SAMMI CHENG!!!!

THE CONCERT LAST NIGHT WAS SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so freaking happy! after 2 long years...my angel finally returned to singapore! wooohooo! it was definitely worth the wait! i had a great time last night! seeing sammi live is......like winning the lottery or getting married! haha...add on listening to her sing...and the feeling is indescribable! yoyo, peach and i had a splendid time man...yoyo couldn't stop talking about the concert after it ended! the only sad part was that she sang alot of songs from her new album...which I HAVEN'T BOUGHT! i'm going to buy it the moment i get my allowance!

well anyway...sammi is hilarious man...she made fun of some of the audience and the whole stadium was laughing like mad...add on her horrendous chinese...and it's even funnier!peach and i tried to sabo yoyo...and make her pick him to go on stage to sing...but sadly sammi didn't even glance at him! sob...she didn't throw posters this time round!! what a waste...coz this yr we were sitting at the third row from the front...booohooo...oh yea...thanx to jean for getting those great seats for us!!

the concert was really worth 150 bucks! she changed so many costumes...the dancers were superb...there were so many stage props...and she even had a mini musical performance! and who the hell changes her costume and comes back to sing 5 songs for the encore?! sammi of course! oh...she's damn funny...b4 she went off she said...give me 5 mins to change my costume and then start shouting for ENCORE ok! which singer asks the audience to shout encore?! hahahhaha....she's damn funny la!! and she cried when she sang 2 songs...sob...ok ok..shall stop rambling on...here's some pics of my angel!!






this dress is so super nice!


doesn't she look like an angel here??


this photo is the best out of the 100 tt i took!

oh yea...i went cozy bay for the first time last night...pretty nice place...and the fish and chips are yummzzz...though a bit ex!

itz 2.30am...i'm hungry(yet again..)..and i'm awake reading some (re)theorising population geography reading...the tiny words are causing me to go blind!and i have a tutorial at 10am..sigh...i am gonna stone in class tmr...which reminds me...i haven't found an article abt media violence to gain an extra credit in class tmr!!! arrghh!!
this sem is gonna be fun...but itz definitely going to be more stressful...booohooo...i din even enjoy yr 1...and now yr 2 is getting worse!! argh.. wonder who're the idiots who kept telling me uni's gonna be a breeze...breeze my foot...more like fart!

ok i really shldn't be wasting my time blogging now...but i have to talk abt this...watched two videos tt really affected me today! the first was about the population problems in 3rd world countries...yes we know abt their lack of knowledge abt contraception yada yada yada...n hence the high birth rates...but wad affected me was how women are treated in these countries!! ok...i already know tt they are insignificant beings and practically sex slaves to the men...but arghhh i can't stand the fact tt they are treated as baby machines!! how can anyone give birth at 14?! when we were 14...we were still nerdy students learning abt sex in sci class!..anyway...wad really affected me was the scenes of the woman giving birth and another teenager going through an abortion! arrghhh!!! my stomach started churning during those parts of the video...and while showing the woman giving birth n screaming in pain...the commentator went "many women die each yr during child-birth..."...how comforting!..i seriously think i won't give birth in the future!so anyway...after that part...they started a new section about women in africa...then they went on and on abt female genital mutilation...and they interviewed all those sick-ass african men who believe in genital mutilation because it's a bloody tradition...and when asked why it is necessary for all girls to go thru genital mutilation at the age of 14...the only answer they could produce was...it's a tradition!...i hope one day the society overturns and they will be the ones who have to go through genital mutilation!i'll see what they have to say about traditions.......

now for the second movie...i was watching erm..."the wonderful, horrible life of leni reifenstahl"..ok this woman is damn amazing...i think she's immortal or something...she worked with hitler before...she can climb bare rockfaces without any ropes...she experienced an avalanche before..a camera exploded in her face..she broke her ribs when her helicopter crashed...she went to live with the nubas alone..and she can do an underwater documentary at the age of 60 or something like tt...and she died at the age of 101! she sure lived her life to the fullest man!...but that was not the thing that affected me...the thing that affected me was the part of the video where they showed the holocaust...they showed the corpses lying on the floor and they used some machine to scoop up all the dead bodies and dumped them in a pit!!! arrrghhh!! how can they treat humans like that?!ok..i know there's no other way to clear the dead bodies...but...it's the sight that's super horrifying....erm...ok i think itz not advisable to talk abt this kinda things this mth...so anyway...it was horrifying..and hitler is a psychotic sick ass! ...oh one thing tt amused me in the video was the segment on the nubas...i still don't get how people who live in the desert..with almost nothing to eat or drink..have such nice bodies...they really fit dr. lawrence leung's description of exotic and erotic erm...africans(??)...i was amused at how black their skin was...it was so black it shined! like our marching boots! ok...and it suddenly struck me how different our lives are...even though we are all human...they are so happy and contented even though they have absolutely nothing...and yet we who live in the developed world have everything and yet we complain everyday(something i'm guilty of)...

have these happened to you before?..

