my hostel, watching tv and eating toblerone. so far i've already consumed "mountain"-T-O-B-L-E ....so R-O-N-E-"Mountain" is what's left. and if i finish it, it just means fattiness and pimples galore!

this week has been anything but relaxing or easy or un-suay. first..i had a mountain of homework to hand up for almost every module, and i just spent the last 6 hours doing up my proj presentation for nat hazard..and i'm proud to announce..i'm officially done! (only after editting the first crappy copy that i sent to my grp members).

secondly...i've been sleeping at 4am everynight since monday night..and last night i slept at 6am. want to know what's even more sickening? the next morning i either have to wake up at 7 or 8am ...or some smarty pants has to sms me or call me..and if i don't reply...they aren't satisfied..they have to continue with what they are doing...until i pick up the bloody phone! and once..it was a wrong number! knn!

thirdly...wtf....jin and i are staffwriters for the media writing newsletter! not like it's a degrading post or what..but the rest of the people who got the positions of editors or assistant editors don't deserve it. ok...who am i to say they don't deserve it right? well..

the managing editor..
someone:"how many lecturers are there in the cnm dept for us to interview?"
managing director :"how should i know?! i'm not from cnm!"

..wtf!

another girl...
me: "hey..so what's ur post in the newsletter?"
she:"errr i dunno...some assistant director??".

alright...u all so deserve it.

ok..lastly...my laptop crashed 3 nights ago. thank you. i'm so grateful that it happened. i had to borrow cootie's laptop for 2 nights. call my parents to ask them to drive down with the recovery cds. go to 3 comp centres..2 said they don't do reformatting...1 close. ask nick to help me reformat it. try to configure it to the nus domain and ending up having to reformat it again. spend 2 whole hours in the comp centre when i had a proj due. rush like mad this afternoon to finish my proj.i can't believe my dear acer let me down :( but anyway..it's all new now..and i hope it stays in good condition..n not let ck's words come true.

ok...i tried 2 times to post photos of my hostel room..and twice the entry disappeared...so if this time round it's gone again...means...hard luck...
ok...photos in the next entry.

oh...now i officially have ONE friend in hall. the same friend i've had for the past 3 sems...cootie. he finally got his room...congrats. but this sem our blocks are farrrr apart.

...media writing tut......zzzzzzz

in tut now..and it's freaking boring. betty crocker (courtesy of hil) is making jin and i snooze big time. i thought media writing was supposed to be fun?? argh..all that AP style rubbish is making us drool on the keyboard from utter boredom. to keep myself awake...i started chatting with this dumb friend of mine hobz...and i told her that betty crocker's talking about barney right now...and look what she replied...

saltz says:
omg..my teacher's talking abt barney e dinosaur now!
Low Ebb... says:
if all the rain drops were lemon drops n gum drops oh what a rain that would be
Low Ebb... says:
repeat then chorus
Low Ebb... says:
standing the in the rain with my mouth open wide ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Low Ebb... says:
repeat verse
Low Ebb... says:
hahah done
saltz says:
hahahahhahahahhahahaha
saltz says:
what song is this?!
Low Ebb... says:
a song from barney of course
saltz says:
omg..u are more idiotic than i thought
saltz says:
hahahahha
Low Ebb... says:
ssshhhhhh


haha...i'm showing the whole world hobz! and u were just saying that nothing funny happens to us these days..this is enough to let everyone know how spastic u are..wahahha!

bumped into two acquaintances this week. one called out to me and said hi..and i had a very good impression of the person. another...looked me right in the eye from far away..and upon nearing me...looked at the floor and pretended to check the floor out. splendid. people...i say...people..how splendid they can be. if you want to pretend u didn't see someone...only do it if you haven't already established eye contact before..if not...just go ahead and say hi..to save yourself from looking like a fool.

yes it's the hour when people are grumpy from a whole day of being up and a long night of having done ridiculous homework like sentence diagramming and correcting grammatical and puncuation mistakes in sentences..stuff we did for 6 years in primary school.WONDERBRA..wonderbra...yes that's all i can say about the kind of homework i'm doing these days.

my own behaviours irritating me...i'm not surprised it's irritating you...

interact night

the weekend's here once again! tonight was interact night...

first up..dinner with kenny, ck and clarence. we all piled into kenny's magic van and zoomed off for dinner..with my wonderful directing skills..we went attempted to go to pasir panjang food centre..but ended up making one big round and landing in queensway, where we had claypot rice and dan tong (soup). kenny's magic van is becoming more and more amusing..this time round he took out the floor board...had like a million gadgets in there..the same comfortable couch at the back and superb speakers, bass and subwoofers or whatever u call them. the speakers were the best..with them..phuture was in his van! the whole van just vibrated to the beats of candy shop!

cluster meeting at ten..this sem..i'm an even friendlier clustermate.haha..i put in an effort to be around for the cluster meeting ..and to get to know my neighbours. so now..i have 4 new friends..grace, joyce, peili..and the most interesting name i've ever come across...jucy! ok i wanted to crack some lame joke about her name..but it was kinda rude since it was our first meeting...so now..i have friends in hall! yay! ok..time to start work..yet another party this weekend!

ok..we met one of the most irritating guys from cj just now during our phy lect...and this was the conversation that went on between the whole group of us

pk: hey..u understand or not ah?
big firecracker (dua pao xian!): of course la..AFTERALL it's ONLY physics!
ck: wah..surely lor...
me: aye..isn't he from cjc??
pk: yar...my classmate...
b.f.c: ..yar..we were in the same F-MATHS class...you don't know me?? haven't you seen me before?? I WAS FROM THE STUDENT COUNCIL!
me: (very rudely)yar i saw you before..but don't know you or your name..(turn around and walk off..wtf..so boastful..big deal..i also can say some shit like i am from the band or whatever!)

pk: hey you want to go for tmr's lect with me or not ah??
me: ok ..i don't mind afterall i was sleeping..hah...
b.f.c.: oh don't ask me man...MY ARCHI damn busy la! i sure cannot make it!
me: *mutters*..no one asked you lor...

at the bus stop..

me: hey pk..aren't you going for dinner with us?
ck: *mutters*..don't ask tt sucker..don't ask that sucker..don't ask that sucker!!
pk: i'm very tired leh..i think i'll go home la...
me: really? ah ok..see u tmr then...
b.f.c: wah i also not going lor..i just spent a WHOLE DAY SKETCHING IN ARCHI..damn tired la....
me: aye bye pk!!! (turn around and walk off again!)

wtf man...this guy just sucks..so boastful! and so bhb! spoilt my night!! no one was talking to him and he kept going on and on! why..oh why..do such sickening people exist on this planet???!!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MEEMS!

