what good would hoping be if all it brings are false hopes?
what good would believing be, if all it brings are disappointments?
and what good would praying bring, if all it brings are unanswered prayers?
it should not have been this hard
it should have brought bliss
but all it brought was hardship, a broken heart and buckets full of tears.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
yayyy the mid-term break's over! i didn't do much..but party-ed a lot instead...yayyyy..now i am in deep shit! :( ok never mind..i'll buck up in the following weeks..sigh losing momentum already..and almost running out of breath. i always give up during half sem! argh! now what i did from thurs onwards....
thurs was elaine's retrocious party at olive ristorante in labrador park! the place is as spooky as ever..and nope we didn't go for any adventure walks this time round. pete the kok didn't know that it was the same place as the one we went to the other time with ben and wally...and he was among the first to reach labrador park. and what did he msg me?? "omg! it's the same place that we went to the other time!" hahaha! i bet u were "not scared" pete...u were so "brave"..still want to go for a walk up that nice dark path! anyway the party was fun..coz at least most of the people bothered to dress up! and after tt we went club hopping for like 3 hours..by the time we settled down in Happy..all of us were stoned already! but the bday girl was still full of energy!..she's mad. hahahaha..kidding! and then hobz stayed over at my place.
after 3 hrs of sleep that night..i woke up for a proj meeting that lasted for 3 hours..omg! totally drained. and then i rushed back to the hostel to change..when i entered my room..this euradian who was sitting on my bed shouted in the most out of tune chinese to me..."oh! lao puo! ni hui lai la?!" hahahhaha!!! anyway then i met ff in town to shop! i bought a top from inc. (one of my fav shops!) which i wore later in the night. heh! then from town i rushed to ikea and cold storage to buy stuff for cootie's bday present..back to my room to put them nicely in the box...meet viv..then bathe and changed and rushed to dxo for hil's pageant preview...
dear hilly...although u didn't win the miss bikini award...in our hearts you are the hottest and the best!
then us girls went to en lounge again for sheesha..ok..everybody must try taking 10 puffs of the sheesha at one go...you'll go high immediately after that! the look on peach's face after 10 puffs was just worth a million bucks...kunies started playing an invisible flute..and meems started hitting my leg! it was absolutely hilarious! but then yj's the champ..after 25 puffs..she was still sane! haha..we worship the ground you walk on OH-GREAT-CANNOT-GET-HIGH-YJ! hahaha
and after tt i met cootie to celebrate his bday for him!
now..the weekend was spent lazing in bed for the entire sat and then dinner in town with my sisters! my sis got her first pay so she treated us to dinner at jack's place..and she's paying for my birks! woohoo! then after tt we walked ard town and she bought a skirt from fcuk..while ff bought some tops from mango and a skirt from p.o.a.(another of my fav shops!) i must say..ff has been having a time of life coz she's been shopping for the past 3 days..and she spends every other hour trying on her new clothes or admiring her loot!
concussed for the entire sunday except for the 4 hrs that i was up for lunch and to watch sch of rock and peter pan...and i'm suffering from extreme muscle ache :(
was extremely independent this weekend..i travelled home and back to the hostel on my own! what a good girl i am! the truth is...my parents had to attend wedding dinners for both nights..so i had no one to fetch me back :(
thurs was elaine's retrocious party at olive ristorante in labrador park! the place is as spooky as ever..and nope we didn't go for any adventure walks this time round. pete the kok didn't know that it was the same place as the one we went to the other time with ben and wally...and he was among the first to reach labrador park. and what did he msg me?? "omg! it's the same place that we went to the other time!" hahaha! i bet u were "not scared" pete...u were so "brave"..still want to go for a walk up that nice dark path! anyway the party was fun..coz at least most of the people bothered to dress up! and after tt we went club hopping for like 3 hours..by the time we settled down in Happy..all of us were stoned already! but the bday girl was still full of energy!..she's mad. hahahaha..kidding! and then hobz stayed over at my place.
after 3 hrs of sleep that night..i woke up for a proj meeting that lasted for 3 hours..omg! totally drained. and then i rushed back to the hostel to change..when i entered my room..this euradian who was sitting on my bed shouted in the most out of tune chinese to me..."oh! lao puo! ni hui lai la?!" hahahhaha!!! anyway then i met ff in town to shop! i bought a top from inc. (one of my fav shops!) which i wore later in the night. heh! then from town i rushed to ikea and cold storage to buy stuff for cootie's bday present..back to my room to put them nicely in the box...meet viv..then bathe and changed and rushed to dxo for hil's pageant preview...