• you're sitting on a public toilet bowl..happily doing ur business...n all of a sudden the automatic flush activates and gives ur butt a good wash!
• eerytime u stand under tt timer controlled automatic air freshner dispenser...it decides to spray some of tt stinky air freshner...bathing you with it's wonderful scent!
• you STAND at the bus stop for half an hour...and you're bus is no where in sight...but the moment u decide to sit down...it arrives!
• you cross your fingers and toes hoping that you wouldn't bump into anyone you can't stand that day..because you believe it's a beautiful day...and you bump into every single person on your hate list!
• on the day that you are really freaking late for your lesson...the bus decides to break down...and in the midst of alighting the broken down bus...u miss the next bus.....
• you are damn hungry...and when your bowl of noodles finally arrives...u realise tt the uncle added chilli into it and you have to swallow that damn thing down even though you can't eat chilli for nuts, just because you are about to faint from hunger....
• you switch on the heater for half an hour...someone bathes ahead of you...and when it's finally your turn...there's not a single drop of hot water left for you!
• you stare at a water pipe..and wonder how come it looks so damn swollen and weird...and all of a sudden it bursts in your face!

ok...the list goes on...but have these ever happened to you?! well.....they happened to me before!!!!!! i am truly one of the most unlucky people on earth...and it's really damn loserish right...but well...what to do...that's the kinda shit luck i have....i've already accepted my sad fate...hohoho

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this is the first sat night tt i'm spending at home in like 4 mths...i'm a good girl today!....sch's starting to get busy already...all the readings are beginning to pile up! sigh...the vicious readings cycle is starting once again! did nothing much today except help peter fix his laptop..which worked for a while...and we were rejoicing...but after we restarted the comp...the net cldn't work again...sian....n after tt we went to town with wally.. but since there was nothing to do i came home to sleep!

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went back to cjc last night to attend the band handover ceremony...and becca and i suddenly realised tt we were the first batch to have the handover ceremony! how cool is tt?! ok la...itz not...cheap thrill..but i only stayed for like half an hour because i had to leave for the motoring club welcome tea...

so anyway...peter, hobz and i went all the way to some ulu corner in jurong west to kart world...only to find out tt nusmc had cancelled the meeting coz of the rain!! how smart...in the end...we ended up in holland v with rosabelle and chaos...and we slacked there...

and...peter lent me his wife last night and this afternoon! haha...how nice of him! i had a fun time driving though i was a bit nervous...but i think i am still a major road hazard...still need tons of practise!

i'm in my foulest mood ever...and i don't wanna say why...it's too complicated...the only thing i want to do now is to scream or throw a chair out of the window...but i'm sure i'll end up in jail after tt...which isn't worth it...maybe i need to go for some anger management sessions...

ben: don't worry, work with what you've got ahead of you now. things happen for a reason eh? =)
saltz: haha i hope things really happen for a reason...some things happen to only bring pain and sorrow
ben: they do. you're quite right. hopefully, they mean a suffer now and enjoy later theory. happened to me...so hope it works for ya too sH ~ =)
saltz: thanx ben...i also hope it works tt way :)
ben: :) yeah! i'm quite sure it will. look on the brighter side of things yeah?

seriously...why do certain things happen to make u depressed? i don't see the point...is there really a reason behind it? do we really have to suffer first to enjoy later? i don't see any enjoyment ahead in wad's going on now... i seriously can't stand this shit anymore...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

=My Happy Ending= Avril Lavigne


avril still sucks...but the lyrics are damn good n how true...much better than skater boy at least!

back in pgp! i finally got my hostel again! yay! no more long and tiring daily train and bus journeys! i spent 4 hrs cleaning and unpacking my stuff on monday...i almost collapsed at 2am!sigh...i've been so dead tired since monday..and every night when i lie down to sleep...i can't sleep! wad da hell...tt is really one of the worse feelings on earth man!...feeling utterly exhausted and yet not being able to fall asleep! so anyway...for the past 2 nights..i only managed to really fall asleep at 5am..n before i know it, i have to wake up again! *sob*

went to ikea yest...n got some new stuff for my room...and they are...a new lime green pillow..a document tray...and a table mirror! the ikea sale is damn good! everyone shld go! went there again today...but i bought nothing at all...bcoz i am officially broke for the mth..so i had to stop myself from buying anything..sighh...

my walls are bare...and my food cupboard's empty...

ok...i've been whining like some irritating ass...now for some good things tt have happened...VIV AND HIL ARE STAYING IN TH!! wooohooo!!! i finally have company!!! i dun have to stare at the walls and feel sad anymore...and i finally have ppl to have my meals with!...n of course not forgeting those staying in pgp this sem...siying, donna, cheeken n chaos!

my laptop's back! finally! felt so damn cut off from the world without it!

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arrrghh...i feel damn bad...after slacking for 4 whole mths...my brain has degenerated to the extent that i cannot remember the names of many of my friends! was talking to 3 of my jrs today..n the first thing they said to me was...can u remember us?! n i said of course! but ...after like 5 mins...i had to tell them...i'm damn sorry...i seriously can't remember ur names...

shucks...i better go try and remember everybodys' names to avoid anymore embarrassment!

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i've given up

back to school...

sch has finally started after a super duper long break! think i'm mad.... i'm quite happy that i can get to go to school again! guess itz coz i've been slacking for so damn long....that i'm bored of doing it already!

hmmm first day of sch was pretty ok.... i only had 3 hrs worth of lecture...and a 5 hrs break in between! ultimate sian-ness...back to the usual stuff....slacking in the canteen...and in the study room in yih...coz there was air con! haha...some ppl are scary...school has barely started and they are already studying in the study room!

well...my dear laptop decided to pull a stunt on me...it happily locked me out...n because i can't log in i had to go queue up in the comp centre to get it repaired! wat the hell...of all times it had to spoil now...i was counting on it to get my notes printed since the blardee printer at home is down!now...i can't get my notes and readings printed....grrr...and my laptop's sleeping in the comp centre waiting to be repaired!

was complaining about getting lawrence leong for mass media...but after the first lect i think itz quite good that he's our lecturer again...other than his sarcasm and his lousy jokes (that only he laughs at..) ..i think he's a pretty good lecturer after all...and phantom MIGHT become our tutor....i think this might be a pretty good sem after all! haha!

watched collateral last night...a pretty ok movie with a simple storyline but there were some parts of the show i din get and now i feel dumb coz i din understand the significance of certain things in the show!...jamie foxx seems to be more of the lead actor than tom cruise...wonder how come only tom cruise's face was on the poster...bet itz coz if they had featured jamie foxx...no one will go watch the show!