aww crap..i'm 27 mins late..but anyway..today is the day that the lamest and most kok person on earth...MEL LIM BABA(queen of white).. turns 21! in all my years of being retarded..i never thought i would meet someone more kok than myself..and one who does all sorts of kok moves and dances in public! your imitations of the river, broadway, 'girl walking out of phuture' and i don't know what else dances..lift and staircase act..advertisment recitations is simply the best on earth and never fails to crack everyone up. your ability to be late is of the highest level that no one can attain..and your love for eating without becoming ba-ba is simply amazing. thank you for the never ending (top-down) car rides home and for listening in times of need. let's continue to have movie marathons (NO MORE KILL BILL!!!)..drinking sessions..supper..shisha..en lounge outings..talking rubbish..study camps...fong seng dining sessions..and most importantly..never let the 'AH KIONG' fan club die! hahahaha..once again...HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MEEMS!!



p.s. chicken nut bread!

the princess and her bird!

and so my weekend was spent quarreling with people..it's just that shitty mood and temper and attitude or whatever u wanna call it of mine. amazing how i managed to hold two extremely long arguments with those closest to me in a span of 12 hours..before i slept..and after i woke up. what the hell. of course there was the tears and that long face that i pulled..and then at the end of it all..i have achieved nothing but an even worser mood..and soured relationships...and all these because of the lack of sleep..wtf. so i resolved to be a better person..by taking a huge nap in the afternoon in order and getting rid of that hideous mood

well..thanks to the 'never ending flow of wine + photo taking galore' session at the carnivore...also known as MEEM'S 21st BIRTHDAY PARTY...which i just came back from..i think i've gotten rid of that gross attitude of mine already.so anyway.. after the never ending supply of meat accompanied by wine and champagne...everyone went mad taking photos and goofing around with the party pack! all the different groups that we thought up of to take photos in was just ultimately hilarious. and after the dinner..all of us headed off to taboo..and then quite a number of us were gone after that...not me of course!alright..here's presenting the bday girl! (more photos tmr...!)

yes..obviously she went a bit nuts after consuming the alcohol..and so here she is ..attempting to murder her own cake! HAPPY 2 days in advance 21st BIRTHDAY MEEMS!

in the midst of keeping silent and pretending to be hardworking..while containing my grumpiness during lecture today..i overheard one of us saying that there were a lot of bootlickers in our lecture. and i looked up, gave a smile, and nodded in approval.

but in the car on the way home just now...i started thinking...should these people who are opening their mouths to participate be considered as hardworking..and us who refuse to open our mouths be considered lazy? or ...should we be considered as the normal students..and they as the over enthusiastic boot-lickers?

at the finance planning talk just now..the speaker said something which i think is very true. he said that in life, there are three Ps that we have to let go of..and they are the past, pain, and the people who cause the pain. ok..i don't know how a finance planning talk led to that topic..but anyway...i agree with what he said. he said that in the day we may seem to be able to get on with life..but at night..we will start thinking of all the bad things that happened before and start feeling horrid..and that's exactly what's going on right now. i guess it's really essential to let go of the past..because then the pain would be gone..but..how easy is it to let of the people who cause the pain?

my temper and mood is like shit! i'm extremely grumpy and moody and i snap at anybody at any opportunity..if not i just keep quiet and refuse to answer anyone. argh! this is killing me. i'm so freaking tired :( i have no energy to do anything.

finally got my hostel..it's gonna be a busy weekend..but after this..i can finally settle down and start on my work..finding a place to settle down at, at home is driving me nuts..and having to queue for the internet...plus having all 3 printers down is like fcuk! i can't get any work done!

sigh...i shall go sleep soon..

cigarette smelling fingers and hair..
tired body and mind..
hot, sticky and grumpy...
suffering from absolute fatigue

came back an hour ago from 2 bashes - sim and arts- one of the worst clubbing times ever. felt absolutely tired and sian at both bashes...i think i'm quite past that clubbing stage already. after wally's and ben's pageants were over..my body and mind went into extreme hibernation mode..and the shuttling btw gotham penthouse and club momo and the 200% humidity of the atmosphere sure added to the tiredness and grumpiness. we left at 12 plus..the earliest ever..oh..of course there was tt time at zouk when i left at 11...ha..

eww..me and my stupid ideas and thoughts..thankfully i didn't do what i had in mind. if not the night would have been utterly ruined..and then i'd come home with bad feelings and guilt..and of course not forgetting, feeling like the biggest idiot on earth.

one should always learn from past mistakes...and never commit them again...

and just like that, the first week of school has gone past. soon the sem will be over again. haha..kidding. first week of school was spent stonning in the forum, making a huge attempt to pay attention in lectures ( i did for 3/4 of all lectures!), squeezing in the damn co-op to get my books (i only managed to get one..), printing notes and readings into the wee-hours of the night..lunch and movies in town..and....TRAVELLING. damn..i can't take this travelling anymore man. it's killing me. 3 hours to and fro for a 40 mins lecture..what the hell?! i say..what the hell?! totally unjustified! i need my hostel room NOW! yes..i've been checking my application status at least 3 times a day..for the past week.

"...there should be a feature about the haze in Malaysia on ChannelNewsAsia just before 8 am on Monday morning." a msg from our geog lecturer...yes..i'm sure i will wake up before 8am to catch that feature. i'd really rather read about it in the papers, or just read it from the CNA website...shit..signs of laziness already!

caught charlie and the chocolate factory with charlie himself...ok kidding..with cootie..the movie's good..but not fantastic..yes it's magical and all that jazz..but the very pretty johnny depp's acting was a little disappointing..he lacked that extra wackiness to match the eccentric character of willy wonka..jim carey would have been a better choice for this role.

wedding crashers with meems, manda, kun and jin...only two rows in the cinema were filled, and most of the time, the only sound i heard was meems' laughter...she was laughing like mad woman...and very loudly too! haha..meems u are a kok..but the show was even more kok than u!





nothing else that was extremely happening, happened this week. jam and hop and air lounge on fri with the girls, and some charity concert with kunies at src later...hope it'll end in time for us to catch the fireworks display at marina!


ok...i just found this in my laptop...and i have to post it...this is a pic of the hello kitty phone in peach's room..that i couldn't stop laughing at the first time i saw it. if you know peach...haha...yes you would laugh too. because hello kitty is definitely not her thing! haha..yes yes i know.."IT'S MY SISTER'S LA!"..but..i'm not believing what you say. haha! each time i step into her room..i HAVE to use the phone..because it just amuses me!


9 hours and it'll be the start of an entire new week at school..and yet another week of travelling..boy..am i looking forward to it.

basking in your momentary love...

it's scary when people say some things to me, and i find truth in what they are saying. i'm sad that what they say is true. i don't want it to happen, but i guess there's no stopping it.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide


collide - howie day

people change unknowingly with their surrounding environment....

time will tell....

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

travelling's insane. hot like hell. many new faces. lecture was ok. i'm year 3 now. SHOCK..SHOCK..HORROR..HORROR!