dear hilly...although u didn't win the miss bikini award...in our hearts you are the hottest and the best!
then us girls went to en lounge again for sheesha..ok..everybody must try taking 10 puffs of the sheesha at one go...you'll go high immediately after that! the look on peach's face after 10 puffs was just worth a million bucks...kunies started playing an invisible flute..and meems started hitting my leg! it was absolutely hilarious! but then yj's the champ..after 25 puffs..she was still sane! haha..we worship the ground you walk on OH-GREAT-CANNOT-GET-HIGH-YJ! hahaha
and after tt i met cootie to celebrate his bday for him!
now..the weekend was spent lazing in bed for the entire sat and then dinner in town with my sisters! my sis got her first pay so she treated us to dinner at jack's place..and she's paying for my birks! woohoo! then after tt we walked ard town and she bought a skirt from fcuk..while ff bought some tops from mango and a skirt from p.o.a.(another of my fav shops!) i must say..ff has been having a time of life coz she's been shopping for the past 3 days..and she spends every other hour trying on her new clothes or admiring her loot!
concussed for the entire sunday except for the 4 hrs that i was up for lunch and to watch sch of rock and peter pan...and i'm suffering from extreme muscle ache :(
was extremely independent this weekend..i travelled home and back to the hostel on my own! what a good girl i am! the truth is...my parents had to attend wedding dinners for both nights..so i had no one to fetch me back :(
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY COOTIE!
yup..and i am 2 days late for this entry! haha...well..HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOTIE! a lot of things to say...but then..i think you know what i want to say.... haha! hope you had a great time!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ELAINE!
ok..i am like 4 days late with this entry...but who cares? HAPPY BIRTHDAY still! you will forever be the ah mah/ah soh kok friend of ours. we will always remember ur "wah! wah! wah!" hand actions and how u hold the tissue paper in ur hand..and of course how you flagged for the cab at the taxi stand! hahaha..your knack for picking up things that no one else in the world will think of doing (for example..gamelan!) is just extremely amusing and amazing. your different taste in music is cool but absolutely drives us rnb lovers nuts in the car. your pinches and whacks are absolutely not fun..but when accompanied with your famous "u suck la!" is really quite funny! teh pengs and pratas at fong seng with ah kiong were fun and are greatly missed coz we haven't really gone there much this sem...but also it's coz by the time ur classes end i'm either napping or already dead from hunger (but then again..everything's nicer at wally's fav prata place..so maybe we shld switch instead? haha!). our chats about our fav people are just the best and i do not influence u, u idiot! haha...alright...a lot more rubbish about you..but i'm lazy to list already..you know what they are...and when u finally remember..we'll have that sleepover that we've been talking about for ages! once again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
p.s. other than the big beetle that scared the hell out of us..your flora and fauna party was great! and i wish i had a pic of u in that wig!
p.s. other than the big beetle that scared the hell out of us..your flora and fauna party was great! and i wish i had a pic of u in that wig!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
4am chatters with gross friend hobz
saltz says:
aye do u think my shit tmr will be orange? coz i eat cheeseballs and super rings?
saltz says:
hahahaha
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
no but u smell ur shit
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
damn smelly
saltz says:
firstly...whose shit is not smelly?
saltz says:
secondly....who the hell smells their own shit?!?!??!!
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
eh soemtimes shit isnt as smelly as other days what Ahahaha
saltz says:
..............only u will take note of such things!
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
pout
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
i observant lor
saltz says:
u are just gross lor....
ok..peach says tt we talk rubbish at 430 am...but then..who talks about serious stuff at 430 am?! alright...here's some serious stuff regarding the consumption patterns in urban environment..about how the exclusive, style-oriented and distinctive consumption pattern evolved in urban environments during the 1980s...
"Firstly, the post-war 'baby-boomer' generation was characterised by an accent on exploration of self-awareness. During the late 1960s this was achieved through the widespread adoption of a number of counter-cultural movements......failure of these movements to deliver such self-awareness and freedom led to this urge being satisfied through the pursuit of individualised patterns of consumption."