at the start of the show i was just thinking to myself...if only singapore had more of such friendly cab drivers...we do have friendly cab drivers here...but they talk rubbish most of the time...and instead of being entertained...i always end up getting irritated! but anyway...surprise surprise...i met a very nice cab driver last night and it was the best cab ride back home ever! for once i got to listen to nice music and was spared the torture of having to listen to hokkien songs or some kok chinese radio station! the friendly uncle was introducing chinese songs to me! haha...and he purposely changed the ocean cd he was listening to, to jay chou for me! how nice! and then we both started singing in the cab and i got a shock when he managed to rap along with jay chou! he told me how he has to keep up with the music that youngsters listen to...otherwise he will not be able to understand or communicate with his son and daughter...that he always bring them to sing ktv...and that ppl call him the cool uncle!hahaha...i agree man!

he said that it doesn't matter whether the lyrics made sense or not..as long as it's nice to listen to, that's good enough...and that applies to what we do in life too...what matters is that we are happy! how i envy his children! if only my dad thinks that way too!if only he will start listening to the kind of music i listen to...and not call them trash...or at least stop forcing me to listen to his chinese instrumental music! yuck! or if only he will encourage me to do the things i like...instead of trying to make me do the things i hate...then again..he hasn't been very successful in making me do the things i hate...thank god for my stubbornness! if not i'll be the most unhappy person on this planet!haha!

just came back from the cheesecake cafe....my stomach's about to burst! had tiramisu and ice choc...haven't had a good tiramisu in a long time! think the last time i ate tt was in nus at the cafe gecko...or gecko cafe...wadeva la ...aniwae tt one was gross man! it was like sponge cake with whipped cream and cocoa powder! cheat my money! harry the klutz broke the lamp in the cafe!! hahahha...and the stare that the lady boss gave him scared the shit out of him! but the boss was really nice...he said it was ok..and din make him pay for it!

i finally sat in my dream car today!!!!!! my dear mazda 3....so nice!!!! sigh...if only i can get it...then again...if my dad really decides to get a mazda 2 for me...i'll be happy enuff! he's calculating the cost now......i HOPE he decides to get it!


mazda 3.....

mazda 2

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messaged a few friends whom i've not talked to for a long time ....was hoping that they'll be coming to nus this sem...but sadly...NONE of them are coming!! sigh...and i was looking forward to seeing a few more familiar faces in school =( ...good thing's tt they'll be in ntu...at least i'll see them around the west area...

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zouk the other night wasn't that fun...thing i'm getting sick of zouk...or clubbing....it's the first time i sat down in zouk and stoned for 15 mins!hmm...or maybe i'm getting old.........

sigh...trouble's brewing again....my peaceful days are once again over...i need to go find some hole and hide in it till this is over =(

why are some ppl so stubborn and inflexible? can't they ever listen to what others have to say? why do they always insist that they are right? can't they spare a thought for others once in a while? if they ever bothered to keep quiet and listen to what others have to say....they might just snap out of their selfish mindset and realise that what the rest have to say do make sense...then everyone can compromise and live happily and peacefully together......

i just hope laughing and joking... and pretending that nothing's happening will help to lighten the mood.....

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and to that certain someone...my days were really great when u weren't around...pls dun come back to haunt me...and ruin my life once again.....u make me sick...if u really have to...pls refrain from spoiling my days...or i swear i will give u as much hell u will regret u ever tried to make mine like shit

I FINALLY PASSED MY FREAKING DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhahaahahha!!!!!....i can finally drive! wooohooo!!!!! erm i shan't say how many times i took it...but then i think almost everyone knows....well tt doesn't matter anymore....wad matters now is that i passed! hohoho...kunies u can stop guessing when's my next driving test...n hobs u can stop asking me when's my driving test!

6 more days till sch starts =( can't believe that 4 months of slacking just flew by like that! gotta make full use of the remaining days!! but....seems like i got nothing much to do....sigh...

oh! i love scv man! they're currently showing sex and the city on hbo...and they're gonna show smallville on starworld soon...and they are gonna show good luck again on ch 56!! takuya kimura!!! i'm gonna be an even bigger tv addict!

had a good saturday yest! started the day by shopping with my family...n my mom bought me a white mango handbag! yay! been wanting to get one for the longest time ever.....

met jin and jean at heeren...a pleasant surprise coz i haven't seen them for a looong time!can't even remember when was the last time i saw jin!miss ya man! can't wait for next wed! we'll grooly the night away!haha! pls convince dancing queen jean to go too!

met up with kunies, hobz, yj, xing, mel and hil (who appeared for 3 mins) in e night...all of us managed to get into aquadisiac this time round...n we even got good seats...although we had to change our seats halfway thru...but well they gave us even better seats. found another nice drink...brown cow! had a good time just slacking...chatting and drinking...sad though tt viv din come to join us...
hil once again was the cartoon of the night...the moment she sat down she had to leave coz her mom came much earlier than expected...but glad tt she joined us for tt miserable 3 mins! oh! and congrats on ur new-found freedom!hahaha!

went to watch connie and carla with chaos(eh look..i'm using ur new "cool" nick!) after that...n we did the same thing we do almost every sat...walk from one cinema to the other deciding which show to watch...n this time round i got muscle ache from all tt walking!?!so anyway..as usual we din manage to get the earlier tix so we had to slack ard for 1 over hour...but anyway...connie and carla is hilarious! "cream" the filipino drag queen is e funniest of the lot! he can't pronounce f so everything with f is pronounced with a p!

saw the trailer for stepford wives...was thinking of watching it at first...but erm now i think i shall save my money and watch the notebook instead...looks like a super good show...n of course there's still house of flying daggers to catch!