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again

the first cut is the deepest - sheryl crow

sandpaper-ish throat.leaky nose.blocked ears.head in a cloud.i've successfully contracted the cold from xing and sy. yay :( for the whole of yesterday evening and night.. i couldn't hear half of what people were saying to me, i didn't exactly know what was going on, and i can't really remember the people who were introduced to me.i was in a daze! but of course as usual..i'd smile and nod like as though i knew what was going on just to be polite...hahaha! thankfully watsons was still open at 9 plus and i managed to get the flu tablets..if not..the rest of my night would have gone down the drain.

i had a romantic dinner of beef noodles, some veg dish and a nice glass of barley at crystal jade, by the fountain of wealth whilst watching fireworks last night...awwww...how sweet...until i looked at my dinner date..and opposite me was peach..then i spat out all my food! HAHAHAHA!!! kidding la. so anyway..yes we had a very good seat outside crystal jade albeit next to the cleaning area -_-" where we managed to catch the entire 10-15 mins worth of fireworks display which was happening at marina bay.

last night was peach's first saturday off in donkey kong years...so meems, hobz and i being the nice friends we were..hung out with her..and gave her a taste of what a wonderful saturday night of chilling out with friends was like..haha crap.

we wanted to try the sheesha at arab street..but when we got there..the woman was a total bitch, and they didn't tell us that we had to wait 40 mins for it.after our 2 bucks teh peng (so bloody expensive!)arrived..we swallowed it down, cancelled our sheesha order, and headed off to our fav en lounge instead! 15 bucks for air con, nice red couches, plasma tv with mtv to watch and good service is much better than 8 bucks of crap! we also ordered two en-specials : cookies and cream and double choc..which were extremely yummy! then after tt bak kut teh at ms! and that was how my wonderful sat night went!

oh! we pulled a mercedes a class ad stunt on hobz! we were waiting at esplanade for chan, when hobz got out of the car to take photos of the durains...and when she tried to get into the car..meems drove off..haha..peach, meems and i laughed until we almost died in the car n hobz laughed like an idiot to herself on the street. and when she finally caught up with us..and tried to reach for the door...we meems drove off again!! hahahaha!!

argh!! sch tmr!! boohooo...

all my modules for the coming sem's up

GE2204 - cities in transition
GE3231 - natural hazards
NM2220 - media writing
LAB 2210 - bahasa indonesia level 2
PC1323 - great ideas in comtemporary physics

i just checked the ivle...lecture notes, reading lists, media files, emails about project outlines and tons of other work are already up. omg! i feel the stress setting in already. only 4 words can describe this sem...work hard or die! one and a half days to the start of school...freedom and slacking..goodbye.

dear peach..i bet you are elated that tim bunell's the co-lecturer for cities..stop stalking him!

while i wait for my flen to feeneese his nehdels i'll blog abt something tt has been repeating in my head since tues....

"..........sembilan sembilan sembilan" ok..that means 999 in malay. i was in the mrt the other day and the announcement about the suspicious items came on in malay. and i only caught the last part...so of course i know it means "dial 999". which got me thinking...in english, 9 is just one syllable..but in malay it's 3!! can u imagine in an emergency..like let's say a robbery...we can just shout..."somebody call 999!!!"...but if we were to say it in malay it's "seseorang panggil (ok this is definitely not correct..but anyway..) sembilan sembilan sembilan!"...seriously..by the time u reach "...sembi..." the robber wld have ran away already!!

....which again got me thinking...crazy..why do numbers in malay have so many syllables?!...satu, dua, tiga, empat, lima, enam, tujuh, delapan, sembilan, sepuluh! ok..have u tried counting in malay before?? let's say you wanna say one thousand four hundred fifty nine..that would be 9 syllables in english..in malay it would be seribu empat ratus lima pulu sembilan..14 syllables! crazy isn't it?! seriously...if you are very free..go challenge urself by taking malay or bahasa indonesia...u may think it's chicken feet...but wait till you reach the numbers and time lesson...major headache! and..i'm gonna take level 2 bahasa indonesia...as excited as i am about taking it...i am definitely afraid too!

i finally drove alone today...after so long!! :( ok i shan't say where i drove to..so pathetic..haha.. kunies is officially my first passenger! hmm..maybe i can get to drive to school..yea ..fat hope!

movies at elias road again! kill bill and kill bill 2 this time round with meems, kun and hobz. oh man...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. quentin tarantino shows are different, and it's good to catch a show that's out of the norm once in a while.. but...two films by him..my god..cannot take it...tooo boring already. i can't take the gore! but wouldn't mind watching reservoir dogs one day.

then off to town..and we got free passes at to land of the dead at galilee and friends! yay! in return for the free passes..i shall help to encourage more ppl to go there...for breaded mosarella cheesesticks and chicky chunks of course! haha!

joke of the day...
sis: eh i want to use the toilet leh
me: go la...no one's in there anymore
mom: got what...ur friend...boxer is still in there
me: erm...who's boxer???
mom: errrr..the one in green...oh no..what's her name ah? boxer right???
me:...........HOBDAY LA!!!!

hobz thinks my entry's boring and she's been blogging for the past hour but is not done yet..so i shall give a leetle more details about last night.haha

timothy thought hil was indian when he first heard her name..and then when he met her..he insisted she was indian, and kept saying.."for an indian she's quite succesful in dressing like a chinese". haha..wth. then in zouk...his friends said "oh tt girl is quite hot ah"..and he said.."oh she's an indian"..and all of them got a shock and they immediately went" no no no!! we are not interested already!" and they ran off! hahahaha!! erm..hil..haha...sorry no can helpch u

i asked this fella last night..so are u interested in my friend? and he replied in a smug manner..."i think you should ask ur friend if she's interested in me more like it. as for me..it's for me to know and for you to find out." this is what i have to say to him..haha..my friend says you are yucks...and omg..i have never met anyone more sucky than you..so go fly kite.

hobz and i were dancing together when her friend shaun asked..."can i be in the middle?"hahahahaha!! i laughed until i couldn't breathe! and then he tried to get his friend to dance with someone...but she kept running away from him! hahahahah!! so he started telling me how.. erm.. no Bs his friend was....ok i really didn't catch what he was saying..so..to be polite i just laughed..hur hur

and then this person who went with us to zouk..tried to get fresh with someone..yuck pervert! so we formed our protective circle..and when he couldn't get through it he went off to god knows where..and we couldn't be bothered to find out..and we left zouk without bothering too. haha. we also saw someone in zouk..holding the hands of this girl who waved to me..and i waved back coz i thought it was the guy's gf(and also because i'm friendly..duh!)..but then when we took a second look...omg! who the hell is that?! tsk..guys....

then there was another girl who started this conversation with me and stopped me from going to the bar..and after like 5 mins she asked me..."where's esther?" and i asked her.."who is esther?!" then she said.."omg! u're not with us?!" so i replied..."no!"HAHAHA...wtf...why the hell did i even talk to her?!