"Second, the polarisation of economic opportunity and income....created with them a number of jobs at the upper end of the spectrum that did not carry with them any inherent social status. This missing social status had to be constructed. Again consumption was the mechanism through which this was achieved."
my take on this reasoning..."eh! what rubbish la......???"haha...sorry..like very shallow...but then it's really 430am..and that was the only thing that went through my head...if not i'd have more to say to tt...people sure know how to reason out their bad consumption habits eh??
tmr...my conclusion on why there's an increasing amount of people who refuse to commit..
aye do u think my shit tmr will be orange? coz i eat cheeseballs and super rings?
saltz says:
hahahaha
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
no but u smell ur shit
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
damn smelly
saltz says:
firstly...whose shit is not smelly?
saltz says:
secondly....who the hell smells their own shit?!?!??!!
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
eh soemtimes shit isnt as smelly as other days what Ahahaha
saltz says:
..............only u will take note of such things!
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
pout
Both of us never tiring, desperately wanting. says:
i observant lor
saltz says:
u are just gross lor....
ok..peach says tt we talk rubbish at 430 am...but then..who talks about serious stuff at 430 am?! alright...here's some serious stuff regarding the consumption patterns in urban environment..about how the exclusive, style-oriented and distinctive consumption pattern evolved in urban environments during the 1980s...
"Firstly, the post-war 'baby-boomer' generation was characterised by an accent on exploration of self-awareness. During the late 1960s this was achieved through the widespread adoption of a number of counter-cultural movements......failure of these movements to deliver such self-awareness and freedom led to this urge being satisfied through the pursuit of individualised patterns of consumption."
"Second, the polarisation of economic opportunity and income....created with them a number of jobs at the upper end of the spectrum that did not carry with them any inherent social status. This missing social status had to be constructed. Again consumption was the mechanism through which this was achieved."
my take on this reasoning..."eh! what rubbish la......???"haha...sorry..like very shallow...but then it's really 430am..and that was the only thing that went through my head...if not i'd have more to say to tt...people sure know how to reason out their bad consumption habits eh??
tmr...my conclusion on why there's an increasing amount of people who refuse to commit..
around singapore in 4 hours
thanks to the kok elaine ...we travelled great distances to find for her pinata. first up was great world city...dunno whoooo told her that they have really cheap pinatas there..so i travelled to clementi to meet her..and then we headed down to tiong bahru where we took a bus to great world city. on the train to tiong bahru..we called peach....
me:where are u now?
peach: national library...where are u all going?
me: to great world city...
peach: for what? oh..to buy the pin..pin..piTANA is it?
me: hahahhaa
elaine: u suck la! pinata la! not pitana la!
haha..anyway...when we got there..wah lau..the shop only had 4 pinatas. soccer ball, weird looking dragon, some flat round one and the other i don't even know what the hell is it..
so we replanned our route..and decided to go to town to do our brows first..then to holland v to get the pinata. but first we went to og..and we found a lot of kok stuff there..but then we found out from manda ong tt concourse has the pinata..so we rushed down in a cab..and found like a million there! see...elaine and her great ideas..if we had just stuck with going to concourse first..we wouldn't have wasted our time by going to great world. haha!
while at the cab stand at sommerset...we both keep going over our plan of where to go next..and then it keeps changing each time we go through it...then she says to me...
elaine: you are a scatterMIND la!!!
me:..............???
elaine: aye! i mean scatterBRAIN!
me: hahahhaha i am telling hobz later!
elaine: NO!!!
ok never mind...then when the cab comes...dunno who's the kok who puts out her hand and FLAGS for the cab AT THE TAXI STAND! and immediately withdraws it...then gives me a sheepish look...bursts out laughing and says....
elaine: did you see that?!?!
me: HAHAHAHA of course!! i am telling!!!!!
elaine: NOOOO!!!
me: HAHAHAHA!
we spent like a whole hour buying party stuff at concourse..and hobz and meems came to join us there..then we went crazy buying super rings and cheeseballs and hello panda. we came out of the shop with like 4 big bags full of snack..1 damn ugly parrot pinata that looks just like elaine (kidding!)...some good stuff tt people have to wear tmr..and hordes of sweets to stuff into the parrot.
then we hung ard bk while waiting for meem's dad to arrive..and headed to purvis st for dinner with her dad. and during dinner....
hobz: (picking at the plate of kailan) aye..what is this?!
me: ikan bilis la!
hobz: are u sure?! it looks like a worm!
me: (stares at it)...errr....yar ah..there's no ikan bilis in the veg...errr....