bumped into peach, ml and chris at cine....haven't talked to chris in a long time..n i had a good laugh while talking to him last night...decided that something he said shall be the joke of the year!...but to prevent him from getting killed...i think itz safer to not say it here!

saw a friend whom i've not met for 3 yrs...once again...we didn't say hi to each other...and after passing each other...we both msged each other the same thing..."eh so rude...dunno how to say hi!" how dumb is that?! found out tt he's gonna go to liverpool to study...lucky ass....

man...wad a fruitful saturday...managed to meet so many ppl in one day...but now...i'm going thru a sad sunday...coz i have no where to go...and nothing to do...sighh....

watched brotherhood today...extremely gruesome...so once again my eyes were closed for a quart of the show...the fighting dragged on for a tad bit too long...but overall nice....and quite sad...

i just realised that i watched a zillion movies this hols...think the only two other movies i want to watch now are house of flying daggers(anikin jin n andy lau...drrooollzzz) and connie and carla!

two songs tt i'm hooked onto now...

rock with you - michael jackson(like it for the tune...)

if i ain't got you- alicia keys(like it for the lyrics....)
Some people want it all
but i don't want nothing all
if it ain't you baby ,if i ain't got you baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you

back in boring singapore.....grrrr...haven't gone out since i got back...been cooped up at home playing the stock market aka bidding for my modules...this sem sucks man....all the icm mods are so hard to get...i'm a goner!

back to my old slacker routine...wake up...eat...watch tv...sleep...read...play comp...oh but there's one thing new...take medicine...so i sleep even more now coz of the cough syrup

can't wait for sat! i'll finally leave the house...to meet the usual sat outing gang! itz been a while! miss all of u!

omg...how unlucky can a person get?! this is the second time i had to stay in for the whole day coz i'm sick...today i'm down with the dreaded flu...gross...was supposed to go to torquay today coz we rented a car yest...but coz of the wonderful flu..everyone else went off without me =(

 

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friday

 

what happens when you rent a car and put 5 gundus into it...and send them off on a road trip to the suburbs in search of a mountain?? well...they end up lost in dandenong (suburb) after driving around for 3 hours...eating indian curry in rich maha...shopping in k-mart and ending their 8 hour expedition...and of course still wondering where the hell the mountain went to!

 

that was what happened to bala, boo, carl, perry and i yest...perry drove around for 3 hours...and we couldn't find the stupid mountain...and after being lost for 3 hours...this was the conversation that went on in the car...bala:"how about we drive through hungry jacks for some food???"..carl:"how about we drive through hungry jacks now??"...me:"how about we find a toilet??"...perry:"i dunno how to get out of here...."..."boo:"don't worry guys!!"...

well despite being squashed in the hyundai ascent for that many hours...i have to say that the best thing out of the whole road trip was...the indian curry at rich maha...hahaha!and of course our "exciting" shopping spree at the 24 hours k-mart in burwood.

 

boo, bala and i in the back seat...

carl and perry (ok perry's hair..)in the front

 

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thursday

 

bala and i met huimin in the city and we took a tram to far away st kilda to shop abit and check out the beach...and we had deeelicious cakes - mango cheesecake, chocolate mud cake and vanilla-chocolate cream cake - at this cafe

 

the beautiful sunset...

and the yummy cakes!

 

after tt we headed to crown for cheapskate $2 fish and chips and watched i-robot there...the show's pretty good..coz of the effects...but itz quite scary if u really think about the possibility of having so many robots around us in the future...

 

went to amber lounge with bala, boo and carl later in the night...and we had a damn good laugh there! ok not to be mean and no offense...but every thurs they have this night called indo-licious, and all the malaysians and indonesians will go there to party....and they had some break dancing, rapping and rnb singing performance that night....the break dancing was pretty good...but erm the rapping and singing...hahahahahahahaha..that's all i can say!

 

erm haha...check out the flags...do we have such a thing in sg??

 

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wednesday

 

shopped around the city and had yummy jap food at misuzu and strawberry cheesecake at cafe greco's in chapel street...don't think i'll dare to step on the weighing scale when i get back to sg...i bet i've put on 5kg or more...judging from the amount of cakes and ice chocolates i've been having here!

 

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oh yeah...gotta thank huimin for being so sweet! she gave me a good-luck tie-dye care bear this morning! my 2nd carebear after dunno how many years! maybe it really does bring good-luck coz i am finally out of bed! haha!

 

shitty day

horrid day...started off bad...ending badly too...
 
woke up with the worse migraine ever...had never had such a bad one before...the whole left side of my body was in pain...mouth was swollen...cldn't open my eye...brain felt like it was gonna explode...hand aching like mad......horrid...had to take 4 panadols and a whole day of sleep to get rid of the damn pain!
 
well things started to get better in the evening...coz i  had a wonderful dinner of fried udon cooked by chef bala...and then we went to watch KING ARTHUR with 6 other ppl...nice show! though i've never heard of all the actors except kiera knightley...but i do like the guy who acted as the archer...but after watching the show...i am quite confused abt king arthur...merlin...and lancelot...
 
the sudden thought of having to return to sg is making me sad.....i suddenly feel sad and horrid...i wish i cld take a plane to somewhere else (good) instead of sg.....or maybe i can stay here like forever.....i've never felt so much peace in my life before....the past 8 days have really been quiet and peaceful and relaxing...and i feel so carefree...but in 5 days time i have to go back to the dreaded life i lead in sickening hot sweaty and sticky singapore......... how much worse can life get....=( maybe i'll fine a magic lamp somewhere in melbourne...then i can have 3 wishes...and i'll be able to improve my life...heh heh heh

oh my god....i cooked today!!hahaha...and it was edible! ok la...i only cooked vegetables...but that's a pretty big achievement for a bummer like me...who has never cooked anything else other than eggs, rice, maggie mee and heating up canned food!haha...so anyway..this was wad my sis and i cooked for dinner...grilled lemon pepper chicken wings, japanese curry (yummy!) and cabbage!
 
didn't do much today except shopped around the city for "gifts"...and went to chinatown to buy stuff for dinner. decided to give up on the flea market coz i didn't think i would get anything from there...oh yeah i ate beef noodles in chinatown today...the serving was huge!
 

jap curry (i helped cut the ingredients...haha) and my veggies

chef bala and her famous grilled lemon pepper chicken wings..

asst chef muthu and her cabbage

spongebob marshmallow tin and shrek gummy tin!!

funky new stay home socks...hahaha

these are what i got so far.... 
  