ok last story..i met kelvin fu at zouk (he asked abt u jin!)..and from far..he pointed to me and said "hey!!!"..then walked over and said.. "you are ...errm...ok..wait i remember...xiu hua right?!"...O_O"...XIU HUA?!?! that is even worse than my name!!

hobz..detailed enough?!

comedy night

cjc band investiture last night..i was late as usual. haha but anyway no loss..so boring..sit there and watch them give out the badges and say their thank you speeches blah blah blah. but what amused me was how united the band is right now. we used to have cliques in the band..and we secretly cursed each other. haha..time sure flew by..4 years ago my batch was the first to have the investiture..and fortunately...i did not have to address the band when i stepped down, unlike the poor fella last night...yuck..hate to do this kind of stupid things!

what was supposed to be a boring night in zouk turned out to be one of the best times in zouk ever. it was comedy night in zouk. so many things happened that i couldn't stop laughing...and am still suffering from the laughing syndrome now.

i think phuture changed some of their bartenders..they are much nicer and friendlier now..haha..and there was one who doubled up as an entertainer and performed some monk act that made me laugh till i ended up squatting on the floor!

talked to someone whom i would normally pretend i don't know and found out that he's actually not that bad after all...met a few pri sch friends who couldn't recognise me...and made a number of new friends. and of course..hobz and i spent the entire night laughing at naughty friends..we were the only sober ones..the pics can prove that point!

due to certain reasons..i can't reveal more about last night...but..if u really want to know..go read hobz blog...hahahaha

yay! my tagboard is working again!

is it possible to cut ur hair long?? coz that's what i did today..the length of my hair is longer than before i cut my hair..yes...i finally did my hair today after procrastinating for 3 months. i have long hair again..for the sake of my grades for next sem...i better listen to mdm indra's advice! it took me four and a half long hours to get my hair done..thank god for the handphone..because it was what kept me occupied for those torturous hours and the nice short visit by meems and kuns! throughout the entire process i transformed from bob marley BOOM hair to cocker spaniel to sadako to alien and finally ending up as a peanut m&m with long straight hair!i would have taken some pics of the entire process and posted them here..but i think it's better i save myself from the embarrassment..so thisis the end result.

i hate my fringe..but i listened to someone and left it at the length where it touches my cheeks.."ur cheeks ah..not above your nose or below your nose...cheeks!" were the exact words of advice(plus a whole 10 mins more of instructions of course).. to which i replied..."errrm....what's the diff? aren't they the same area??"..haha..kok..so anyway yes they are there! but i'm thinking if i should go back to chop them off to till my eyes..heh

eh-nee-way..dinner at galilee and friends with meems and kuns and hobz..errr yes and being an extra at nick's bday dinner..my fav chicky chunks and omg...everybody pls go there and try the breaded mozarella cheese sticks! if you love cheese...this is the thing for u! caught crash with cootie after that. erm i would love to talk about the show..but after reading cootie's whole entry about crash..i think i shall just save my energy.

zouk tmr..it's been a long time! so sad...kun jin n meems cannot go :( but luckily there's hobz to liquor to...hahahha!!

en lounge and m.o.s

things to remember PL primary by..

i found something to occupy myself with on this boring sunday..list all the things i remember about pl pri..hahaha..based on the years 1991-1996..

school rules

• hair must not touch the first collar
• fringe must not touch the eyebrows
• nails must be kept short at all times
• pinafore cannot be more than 5 cm above or below the knees
• belt cannot have more than one buckle
• school shoes have to be white and only laces are allowed!
• absolutely no hair accessories
• only black watches are allowed
• only plain studs allowed for earrings..and of course only one hole on each ear
• socks cannot be more than 4 fingers above the ankle!
• top button must be buttoned at all times

basket...machiam attending school in the girls' home

uniform

• THAT WHITE BELT!

canteen food

• 20 cents soya bean
• 50 cents syrup drink
• 50 cents ribena
• 20 cents orange flavoured ice lolly in that wrapper with the lion on top that's shared between 4 people! hahaha
• lucozade at 1 buck a bottle..man..if you buy a bottle of lucozade there goes ur allowance for tt day!
• 50 cents fishball noodle... and prawn noodles from the same stall that you can only get if you are lucky!
• pack of little cupcakes from the same noodle stall!
• dan pian fan...which everyone calls da bian fan!
• chee cheong fun from that auntie with the specs..and whom fainted one day causing a big hooohaaa in the canteen -_-"
• 10 cents rou yuan
• 20 cents money bag
• animal biscuit
• seaweed and peanut snack
• sugared peanuts

canteen food was the best! so cheap! ...and in those days..if you got 2 bucks for ur daily allowance..it was a big deal man!

bookstore

• red leaf pen and pen eraser..the day you get to buy these two items...it means that woahhh you are in primary 4..and you can bully the P2s..haha
• 20cents eraser with the flags of diff countries printed on it
• all those fanciful pencils
• pot of glue that we use for art..that sticks all over your hands
• scented glue that makes me dizzy!
• the short hair auntie who always scolds people!!!

places around the school

• that stupid area next to the canteen that we have to line up in before we get dismissed from recess to go back to class
• science, maths, english, chinese corner under the stairs that's filled with cobwebs..and then the science corner became the coolest place because science club decided to put cushions in there..
• pe room..like damn cool to be pe monitress because u get the important task of taking the basket/net whatever else balls and hula hoops and bean bag and other things...also the room to go to, to weigh urself..and if you are overweight u get sent to skipping aka t.a.f. club (which is actually fat spelt backwards!)
• prefectorial board...if your face is up there..woahh big deal!
• staff room..out of bounds to all students unless persmission has been given...guarded by prefects on wednesdays during staff meeting
• eco-garden..that one legged chicken that imitates everything the girls do..catching dragonflies and damselflies..tortoises..all that plant in the pond that we take and throw at each other ..hahhaha..the murky water that many girls have fallen into while trying to show off that they can cross the pond
• trees in the field..for providing shade..and for climbing and sitting in
• science room ...rumoured that all the stuffed animals come alive at night
• art room ...rumoured that the doll comes alive at night and walks around
• toilets..toilets on the P1 level.. fcuking dirty!
• classrooms..your tables and chairs get bigger/higher/better quality as you go up the levels
• fitness station..balancing beams were used for playing scissors-paper-stonen and monkey bars were only used when the girls wanted to sit on top of them or hang upside down from them..hahaha
• school bus stands that we have to line up at until everyone's there then we can move off to the sch bus!
• dental clinic...everyone breaks out in cold sweat when someone delivers a stack of dental cards to your class..coz if you get called down confirm kena scolded by clarinda's mom