meem's dad: it's ok..it's just a caterpillar
us: arghhhh!!!!!!!!!
elaine: *gag gag gag* yucks! i'm damn digusted! (opens her mouth and shows me the half chewed kailan!)
me: yuuccckkk!!!
after we complained..they gave us back a larger plate of kailan..but we bet they bluffed us that they cooked a new plate by just adding more veg to the one tt we ate halfway! and after dinner...the kok and i head back to town AGAIN..where we met mel pang to get some kok wig...that she intends to wear tmr..haha..i can't wait to see!
me:where are u now?
peach: national library...where are u all going?
me: to great world city...
peach: for what? oh..to buy the pin..pin..piTANA is it?
me: hahahhaa
elaine: u suck la! pinata la! not pitana la!
haha..anyway...when we got there..wah lau..the shop only had 4 pinatas. soccer ball, weird looking dragon, some flat round one and the other i don't even know what the hell is it..
so we replanned our route..and decided to go to town to do our brows first..then to holland v to get the pinata. but first we went to og..and we found a lot of kok stuff there..but then we found out from manda ong tt concourse has the pinata..so we rushed down in a cab..and found like a million there! see...elaine and her great ideas..if we had just stuck with going to concourse first..we wouldn't have wasted our time by going to great world. haha!
while at the cab stand at sommerset...we both keep going over our plan of where to go next..and then it keeps changing each time we go through it...then she says to me...
elaine: you are a scatterMIND la!!!
me:..............???
elaine: aye! i mean scatterBRAIN!
me: hahahhaha i am telling hobz later!
elaine: NO!!!
ok never mind...then when the cab comes...dunno who's the kok who puts out her hand and FLAGS for the cab AT THE TAXI STAND! and immediately withdraws it...then gives me a sheepish look...bursts out laughing and says....
elaine: did you see that?!?!
me: HAHAHAHA of course!! i am telling!!!!!
elaine: NOOOO!!!
me: HAHAHAHA!
we spent like a whole hour buying party stuff at concourse..and hobz and meems came to join us there..then we went crazy buying super rings and cheeseballs and hello panda. we came out of the shop with like 4 big bags full of snack..1 damn ugly parrot pinata that looks just like elaine (kidding!)...some good stuff tt people have to wear tmr..and hordes of sweets to stuff into the parrot.
then we hung ard bk while waiting for meem's dad to arrive..and headed to purvis st for dinner with her dad. and during dinner....
hobz: (picking at the plate of kailan) aye..what is this?!
me: ikan bilis la!
hobz: are u sure?! it looks like a worm!
me: (stares at it)...errr....yar ah..there's no ikan bilis in the veg...errr....
meem's dad: it's ok..it's just a caterpillar
us: arghhhh!!!!!!!!!
elaine: *gag gag gag* yucks! i'm damn digusted! (opens her mouth and shows me the half chewed kailan!)
me: yuuccckkk!!!
after we complained..they gave us back a larger plate of kailan..but we bet they bluffed us that they cooked a new plate by just adding more veg to the one tt we ate halfway! and after dinner...the kok and i head back to town AGAIN..where we met mel pang to get some kok wig...that she intends to wear tmr..haha..i can't wait to see!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
yayy it's 1230pm and my day is just about to start..what a pig i am indeed! i lazed on my bed for two whole hours before finally getting out of it, and then i had a very good brunch of beef and mushroom pie and a cuppa hot lipton tea. talk about enjoying life...hur hur
now..what i really want to talk about in this entry...is the beef and mushroom pie...and of course the rest of the pastry that we got last night. right now i'm wondering if ck had tears in his eyes while he ate his and whether he slapped himself to see if he was in a dream. hahaha...this pie is not any ordinary pie(ok la..i'm definitely exaggerating)..it's a pie from pregos that we got for a very good price last night..and we couldn't stop thinkin about the time when we would be able to sink our teeths into them the following morning.
anyway...had dinner with kenny and ck, at ck's aunt's place again. and this time round i had this burger called..erm...haha i forgot. anyway the beef patty was very good! and kenny had creamy grilled dory..or something like that la. and then because the old man ck forgot about our dinner appt..he had to treat the both of us to a smoothie each. heh heh. and.."taufik"works in ck's aunt's cafe...
me: aye...taufik's working here!
ck: ya! that's what i thought when i saw him...he's new
me: oh ya..never see him the last time...