 
   
 
  

more shopping tmr...gonna go to the flea market...and st kilda on i dunno when...heh heh heh 
 
 
and these are the mad ppl i went clubbing with last night...went to two places...laundry and the loft... 

 

clubbing in aust is pretty different than in sg....some ppl really do gather in small circles and then someone just goes in do some dumb moves and then someone else takes over after tt...dun really think we get to see tt in sg...and itz damn hilarious!!hahaha...well...the 4 of us did stupid dance moves at 4am...coz there wasn't anyone else on the dance floor...so we had the whole place to ourselves...n we did it coz like boo said..the ppl there won't get to see us ever again!

Wouldn't it be nice =Beach Boys=

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
 
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
 
Happy times together we've been spending 
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
 
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
 
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
 
yayy i finally downloaded this song! from 50 first dates!

slacking and freezing at home now...heater's on and placed right infront of my feet to defrost them...have to spend like 15 mins defrosting my feet every night before jumping into bed immediately...just so tt i can sleep with nice warm feet!haha!

been shopping the whole of yest with my sis...bought like 5 tops and a jacket...everything here's so expensive! but i managed to find some good n cheap stuff from this shop called supre...

was up early this morning and took a 20 min walk to peter's place to meet him for breakfast at queen vic mkt..had bratwursts(HUGE german sausages) and iced choc! and joker peter kept going on abt how good tt kinda life was...to sit along the roadside in the cool weather..with a huge hotdog in one hand..n a hot cup of coffee in the other..someone playing the guitar across the road...n pigeons walking ard ur feet..like he says...only word to describe it...SHIOK...hahaha!!

so anyway we walked to the city after breakfast to do more shopping! i bought 3 pairs of earrings for 3 bucks (how cheap!) and he bought an fcuk bag...for 75 bucks..hahahha!!! tt's like 25 times the cost of my earrings!

sulin came down to the city to meet us for a short while coz she had a plane to catch...but it was good seeing her after so long! the next time i'll see her wld be in 6 mths time!


this is us...in the city

went to melb U with my sis after tt...very different from nus (duh)...nus arts is like some run down factory building...melb U is like some old castle...with huge patches of grass...tt looks clean enuff to sit on..not like the yucky muddy lousy grass patches we have in singapore...like who the hell will sit on those man?!so anyway...i dunno which i prefer...but itz sure nicer than nus..haha

gonna rest my feet...relac n watch tv now...

melbourne...melbourne..melbourne....FREEZING!!! my fingers, feet and face are f***ing frozen!

went out for a bit to meet peter just now, n my teeth were chattering like mad!! haha..he was saying how odd it was to be meeting each other in melb, and itz true...like travel how many hundred miles from sg and then we meet each other here!

BORING flight last night...chatterbox me din have anyone to talk to for 8 hrs...inflight entertainment was junk...listened to the same station for 7 hrs straight...=(

wasted the whole of today...by the time i woke up it was too late...shops were near closing time...so went to buy my prepaid sim card...did a bit of grocery shopping, got to know my sis' friends...n had steamboat!

hafta wake up early tmr...dun want to waste another day!

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
It's early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already i'm so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!!
gave her a bday present!a cheapskate box of chocs with a birthday bear in it!hahaha..though itz cheap i spent 15 mins standing at the shelf searching for tt bear! ...and my neighbours gave her a beautiful basket of fruits with loads of carnations in it!
think she's very happy coz she cooked me a yummmy breakfast of bacon and eggs!! *slurp*

sat next to daryl david in the cinema yest! after watching the show..i realised something...singaporeans either have no sense of humour or they just dun get the joke...there were so many funny parts and no one laughed...only mr daryl david and i were laughing throughout the whole show...and we sure sounded like idiots!

30 more hours.....back to packing!

mean girls....extremely bimbotic and typical teen flick....but nice...how GROOL..hahahha...tt's great+cool
oh jin...we're gonna grooly away soon right...hahaha!
Lindsay Lohan is how chio and hot man!!! especially the part where she did tt jingle bell rock dance...wahhhh i was shocked at how stunning she was!
and of course Johnathan Bennett who's Aaron Samuels is absolutely drool-worthy...his eyes are....no words can describe them!

went aquadisiac for the 3rd time...tried something new this time round...GRASSHOPPER...DO NOT DRINK IT! it really tastes like grass!!!

gonna spend the whole of tmr packing...can't wait to go...

someone jus successfuly spoilt my night...go take a flying leap ok...i was so pissed...i rather not know some things!

home on a fri night again..sad...

tim sum at dragon pheonix restaurant today...yumz...those har gaos are deeelicious!..
did a bit of shopping at a particular section in robinsons level 2..finally after so long..

attempting to finish the book tt charles lent me 3 months back by this week...i have erm 200 more pages to go...not really possible...i hope i take less than 10 months to complete it...hahaha..

oohhh nice cheesy love song on radio now!
what good is a heart - code red
What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart?