students

• buddy system..p5 girls get to take care of p1 girls..and out of all the years..the only person whom i know who had 4 buddies to take care of was jane foo! hahaha..i had two..one was damn cute..the other..i think she either hates me or is freaking scared of me..i think it's the latter..coz she recently msged me on friendster..haha quite cute ah..
• after 6 years..everyone know each other's names!
• and if you go onto sec sch..chances of ever being in the same class as any person from your batch is about 50% high

classes

• a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h...then in 1992 became faith, gentleness,humility,joy,kindness, love, patience and sincerity..no prizes for guessing which is the best class
• each class had their own erm..style?you can tell what class a person's from just by looking at her..haha..not sure if this is true..but i identified people that way.
• p1,3,5 afternoon session and p2,4,6 morning session
• 6 kindness rawks la! hahaha

moments

• recess time and before school were spent sitting around the canteen playing 5 stones, skipping, hop-scotch, 21 points, catching, hide and seek and every other game you can think of
• in p1 everyone owned a toothbrush and mug with the courtesy lion printed on it..and once a week..we had to squat along the drains of the canteen to brush our teeth -_-"
• once in a while the teachers will check for cooties in the p1 heads..someone in my class had them and all the rest of us ran far from her..haha..so mean!
• rushing to change for pe class..and then when u reach downstairs your whole class' laughing at you..coz u either have your shorts backward front..or your shirt inside out..haha!
• erm...some ppl forget to wear bra to school! hahahahah!!! ok but i think tt happened in sec sch more than in pri sch
• going gaga over bsb and take that and all the famous boybands during p5 and 6
• writing letters to each other..when actually we just sit next to each other in class
• rocking our chairs and falling backwards...hahaha..rina's famous for this!!almost everyday in p4 it happend to her!
• passing food and msges under the table and getting caught
• cheating in ting xie!
• holding up the tb and sleeping or talking behind them
• copying homework
• going to the toilet to sleep
• mrs margaret soh and her son timothy...sinyee..remember all the times we disturbed him??especially at the science centre..what an idiotic kid..hahahaha

ok this one seriously got too many to mention...

teachers

• miss tay and miss goh..if you are from PL and you don't know them..go and freaking kick your own butt!
• mrs pulia..err i forgot how to spell
• miss wong and her red VW
• that chinese teacher with the mg rover sports car
• miss chiam and miss sim..damn fierce at times too
• miss melissa hiak or is it hyak (sounds familiar??) the ghost..only know how to drag us out of class to take pictures and listen to radio in class while she sleeps and we do our maths
• miss violet lim..but sadly she's passed away
• ding lao shi..handkerchief tucked into her bra
• mr ang..his supposedly famous choc cake that no one ever tasted and leaf bookmark!
• mrs i cannot remember what..the pastoral care teacher..everyone loves to go to her room
• and of course...mrs lim kim chee...man..she had the most colourful heels and she sure can shout!

prefect times

• we do the stupidest jobs
• the interview to be a prefect's quite scary
• the prefects' installation ceremony is a pain in the ass..you sit on stage and listen to the pastor go on and on and on..and all the time u have to turn ur head and look at him and he talks for so freaking long after that you end up with a neck-ache..then you have to stand up and say your prefect pledge..then you are officially a prefect!
• drag people out of class for assembly..if you get a p1 class..just go in and turn off the lights and out they come all ready in two straight lines in 5 mins...if you get a p5/6 class..freaking turn off the lights shout ur ass off..you only get ur class down when the bell rings!
• if you get to raise the flag..it's one of the coolest job other than being the head/vice head prefect..but if your flag falls you "die"
• if you get to raise the school flag..suay..if you raise faster than the national flag..n you're really suay on that day..you get scolded..
• on rainy days..we shelter students from the school bus to the canteen..because some joker uncles like to stop infront of the canteen instead of at the sheltered walkway area
• during assembly we stand behind the class and maintain order..and also to help people who faint during assembly...mrs lim gives bloody long morning speeches
• check the uniforms and all that usual stuff that prefects do
• chase people from the field to the hall on wednesdays during the afternoon session

different class positions

• monitress
• ava monitress
• duty monitress - watch people clean the class during recess..haha!
• various subj monitress
• milk maid - collect milk for the underweight everyweek..haha..i think after tt it became the job of the monitress

school bus

• the bus auntie with the long hair... who shouts into the intercom to tell the girls to sit down while driving..and everyone in the bus gets a shock!
• my bus uncle whom we nick named angel..because he was half botak..so his hair formed a halo on his head
• the bus uncle who left the radio on during assembly, and after the head prefect shouted 'school attention'...cha cham boh came on and the p5s couldn't stop laughing..and after that we had to stay back and kena scolded!

fcuk..i hate my p1 days in the bus..always kena bullied by the p5s and these two other people..no offence to anyone else..but she still dare to preach to me..knn..i had to pretend i loved them while growing up..but till today i still hate them!...know what they say about people who were bullied when they were young?..they grow up to be bullies! hahahaha..kiiiddiiingg

major events

• PL's 70th and 75th birthday
• if you were p1 in 1991...you most probably wore either the red, blue, green or purple little spaghetti strapped dress that makes you itch like hell..and sang somewhere over the rainbow on the stage...or you were the cow, horse, pig or something running around the stage..hahaha! i wore green!
• you'll most certainly know who eunice lam is..coz she was sort of the big star of that night who sang somewhere out there with..i forgot who's the other girl!
• agape land in 1996.."welcome to agape land..welcome to agape land' and 'popcorn and peanuts..popcorn and peanuts..come buy a pack of popcorn and peanuts today...!!'
• good morning singapore coming to school a million times..and each time they came we had to be on our best behaviour..and jean was the star of the news twice..hahaha

what else?? cannot remember already..ok i think this entry is long enough..i shall stop!

there when you left..there before you came..

today's smu's last day at the bukit timah campus..and tmr is the day tt they have tt moving procession all the way from bukit timah along orchard yada yada to the city campus..heard it's a huge thing. and tmr's also the official day that nus takes over the bukit timah campus..i think it's stated somewhere in the shih fella's circular. so anyway..unknowingly....we crashed smu's leaving party just now! (we were there on smu's last day and nus law's first day!) as brian (who is an smu student himself!)says...the ppl in smu do not walk, but instead skip, jump and hop to class..as you can see from their adverts..and that was particularly evident tonight during electrico and eic's performance because they were really a rowdy bunch of people..and they were jumping like as though they had springs in their legs for the entire night! i think it was quite obvious we weren't a part of them..because we obviously weren't as hyped up as them..the 4 of us really just stood there and swayed a little to the music..no energy man.. but anyway electrico was superb..and eic's good too..my first time listening to them perform!

so anyway...the dear smu ppl went on and on abt how they shld just thrash the place before handing it over to nus..and the emcee said they should use up all the toilet paper and not leave any for us..so lame...of course we can buy our own right! and our smu friends who tried to pull tt joke on us failed because the poor sods who are moving there's the law fac...so it doesn't affect us one bit at all! haha!

