i'm in my foulest mood ever...and i don't wanna say why...it's too complicated...the only thing i want to do now is to scream or throw a chair out of the window...but i'm sure i'll end up in jail after tt...which isn't worth it...maybe i need to go for some anger management sessions...

ben: don't worry, work with what you've got ahead of you now. things happen for a reason eh? =)
saltz: haha i hope things really happen for a reason...some things happen to only bring pain and sorrow
ben: they do. you're quite right. hopefully, they mean a suffer now and enjoy later theory. happened to me...so hope it works for ya too sH ~ =)
saltz: thanx ben...i also hope it works tt way :)
ben: :) yeah! i'm quite sure it will. look on the brighter side of things yeah?

seriously...why do certain things happen to make u depressed? i don't see the point...is there really a reason behind it? do we really have to suffer first to enjoy later? i don't see any enjoyment ahead in wad's going on now... i seriously can't stand this shit anymore...