how much does it take to be in a relationship?? no...make that a HAPPY relationship.
why do we have to care about what the people around us think?
why do the people who are not involved in the relationship have to create so much problems for those in it?...they should just keep quiet for most of the time...the saying "if you don't open your mouth to speak...people wouldn't say you are dumb" was not created for nothing...
why can't couples be absolutely truthful towards each other?...wouldn't that save all the speculations and suspicions that may arise..
is it worth being in a relationship that brings as much tears as laughter?
why do dating couples have to drag on for so long till all the problems start surfacing even before they can even get together? ...won't that be too late then?


makes me sad whenever i see u cry over such problems...all our chatting sessions seem to end up with you crying...and it makes me wonder if my constant joke about being a nun is actually a wise-choice??
i hope that you'll finally find the solution to all your problems soon...and that you won't ever cry anymore...coz what he said about crying is really true =)

oh ho ho ho...look wad i've got...




drrooolllzzz....

ahh my favourite BEP song is on capitalfm...WHERE IS THE LOVE???????

2 weeks ago i was complaining about how my house is so far away from the rest of the world that we miss out on all the exciting stuff i.e. the major blackout..well i complained too soon..coz since tt day the water supply in my estate has been cut off TWICE! and i think there's more to come...

which is worse?to have the water supply cut off..or to have the electricity supply cut off??

FREAKING TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
been waking up at 7 everyday for driving...this is killing me...i have to sleep by 12 everynight..if not i can barely concentrate while driving...argh! i can't remember when was the last time i had to wake up at 7 every single day! can't wait for it to be over...and i hope the end result will be good!

spiderman 2 today..everyone's been saying tt itz damn good..but i din enjoy it as much as i thought i would. think coz i was so darn tired i could barely sit up straight...although i could hardly pay attention to the movie...i did notice that James Franco is DAMN GOOD LOOKING!!hahaha..and i still don't like Kirsten Dunst!

haiz gonna sleep...my eyes cannot stay open anymore...

missing....

driving once again...

haven't driven in more than a mth...finally started my lessons again today...n with my superb driving skills...i struck the curb!hahahaha!!shit man...i'm never going to get my license with my reckless driving methods!

went dbl o for the first time on sat...think i still prefer zouk..other than the great couches and cheap drinks they had there..everything else wasn't too good...there was a cover charge tt did not include any free drinks..the music wasn't good..and the lights were so bright!but...the crowd's much better there..at least there were more good looking guys than girls for once!hahahah!

8 days before i meet sulin in melb! can't wait!! haven't seen her in a long time!

n i finally found someone to take the plane with...mr peter lee kin shing!i'm gonna shop and rot in melb till i drop man!hope sinyee decides to go too...then it'll be so much fun!!MELBOURNE HERE I COME!!!

"I kissed a bunch of frogs and finally found my prince," says Spears. "I feel like I've found my happily ever after."
omg! this is the funniest thing i've ever heard!she's dead..how dare she say ex-maggie-mee head justin timberlake is a frog?!

zouk the other night wasn't too bad...but there were better nights!and for once phuture wasn't packed like mad!all of us were woozy from tt jug of cough-medicine-tasting long island tea...so gross! could barely swallow it down..but coz it cost us 60 bucks in all..we forced it down our throats!haha..well other than the fight tt mr ng almost got into..nothing else interesting happened!

gonna meet e band ppl later...been some time since i last saw them...n "mother" is back!haha..haven't seen her in like a yr or more...

yay!!itz july!!pay day is here again!!

things i gotta do b4 i leave for aust:
- collect my groovy nerdy specs
- try to get rid of ff coz she keeps standing behind me n reading out wad i type on the computer screen
- buy prescriptive foundation stick for bala
- pass tt dreaded test
- watch spiderman
- find ppl to watch "the woman in black"
- help ff do e thing tt she's been bugging me for
- try to find a gold mine!

to those friends who have been in a bad mood...cheer up!don't think too much of whatever's bothering you...there will definitely be a solution to ur problems!

oyster omelette....GROSS!

apparently after having puked 5 times in the wee hours of the morning..n almost dying from the pain in my stomach the last time i ate oyster omelette at newton did not teach me a lesson...so stubborn old me ate it again last night at fisherman village!! well well..guess wad happened? i puked 4 times last night and once again i almost died from pain in my stomach!!!and this time round...I SWEAR I WILL STAY OFF OYSTER OMELETTE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!

other than tt horrid puking incident...last night was splendid! the girls(kunies,mel,chey,yj,viv and peach) came over to my place for a short game of soccer...dinner and drinks!

we spent most of the time screaming...kicking each other's legs and retrieving the soccer ball than playing the game!but nonetheless it was extremely fun and hilarious! thanx kunies for bringing the ball all the way from the other end of singapore!hahaha...well the final score was...4-3...and sadly...kunies, mel and i lost...but no worries...we will win the next time round!then peach can't say we are losers..hor?! hor?!

dinner was pretty good except for a small incident with this irritating psychotic guy working at fisherman village..which sadly killed chey's appetite for the rest of the meal!...but the drinking session after tt was absolutely fun!we played the "game of concentration" and laughed so much until we could hardly concentrate on the game anymore...and of course the lesson learnt for that night was...peach has a bad sense of rhythm!hahahhahah!!!

yawnzzzzzzzz...damn tired now..staying up the whole night to puke sure is tiring...shall go be a pig...so tt i can go zouk later..hahahha!!

windstruck

hilarious: has all that retarded and mad parts tt my sassy girl had
sweet and touching: the main character is always so lucky. the guy always does everything to please her and make her smile...and goes all out to be there for her.
sad: coz they couldn't be together forever.one of them died...n the other tried so hard to die too..so that they could still be together
confusing: the movie jumped from being sad to funny and back to being sad so quickly u dunno whether to laff or to cry...confuses your emotions!
overall a beautiful show...but my sassy girl's still better...hahaha.

if only such sweet relationships really existed. i mean there are...but well we can count them on our 10 fingers...n they seldom last forever do they?
evil to think this way...but why is it tt we always lose the ones we love (not necessarily by death) and yet the ones we hate tend to linger around us forever?

have you ever? =brandy=

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever


wad an old n sad song....
especially useful when u desperately need to cry to feel better but the damn tears just won't come out...this song can make ur tears flllooowwww....

