how how how??

my worse nightmare came true :( i got offered a place in smu...now i have 11 days to decide if i want to switch from nus to smu or not! how how how?!?!?!? wad a tough decision!

shld i go smu... n get a degree tt might at least guarantee me with some sort of future...study IT tt i quite like..take horrible biz n wad human relation n interaction mods tt i am quite sure i will fail..leave all my frens behind..not have a hostel to stay in...start uni education all over again...get used to a whole new system...go through making new friends all over again...take econs tt i am extremely bad at...forgo my tuition grant...retake all the mods tt i already took in nus...leave just as my results are getting better...drop the mods tt i am enjoying now...

OR

shld i stay in nus...get my arts degree...n still be quite clueless of wad i am going to be when i grad...not worry abt the high possibility of failing every single mod...still have my friends around me...still get to stay in the hostel...not have to bother with econs...still get subsidised tuition fees...continue with the mods tt i enjoy studying now..

sighh...how now brown cow??
i hate to think...

oh! got the email from the arts camp ppl...thanks to isaac..we can still be councillors for the arts camp! yay! but well i shall still curse tt sickening girl for not passing the list to the ppl!

n....i am finally not broke anymore...it really sucks to be broke man...