impatient active landmine

"don't waste my time". that's the sentence that's constantly repeating in my head these days. time is THAT precious to me. i have almost zero tolerance for indecisiveness and wishy-washy-ness. i cannot stand it when ppl tell me, "i dunno", "anything". and i'm sorry if i snapped at anybody recently, particularly u know who you are. so let's say if i let you choose, and u can't decide, then i make the decision, and u say no, then u are dead meat. because my time is precious, and if you are going to waste my time with your indecisiveness and i decide to make the choice for you, but u don't agree, then i am going to snap and explode in ur face.

and then there's the active landmine bit. i get angry at the tiniest bit these days. and i am sure someone knows that well. as much as i've tried to control my temper, i have failed. i was only successful for two days, out of the 10 days that this has been going on for. argh. i hate it. i think i'm better off alone. if i go on the way i am, everybody will just start avoiding me and i'll lose my friends.