"...do you think people are basically good, with a few bad tendencies, or basically bad with a few good tendencies?" -calvin and hobbes-

SHOPPING SPREE!!

*KABOOM*...tt major explosion...is from my bank account!
i'm mad!! i just happily spent $150 on shopping today!like as though i'm super loaded!i don't even dare to look at my account balance now....shucks..

at the start of our shopping expedition..i told yj and viv that it looked like a rubbish dump in mng..so i din want to queue to enter...n i was quite proud of myself for not spending a cent...but..by the end of the day...i bought the most!

it all started when i stepped into tommy hilfiger..the price of the shirts were cut by so much! so i bought one for my dad as a belated father's day gift...i think he's quite happy with the shirt..coz he was whistling some happy tune after he tried it on..hahaha!!

then we went to mng at isetan(which didn't have a queue)...n i just stood at the pile of clothes and stuck my hands into the huge pile to see if there was anything interesting in there...only managed to find the top tt yj wanted...but of course wonder shopper yj managed to find all the good stuff..she handed me tops after tops and soon my hands were full!

by 4pm..3 of us happily ended our shopping spree with our loots(n aching feet n backs)..a top for yj..a skirt for viv...n erm...3 tops, a shirt and a skirt for me...

well..although we are all broke now...we had a taste of wad it was like to be a tai tai..hahahah!! thanx for the wonderful time today da both of u!!

LINKIN PARK last night wasss goood!! we screamed and sang along like mad! the crowd was much more enthu than BEP's...85 bucks section was packed like mad!(think cos many ppl cldn't afford the 150 one..)

had to stand for 2 hours plus...n packed like sardines.. before linkin park came on...almost puked from the lack of oxygen..halfway thru the gig the ppl started splashing water on us..kunies, hobs, jin and i got it full force in the face!..drenched like mad! this is one of the times when its not good to be tall!

we got cheated!!some sickening guy asked us to go for this party at cafe society with LP..at first we din believe..coz he looked like he was kidding..but we went to check it out in the end..and LP was really there!!...but we cldn't get in cos we din have any pass n we din know tt guys name.. sigh..so dissapointing!we tried to hang ard looking sad...hoping tt they will be moved n let us in..but well tt did not work...haha

some fotos from last night..taken by the one who could afford the $150 tix..hahaha













notice tt there's no caption beneath the fotos?? tt's coz i dunno their names...hahhahahahhaha!!!!!

mosquitoes....

ought to die!! there's tons of them in my house..n my poor feet are nicely decorated with all those hideous mosquito bites! argh!

bought 3 more calvin and hobbes ever since i got back from korea(thanx jin for helping me get em at a further discounted price!!)...i sure know how to waste my money man...but it helps to keep me entertained..and my dad's starting to get hooked onto it too!hahahaha

22 more hours to LP..wonder how early will ppl start queueing to get in...afterall we're not called "kiasu singaporeans" for nothing right???

wanted to go to muddy murphy's last night but ended up in aquadisiac..managed to get in surprisingly! think coz it wasn't crowded..had yummy baileys shake! the live singer there managed to spoil every single nice song possible...instead of enjoying his "wonderful" singing..we resorted to entertaining ourselves by watching the silent flat screen tvs tt were showing mtv.saw tt guy from holland v...who looks like the asian version of m.j. there...n mama roach was with him..he is not too bad looking...n she is really chio man..

fisherman village is a mini zouk man..they played mambo songs for the whole 2 hrs that night that i was there..sy,true love n i groaned everytime time another mambo song came on!

ehhh..blogging is starting to bore me...wad else shld i blog abt other than where i go n how i waste my life away each day??? i can't write my thoughts here..coz itz personal...n i can't curse ppl here coz itz not nice(hahahhaha!!!! kidding!).so..any suggestions??hmm i can write my views on stuff right...but like charles says..my brain is seriously degenerating..hence i have no such stuff to blog abt..how?!

"fingernails...toenails....

....i've got a pimple!" ok make that 3...how sucky...n thanx firefighter for saying that it makes my nose look broken!!hahaha...hope it heals soon...boohooohooo

finally collected my air ticket, LP tix and made my dental appointment today. i'm so proud of myself...coz i did something useful today!hahhaha..sian..the girl forgot to apply for the visa for me...basket..now i have to go down again. looking forward to everything except the dental appointment! urk! coz after the check up i gotta go for a mini op to remove my wisdom tooth..sighh..think i dun need anesthetic coz i'll faint at the sight of the knife!

got a new dog at home! itz name is cola! but it does not belong to me...we're just 'dog-sitting' it for my mom's fren...but itz super cute..and extremely mischevious! well at least it responds when i call it..unlike my own dog..who doesn't give a damn.

finally learnt how to post pics on the blog...thanx to ff once again..the blog expert! so here's some pics tt i took in korea!








cha du ri!! too bad itz not the real him


believe it or not...i ate this for lunch!


this sign board's absolutely hilarious...they sell bears in the bar!


the supposedly romantic spot where winter sonata was filmed at...

korea....corea...kimchi...ginseng chicken...soccer...mountains...volcanic rocks...

i'm back...i'm back...home sweet home....but horrid singapore weather..