man...mel and i met someone and we had to engage in some small talk...so damn awkward! we made our escape the moment we had the chance to! hate those scenarios! leetle may may koped a whole box of pizza for us and some cans of coke..guess who ate the most? hahhahahahhaha! ok enough talking..pics!


electrico...amanda ling's somewhere behind...errr for once she looked good..but couldn't take her photo at all

us when we were so damn bored coz of tt mat-ish smu band tt was performing

the criminal: may the pizza kope-er and her mug shot!

nus law...we were there before you!

all the weight i put on last night has successfuly been lost. all coz of puking. had so much malibu and beer accompanied with games that i concussed on the couch in pete's house for an hr..and threw up every single thing that went into my stomach before that. shucks..and idiotic hobz took a pic of me snoozing(no prizes for guessing where to find tt ugly pic!) damn..i shld have been more alert!

alright..at least i was totally sober after sleeping. i managed to walk to the toilet myself to puke. haha..and then after tt i went back and sat down to chat with janice..halfway through talking...i went to puke again..wth! we took cab back together after i was completely done with puke fest.but phew..no hangover today..thanks to peh-nah-doll. man..hate puking..but..ahhh who cares!? was fun drinking till we went mad..haven't done tt in quite a while!

at pete's house right now..man hard luck..his tvs are down...so i gotta resort to watching one tree hill on crafty once again, while the rest are playing mj. just had steamboat just now...a simple but good one!omg...we all laughed so hard at pete just now until we were all tearing and having difficulty breathing!

blading and cycling this afternoon with kun, xing, mel, yj, jin and jin's friend carol. i attempted to master blading...but omg..gave up after the first hour! fell right smack on my butt 10 mins after i started blading...and my butt is still freaking aching right now! went back to the shop and traded for a bike instead, after an hour.

eh shucks..missed parousia's last performance...but oh well..at least i attended quite a number of theirs last time! i'm definitely gonna miss exchange

have you all met a maid who doesn't know how to cook, takes 5 hours to wash one load of laundry, cries all the time and makes up stupid excuses all the time? meet my new maid.

i thought i was useless at doing household chores...i think she just beat me hands down. this is the first day in many years that i've had to cook lunch for my mom and myself...help my mom cook dinner and wash up all the plates and yada yada. ok i sound like some spoilt brat who doesn't have to do household chores...but seriously...what's the point in hiring a maid if you have to do her work for her? maybe i should ask my dad to fire her and give me her pay instead!

meems remember tt time u helped ur mom cut garlic and onions and ur fingers just stank for the whole freaking day??? i have them now! GROSS!

booohooo hols over in one week...suddenly i feel like i have so many things to do before sch starts..what have i been doing the whole hols?!

i was good today.

johann lim whatever your chinese name is! you bluff me again! still dare ask me if i checked!

it's that time of the year again..time to bid. shit man..someone should really just screw this bloody system. it's so freaking stupid! i always hate sem 1s..because the modules offered are pure crap..and there's barely anything to choose. i've just spent the past one hour staring at the geog and cnm pages..and i swear i cannot find anything to take. i've taken almost everything. shucks.

i've been thinking...my uni life is really like pure shit. i've never ever disliked school so much in my life. the lessons, the environment, the life, the people. i just hate it. ok people always say that even though the lessons are boring..there's always the people to look forward to. firstly...i don't know much people in uni..so there's nothing to look forward to. secondly..i don't have to go to school to meet my bunch of great friends..we meet up in better places. thirdly..i've never met so many people i dislike in school before..major turn offs..even all those crappy sci ppl i hated in jc went to arts..wtf. other than lunch time with my friends...there's almost no element of fun.

staying in the hostel isn't all that fun..it's just one hell of a lonesome life....away from home. away from civilisation. away from my friends. away from my tv. away from the place to be at..the east.

out of all the things that i've taken..the only things i've enjoyed are tourism geog..which sadly only hvae 2 modules..and soci..which once again..is sadly not my major!

fcuk. i'm sure i made a wrong choice somewhere along the way two years back. i can't wait to get out of this place..but yet i can't bear to start working life. blah. severe case of pms.

last night was movie marathon+ drinking night at club elias road. ok lame..anyway kun, mel, jin and peach came over to my house for what was supposed to be a drinking games + drinking session but turned out to be a movie marathon + stuff your face with food + drinking session, and we stayed up till 4 plus 5. we had 3 types of beer, absolut vanilia (YUCK), coffee liquor and absolut kurant (courtesy of peach). kun kept saying she's not high enough until she had the coffee liquor..and then she began to zzzz after that! scouted around my house and i found tons of wine, bombay sapphire, bacardi, hennessy, xo and yada yada...now..i didn't know i had that much alcohol in my house. heh heh heh..eh next time u all come we can try the rest!

man..my parents dragged my out of bed at 8 today to go to the temple (ok..i'm definitely not one of those holy poeple..haha)...when i only went to sleep at 5 plus. and then after that they dragged me all around singapore..but i managed to con them into going to citylink..because i wanted to get my fcuk pullover...but but but.....argghhhh..after i dragged myself all the way to the shop..fcuk was not there anymore! they moved to i don't know where!! i was so devastated :( so only my sis got something out of that shopping trip...sigh..and then my parents decided to be fun, hip and exciting and suggested that we go check out the NLB..i begged like hell to go home..but before they could reach the lib..i already zonked out in the car...so they had no choice but to dump me in the car with my sis while they went to..omg i don't know where..and now i am finally home!

dear kun and xing...sorry that i didn't go to ecp! 3 hours of sleep just doesn't work for me anymore..hehe!

bursting..

steamboat at peach's house was fantastic..we had so much we almost burst. after the durian strudel and after yj left..we got hungry while watching house of fury..so we went into the kitchen to begin yet another round...alright enough said..

here's the food...

ok...we really look super lok..but well it was dress-down day..and the first photo is damn kok...

and here's our durian strudel...yummmzzz...sinful!

and now..time for the queen of kokness...our dear horsie...
(when we were all so damn full we started stonning and talking nonsense..)

me: hey..did you all know that the simpsons only have 4 fingers??

hil: no...is it??

peach: aiya u and ur stupid simpsons....

me: ok..fine..then did you know that mickey mouse is the only mouse with two legs???

peach:....who says?? minnie mouse also what!

hil: hmmmm.....

me: oh yar ah...ok then ...did you know that donald duck is the only duck with two legs??? *evil grin to peach*

peach: *evil grin back* *snigger*

hil: *confused*...*look of enlightenment*...no! who says?! darkwing duck also what!!!!

me: .......HAHAHAHAHA...ALL DUCKS HAVE TWO LEGS YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!

peach: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

hil: aye??...!!!! OH YAR AHH!!! AAAAAARGHHH!!! STOP LAUGHING!!!!