.....
me:wow..taufik's really dilligent man...he's been working like super hard the whole night
ck: what to do? his records aren't selling well....
me: -_-"
then after tt..kenny drove us to pregos where we had our dessert.. the three of us shared...one tiramisu, one redbean/green tea/coffee cake, one chocolate mousse thing, and one fruit tart...wah lau..it was damn good. and then i bought one tiramisu and one of tt redbean/green tea/coffee cake for cootie..and he too agreed it's good! anyway..the tiramisu is a must try...it looks like the driest thing ever on earth..but when u bite it...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok..go try yourselves!
ok anyway that's not the highlight of the dessert session...the highlight of tt whole session..was when tears started forming in ck's eyes...HAHAHAHAH!!
me: omg...are those tears in ur eyes???
kenny: hahahaha!!!!!
ck: i really hate eating cakes! but this is really super good! i've never tasted such good cakes before! i feel like i have just had the best food in my life!! *tears forming in his eyes*
me: hahahahha..you are mad!!
ck: have you ever had that feeling when you know you just had super good food, and you know that you are satisfied then it's time to stop?!
me: errm...yes ....
ck: exactly how i'm feeling now! but i can't stop!!!
me and kenny: errrr.....hahhahaha...SIAO!
....in the lift..still going on about how good the cakes were...
ck: wahhh it's reallly super good...how do people make such good cakes???
both of us: *silence* hahahhaha!!
yes...if u want to experience what ck went through..go and try the cakes..if you don't agree with us...then you are mad..but if you think that you need to beat someone up coz you think we have wasted your time..go find ck. hahaha
!!! taufik's 'back up against the wall' is playing on the radio!!
now..what i really want to talk about in this entry...is the beef and mushroom pie...and of course the rest of the pastry that we got last night. right now i'm wondering if ck had tears in his eyes while he ate his and whether he slapped himself to see if he was in a dream. hahaha...this pie is not any ordinary pie(ok la..i'm definitely exaggerating)..it's a pie from pregos that we got for a very good price last night..and we couldn't stop thinkin about the time when we would be able to sink our teeths into them the following morning.
anyway...had dinner with kenny and ck, at ck's aunt's place again. and this time round i had this burger called..erm...haha i forgot. anyway the beef patty was very good! and kenny had creamy grilled dory..or something like that la. and then because the old man ck forgot about our dinner appt..he had to treat the both of us to a smoothie each. heh heh. and.."taufik"works in ck's aunt's cafe...
me: aye...taufik's working here!
ck: ya! that's what i thought when i saw him...he's new
me: oh ya..never see him the last time...
.....
me:wow..taufik's really dilligent man...he's been working like super hard the whole night
ck: what to do? his records aren't selling well....
me: -_-"
then after tt..kenny drove us to pregos where we had our dessert.. the three of us shared...one tiramisu, one redbean/green tea/coffee cake, one chocolate mousse thing, and one fruit tart...wah lau..it was damn good. and then i bought one tiramisu and one of tt redbean/green tea/coffee cake for cootie..and he too agreed it's good! anyway..the tiramisu is a must try...it looks like the driest thing ever on earth..but when u bite it...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok..go try yourselves!
ok anyway that's not the highlight of the dessert session...the highlight of tt whole session..was when tears started forming in ck's eyes...HAHAHAHAH!!
me: omg...are those tears in ur eyes???
kenny: hahahaha!!!!!
ck: i really hate eating cakes! but this is really super good! i've never tasted such good cakes before! i feel like i have just had the best food in my life!! *tears forming in his eyes*
me: hahahahha..you are mad!!
ck: have you ever had that feeling when you know you just had super good food, and you know that you are satisfied then it's time to stop?!
me: errm...yes ....
ck: exactly how i'm feeling now! but i can't stop!!!
me and kenny: errrr.....hahhahaha...SIAO!
....in the lift..still going on about how good the cakes were...
ck: wahhh it's reallly super good...how do people make such good cakes???
both of us: *silence* hahahhaha!!
yes...if u want to experience what ck went through..go and try the cakes..if you don't agree with us...then you are mad..but if you think that you need to beat someone up coz you think we have wasted your time..go find ck. hahaha
!!! taufik's 'back up against the wall' is playing on the radio!!