korea's not too bad. the outskirts's pretty boring...did nothing but looked at volcanic rocks, volcanic rock formations and mountains...did that for like 4 days...first 2 days it was not too bad...but after tt it got really boring!

seoul's really good! u can shop till u drop!and some of the stuff there's really cheap...but most of it can be found in singapore too..but coz itz cheap...u have to buy it..hahha..

weather in korea's really nice...although the sun was scorching, the air was cool, and it was not the least bit humid at all...if only singapore's weather can be like tt too. well...my whole bottle of nivea whitening lotion has gone to waste...i'm chao tah once again!

food is a bit bad though...everything contains chili..i pratically survived on rice and seaweed! i spent most of my time washing the chili off the stuff so i cld eat it..hahaha

most of the koreans are very friendly and pleasant...and the service there is very good. but those roadside stall vendors are extremely fierce...if u bargain too much they'll scold u and chase u away...the "walking away" technique does not work with them..they dun give a damn if u dun buy.

oh! i went to the world's nicest soccer stadium in jeju..tt's wad the tour guide said it was...n the seoul world cup stadium! not tt i like soccer...but i took photo with CHA DU RI!.....the big cardboard picture of him..hahha!!

spent the past 7 days with 38 old ladies...the youngest out of all of them has to be at least 55..n almost all of them speak dialect or chinese! communication was an absolute big problem! but well...itz quite sad...coz when u look around..all of them have to rely on tons and tons of medication for their bodies to function...but the good thing is tt they are all still very jovial! everyone better start excercising and eating healthily now...so tt u dun have to rely on medication in the future!

arts pre-camp...

oh my..having second thoughts as to whether i should join the arts camp or not...
jin, yj and i went for the pre camp today...n after taking a look at the rest of the councillors, we kinda lost interest in joining the camp! i told some kok lie ( i think i am getting pretty good at thinking of dumb lies tt ppl fall for..haha this is bad) and we left 10 mins after arriving at the camp!...so the 3 of us..woke up at 6 plus, travelled an hour and a half each...just to eat macs breakfast in nus..how smart is tt???

anyway, instead of spending our day in camp...we went to town to sing karaoke instead. goodness...my first time at it!but i have to say itz pretty fun..especially when we started doing stupid stuff...laughed until i had face cramp!

bought another book of calvin and hobbes...this is bad...i am wasting my money...but then again..itz comics..so i can read it like one million times and still not be bored of it....guess itz worth it after all! now i have more stuff to do this hols! hahaha!

kunies just asked me which airline i'm taking...n i just realised tt ...i have no idea!! i am trying to decide if i need to bring a thick coat there now...wad a bother...
dead tired...shall go sleep soon..have to pack my luggage tmr...korea here i comeee!!

boring sunday...

i'm bored...so i shall blog...

this week seems extremely long...i wonder why...
yet another boring day with nothing to do..haven't caught harry potter yet...hope i can catch it later..otherwise i'll have to wait till after i come back from my trip..

went back to PL yest for band..the last time i went back was 3 or 2 yrs back i think..i almost cried after hearing the band...they are completely out of tune, if even i - miss tone deaf - can tell tt they are out of tune..it means tt they must really be quite bad.and sadly...they can't even figure out the simplest rythms...sighh..they have two weeks to the concert..hope they can figure a way to save their own faces in these two weeks. but then again with those corroding instruments tt they have..i dun really blame them for not having the motivation to play better.

had our weekly sat night outing again..dinner..then just walked ard aimlessly..and ended up sitting somewhere yakking..we're running out of affordable places to chill out at!

it's only the start of the month and we're near bankruptcy again..how sad is that?have to plan how to spend my remaining money wisely...

borders is having this huge calvin and hobbes sale! everyone shld go and buy the comic books...i could only afford the cheapest one..which cost me $9.95...but well that's good enough for me!

oh finally bought LP tix last night...can't wait for 22nd june..ahh..now i know why i'm broke..it'll only get worse when i pay for arts camp tmr!

errr feeling a bit guilty now, coz i din turn up for the cjc band concert...

gonna leave for korea on tuesday..will be back the following tues..those who want me to help them find stuff there..tell me asap..i'll try my best to help ya..though i doubt there's much to buy in all the places i'll be going to... ermm...i'm gonna visit a kimchi factory, a ginseng monopoly showroom, a hot spring, a lavender herb garden,some volcanoes, some musuems and a safari..so decide wad u guys want from there k! hahaha!

think i've made up my mind...

think i'm aging...one night at zouk and i have to spend most of the next day sleeping! hahah..but well zouk last night was fun, although the whole clubbing gang din turn up! shared a jug of long island tea with the girls..i think from now on we shld all just do tt..coz itz the most effective drink to get us high in the shortest period of time..hahah!!

met my true love after so long! thanx for bringing us to supper and for driving me home..i'll bring oreos for u the next time!..and dear xmx...thanx for the supper treat! hahaha...i'll treat u the next time round!

spent the whole of today slacking...read a bit...watched tons of tv again...n erm slept for the rest of the time...how boring...but...tmr i'm gonna watch harry potter! can't wait!

have been watching la bi xiao xing lately...erm i know i'm a bit slow...but itz extremely hilarious! he's the most idiotic kid ever on earth! oh to all those who have axn...remember to watch ranma at 6pm everyday! itz super funny too!

talked to viv's friend who is in ism in smu the other night...and after tt pretty long chat...i think i've made up my mind already...n tt is to stay in nus!
to all those who love me...aren't u glad tt i'm staying?! hahhaha..damn so thick skinned!
and to all those who hate me...too bad..u have to see me around for the next two years...learn to bear with it lah huh..hahha!!

err anyway...cjc band is having a concert at sji this sat..7pm i think..10 bucks...pls come and support if u all have the money and the time, and have nothing else better to do...by the way the choir and guitar club are performing too..