then and now.

i woke up and read an sms, then i thought of something, and then i was filled with anger. you see what sitting around all day doing nothing does to you? it just gives you a whole load of time to think about things and get angry, or sad, or happy or whatever.

well 2 days ago i went for a job interview, and i got it. a day ago my parents made hell a lot of noise and i lost the job. and now today, i am sitting here staring at the walls once again with nothing to do, and the great plans that i had made with the thought that i will be having some extra money has all gone down the drain.

two sems ago a friend..i think it was jin..said i looked like those kind of crazy korean fan who does nothing but sit at home and watch korean serial dramas all day long..and all i said to her was..WHAT!! I HATE KOREAN SHOWS!! i am NOT a korean serial drama addict..but...i AM a HONG KONG serial drama addict..and also a JAP serial drama addict. bad news...now i am a korean drama addict too! i just spend all my time watching all the korean movies and serial dramas on tv, in the cinemas and right now i am hooked onto da chang jing. yay..the tv addict is back. *rejoice*

i would like to continue with another 'then and now' story about what i told someone two and a half months ago..and what's happening now..but it's not a good idea. so that story has to wait till a more suitable time to be revealed.

last night we decided to that today we will go for steamboat at peach's house. and so now..i am going to bathe and get my ass out of my house.

the past two days have been booze, smoke, booze, smoke and more booze. zouk on friday with kun, jin, mel and the rest of the kc girls to watch hobz strut her stuff on the catwalk. she was good..other than the fact that she was controlling her laughter like mad. and then when she swung the stalk of i dunno what flower around i couldn't stop laughing! hobz...u are so chor lor!then we went to en lounge to be dragons again..and for cheap heineken. and my sis and her friends came to check out the place! i like it there..new place to hang out at!

m.o.s on sat..didn't really enjoy coz of some reason..but the music was good, and the organiser kept coming to us and giving us drink coupons..what a nice person. haha.

had a long talk with a friend just now, and i think i finally found the answer that i've been searching for in a long time. and honestly...i'm very glad that i found it, i just had to hear it from the right person. it's the thing that has been bugging me for the longest time ever, and i think i know where everything is heading now.

interview at balaclava tmr..ok later when i wake up..

to my friends who are down...cheer up..there are brighter days ahead! =)

alright since i am bored and i have no other photos to put up yet..let me gross everyone with my current obsessions ..introducing my current fav hk actor and singer...i only like them for their looks..hah

timmy hung! sammo hung's son...he performed an amazing umbrella catching stunt on tv just now..haha..and his brother is jimmy hung. considering the fact tt sammo hung is known to be fat and ah pekish since forever...he sure has some good looking sons...

eh..rob thomas! i think he's super hot! especially when he was dancing in the latest mtv! woohoo!quite cute with his curly hair too...










ok..i've successfully grossed myself out with my bimbotism too...

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pay day!

pay day was yesterday! finally! not tt i'm rich now..just that i have a little more cash to pay for things that i've been putting on hold for the longest time ever. well it would be cool if i got some extra money every month..but that would mean that i'd have to be working..and i don't think that idea is all that cool. ha!

so anyway after we got our pays, us cls people went to town for dinner and decided to catch sin city...which was utterly gruesome because xing and i were kinda busy yucking away at how the people just kept biting/shooting each other's ears off or causing each other to not be able to enjoy fathers' day. and i almost puked during one scene. oh i was busy sms-ing my fav :S model friend hobz at the start of the show..yes we enjoyed the movie without u..haha! aye...i'll be praying for u tonight.

dinner with the family the day before..coz lao niang is back. haha..we went to this place called blu jaz cafe which is owned by ck's auntie ..i mean kevin's *snigger*..and they serve superb chicken chop..and pretty cheap too! kevin *snigger* was very generous..he treated us to a nice bottle of red wine.

my sis' a kok..she woke up at 3am this morning just as i was about to sleep..and asked me "so who's gonna endorse the terrapin??"..and i went ..HUH?!?! then she said irritatedly.."the terrapin..who's gonna endorse it?!?"..and i went..err..huh??...errr..HAHAHA!!! ..because she was sleep-talking! n then she got quite irritated..and she went..."what's so funny???"..and i was already laughing until i was tearing when she continued "what?! the terrapin right? who's gonna endorse it??" ..and then the even more kok one..my younger sis bothered to wake up and take part in the joke by mumbling.."what's she talking about.....??"..haha! and after i laughed for damn long, my sis woke up for real and realised that she was talking rubbish and couldn't stop laughing too...idiots..hah

my dad just gave me a stack of us 100 dollar bills to count..and as i was doing it..i told myself i'm never going to work as a bank teller, because it totally sucks to have to count money that does not belong to you!

i am am a mean fat lazy pig..thank you.haha.
this morning my sis came into the room at 6am and this was the conversation we had

sis: chewy(ok some kok nick she gave me recently...) do you want to wake up and drive me to school??
me: *shake head*
sis: :( hmph..ok bye bye

haha..see..i am so lazy i can't even be bothered to open my mouth and say no! ok...so now i am feeling bad...so i have to go sleep soon to wake up and drive her to school tmr (NOT ALONE OF COURSE!)...ok i have nothing else to blog about..blah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

d-e-a-d t-i-r-e-d!
my day started at 6 this morning when a lizard jumped onto my mom's hand and she gave a loud yelp causing me to wake up in shock! and then i was kept awake after that as i watched in horror as my maid came running up the stairs to catch the lizard which was about 20 cm away from me! :S and then the boh liao me bothered to get out of bed just to drive my sis to school! hah..but of course i went back to bed the moment i got home!

went to goodwood park hotel for lunch with my mom after that..and my sis and i had the worse fish and chips ever in our lives! it was hideous!and then my mom did one of the things she was best at again...change the names of things! after we had our meal..she went...do you all want some MOVIE PICK ice cream?? there's some over there..and then my sis and i laughed like mad before we said...MOVENPICK LA!...then she said..huh?! what?! oh..hahaha..ok ok..do you want the MOVING PRICK ice cream?!?!?omg...she's damn jia lat! but then she bought me a new M.E.L bag today!! yay! (eh meems..see i am a great fan of yours..my sweater had an M on it, my hostel room was room M and now i even bought a bag by the brand of MEL!)

went to catch be with you with harry after that...it was super sweet and touching! but sianz...someone didn't cry..if not i can make fun of him for the rest of his life! and i was so gentle-womanly...i walked him to the bus stop to take the bus...not the other way round..tsk tsk..HAHA!









well..thanks to kunies and craftytv..i am hooked onto OTH..and so now..i shall go watch it!

met up with the girls today...it's been a long time! anyway we did what girls normally do...shop...hil..u are an absolute bad influence la! whole day talking about shopping...now my heart pain. anyway...other than the huge amount of $ that i spent today..i am pretty satisfied with my buys.. a bob marley shirt from p.o.a(kunies..don't u dare tell ppl what i called it!), a tube top and cheap underwear..hoho. now i can finally say i took part in the GSS..hur hur..

after we were satisfied with our buys and that we had spent enough money..we slacked in billy's terrorising peach and ml once again...but they were too busy..so we didn't get to terrorise them much ..sianz :( and ended up slacking at tt new meridien supper place with yj and her bf lionel. after yj left her bf came back to join us for beer..haha eh yj..ur bf only has good things to say about you..i bet you are very happy! HAHA..anyway..he is sly..he tried to dig stuff out from us about things u said..but we are smarter than him..we pretended that we got amnesia. heh heh..but of course we managed to dig info out of him..which made our hair stand (right hil!?)...heh heh heh!

mom's bday celebration tmr...time to get fatty again!
sianz...i forgot what i wanted to say again...