Saturday, September 17, 2005
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
-kelly clarkson-
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
-kelly clarkson-
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i'm up early today! not because i really want to...but because i've got a test later at 4pm to study for. i came out of the shower just now, to find someone knocking extremely eagerly at my door and saying something...so i tried to put on my clothes as fast as possible..and who knows the person presses the transponder.. unlocks my door... and opens it! ARGH! but...heng ah! i always chain my door! heh heh! anyway it turned out to be the cleaner (female of course!). i collected my two toilet rolls and dismissed her..haha ok tt sounded so rude. alright..i told her politely that i didn't need to have my toilet cleaned..and collected the toilet rolls and said bye.
booooo...physics test yesterday was a major flop..but aiya whatever..i could barely keep my eyes open. yesterday was hell..i couldn't stay awake at all. and then i had to be chosen as a debator in geog tut! and the guy b4 me said all my points! :S so i just blabbed some rubbish and the judges said i wasn't sure what i was talking about. DUH! i wasn't even paying attention throughout the whole tut...and my points were stolen by someone else..you think i would be alert enough to think up some good points in the 1 min that i had there?
alright i better go back to my media writing.....
"writing is physically difficult because it requires the writer to maintain a stationary position and concentrate for a long time. writing is mentally difficult because of the effort it takes to know a subject well enough and to think clearly enough to put one's thoughts about the subject down on paper........."
my response to this...absolutely correct! it cannot be better said!
dear hobz...yes yakking again soon! haha yar...i will help you once i've helped myself.
to my ff sister...ehhhh...show me the money! i paid for your birks!
booooo...physics test yesterday was a major flop..but aiya whatever..i could barely keep my eyes open. yesterday was hell..i couldn't stay awake at all. and then i had to be chosen as a debator in geog tut! and the guy b4 me said all my points! :S so i just blabbed some rubbish and the judges said i wasn't sure what i was talking about. DUH! i wasn't even paying attention throughout the whole tut...and my points were stolen by someone else..you think i would be alert enough to think up some good points in the 1 min that i had there?
alright i better go back to my media writing.....
"writing is physically difficult because it requires the writer to maintain a stationary position and concentrate for a long time. writing is mentally difficult because of the effort it takes to know a subject well enough and to think clearly enough to put one's thoughts about the subject down on paper........."
my response to this...absolutely correct! it cannot be better said!
dear hobz...yes yakking again soon! haha yar...i will help you once i've helped myself.
to my ff sister...ehhhh...show me the money! i paid for your birks!
Monday, September 12, 2005
once again, i'm sitting in my media writing tutorial and blogging. but this time round, i'm not, not paying attention...i'm waiting for jin to finish with her interview so that we can eat. haha..our tut lasted for 10 mins only...yes...our 2 hr tut lasted for only TEN MINUTES. can u believe it? mondays are just so exciting..we just look forward to having our cooking lessons with betty crocker and admiring our fave *blink blink*, *shake shake* babe at 2pm.
anyway...life's been alright..other than the tremendous amount of work that i have..i think everything else is pretty ok...or so i hope. oh yes..i have a major problem. i can't stop sleeping. maybe's it's my room..but i really think my timing's all screwed up. next week's the long awaited mid term break...argh! half the sem's gone again! what the hell! time's passing too quickly! and there're gonna be some fun stuff next week. i'll update when they happen.
for now..i'm off to fill my very empty tummy.
anyway...life's been alright..other than the tremendous amount of work that i have..i think everything else is pretty ok...or so i hope. oh yes..i have a major problem. i can't stop sleeping. maybe's it's my room..but i really think my timing's all screwed up. next week's the long awaited mid term break...argh! half the sem's gone again! what the hell! time's passing too quickly! and there're gonna be some fun stuff next week. i'll update when they happen.
for now..i'm off to fill my very empty tummy.
Monday, September 05, 2005
is this the end, or the start of a new beginning?
i wish to one day, stand infront of all of you, and laugh a hearty laugh at what i've become, and what you've all become.to laugh at the wrong decision you made back then. to laugh at your stupidity. to how you didn't see everything. to how you were blinded. to how much more worse you were than i was. to just laugh, that hearty laugh.
i wish to one day, stand infront of all of you, and laugh a hearty laugh at what i've become, and what you've all become.to laugh at the wrong decision you made back then. to laugh at your stupidity. to how you didn't see everything. to how you were blinded. to how much more worse you were than i was. to just laugh, that hearty laugh.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
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