Take your hand
and place it in my pocket
flick your eyes back in their sockets
put those thoughts away
sometimes they're much too loud

I'll take a breath
and cradle your sweet head
should've stayed at home in bed
put that face away
I'm melting for you

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there

I dreamt
about another girl in bed with you
you just laughed and smiled
denied the proof
we're fine till I think of a problem
I wish it made sense
like a joke that no one gets
it's a life with no regret
I want to feel that way, forever and ever

I know, I get cold
cos I can't leave things well alone
understand I'm accident prone
me, I get free
every night the moon is mine

but when the morning comes
don't say you love me
don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
boy I'm not so dumb
but when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you

wishing i was there - natalie imbruglia

i....am....BACK from bangkok!
the last time i went...was 7 years back..and it has sure changed a lot! it's more...how should i put it...advanced...the skytrain is finally up...the highway is done..there are lesser traffic jams..there are more high rise buildings...the shopping centres sell more decent things..and yada yada..

shopping...dirt cheap. and i still can't believe it. but...i didn't manage to get much for myself..because compared to the thai girls..i'm the size of an american. but...i bought stuff for almost everyone..err those that i left out..i'm really sorry..coz i kinda lost track of who i didn't get things for. but..i just want to say...all the shops in far east and the bazaars in nus..are bloody cheaters...for all the tees that u all bought for 15-25 bucks...i bought them for S$1.20! HAH..it's so cheap..u can buy some to clean the floor with! but of course u gotta go to the right places to get them...i think almost everyone know where to go...but anyway..

for the better quality but obviously more pricey stuff:
ma boon krong (dunno how to spell) shopping centre
siam square
suan lum night bazaar

for the dirt cheap things:
pratunam/bai yoke not bai yoke tower..that's sucky...just around the tower...walk in the maze of shops and just anyhow whack the whole area...you'll find something

for big time converse fanatics...the chuck taylors cost only 23 bucks and the high cut ones are 28! almost half of what u get here! GENUINE!

i'm sure there's more...but i only managed to get to these places in the time tt i had there...

alright now for the most amazing thing...i was walking along the overhead bridge to mbk when suddenly i saw these two guys...one in green and another in grey...and i was thinking to myself...no cannot be..the world CAN'T BE THAT SMALL.....then behind them came running another guy in black...and then i changed my mind....YES THIS WORLD IS THAT SMALL! johnathon, peter and johann! haha! crazy! we were like.."aye! aye! aye! omg!"..and then peter went..."sian hua! this is the second time leh!" hahaha...indeed it is! pretty cool to bump into friends overseas! after we parted..my sis said...crazy how if you are at the right place and the right time you just meet people that you don't expect to isn't it?!...and i agree..if i had taken the train instead, we wouldn't have met!

oh yes...i saw that trans who acted in iron ladies in suan lum! she's very pretty!

anyway...yayyy...london won the bid for the olympics!!i'm going there in 2012!!! ya right..haha

i'm back on the painkillers...the bloody pain is taking away my energy and putting me in the foulest mood ever. and i have the urge to pick a fight with everyone except those who always talk rubbish to me and make me laugh.

and i wish i could kill you right now.

evil

i was just thinking of how evil i am...then i realised that i am quite...so i guess i can still qualify as a firefighter...and i just remember tt..i joined the evil club *muahahah* why am i evil??
because...

• i like to block people on msn
• i like to ignore smses of people i can't be bothered talk to
• i like to not reply emails of people i can't be bothered with
• i don't pick up my phone when i do not recognise the number
• i love cursing people...especially those i hate
• i always do my invisible act and refuse to acknowledge the presence of people i can't stand..even though they are standing right infront of me, and its obvious that i can see them
• i sometimes give vicious glares...especially to a particular person by the name of T
• i like to pick fights when i am having pms, in a bad mood, feeling irritated

what else...i can't remember...am i evil beyond redemption? i think i am still pretty good when compared to other people...am i willing to change?....do i look like i can be bothered to?? i bet after this i am going to lose all my friends. HAH

the masterpiece of my boredom

rip van winkle...

i've broke my own sleeping record...i've slept a total of 47 hours in 3 days. am i the champion?! yuck...i think removing your wisdom tooth is as bad as giving birth! oh...the "op" is absolutely painless (thank god for anesthesia)...it's the days following the op that totally suck! i thought i was going to die the night after my op..my whole jaw ached, i couldn't close my mouth, my body was burning from the freaking fever, my gums were bleeding and aching like hell, my lips and tongue were all numb, and i was drifting in and out of sleep. kns...i've never been so uncomfortable in my whole life! and the only way to take your mind off the bloody pain is to sleep...so i slept from 9pm to 2pm, 3pm to 8pm and then 10pm to 10am..and when i finally got out of bed for more than 2 hours on thurs morning...i thought that perhaps i was already dead.

now that it's getting better...i've got another problem..my hunger. all i eat is porridge and soup...and i can't sleep coz i'm so hungry but i can't chew. but my mom's really nice..she said to me...i think it's good that you can't eat..it's about time you went on a diet. :( so on a diet i have been..and i've lost that 3 kg that i've put on...now...you...you know who you are..you can't pinch my stomach and say i am fat anymore!

and how much did i..i mean my dad.. pay for all this torture that i'm going through? a whooping $1k...now it sure pays to be a dentist isn't it?!


ok other than that..i caught downfall with harry before the "op"..and well..it wasn't exactly nice..it was gruesome and a little too draggy...more like a documentary.hitler's indeed insane..and the people who believed in him are idiots.there was this scene where this guy just blasted his brains out for no reason... and the fella whom i went to watch the movie with...he laughed so loudly i thought he was mad :S haha...but ok..the movie helped me to mentally prepare myself for the "op".




ok i have no more rubbish to write..back to bed.

i'm not dead...yet...
i'm just in pain...hell loads of pain.......
and of course i'm hungry...extremely...
but fluids and painkillers are what i'm surviving on...
good nite again.